5'11, 34C, will I regret getting 250cc for BA? Too small?

I miss my natural breasts.
I feel so embarrassed with my current breasts. I didn't even want implants when I walked into the doctor's office for the consultation, I just wanted fat transfer and I let him talk me into turning me into his Frankenstein monster. I'm too embarrassed to date. You can see the rippling even in sports bras so I have to wear gym clothes that have zero chest exposure. I can't believe I did this and PAID FOR IT. I'm so upset and feel so disgusting.

Ok we're officially 6 weeks from surgery. My breasts are looking and feeling more normal everyday, still some numbness in my breasts but I can feel them again. My left breast is still higher and more potato-shaped then the right. I was really hoping by now they would even out. The right looks normal but the left looks oblong. My doctor (at my 2 week post-op appointment) said that it was because my left breast is larger but I feel like it's not entirely due to this. Has anyone else experienced this? I mentioned to him that my left breast looks higher (which you can really see in the photos, but is not as obvious when looking straight on). It doesn't matter the lighting, it's consistent. The doctor gave me a pressing motion to do on my left breast but it doesn't seem to be helping. I plan on going in to see him again soon. However at the 2-week appointment he alluded to me needing a breast lift to fix this.

My breasts are finally starting to look like actual breasts again! It feels like it’s been so long but I know healing takes time and it’s only been just over a week from my surgery date lol
It seems like my left breast has finally turned a corner and evening out with my right breast. My doctor gave me a massage to do on my left breast, which seems to be helping. I also have another postop appointment in about six weeks so we’ll see where we’re at at that point.