A cup to DD! 415cc SSF unders - petite, 110 lbs *4 YEAR UPDATE + PREGNANT*

I have wanted boobs for at least a decade now. Ever since my friends started sprouting boobs in late elementary and early middle school, I wanted them. I waited patiently, checking in the mirror every day and noting any changes. Throughout the entirety of grade school, I barely filled an A cup. I’d be reassured through friends, magazines or my mother that they would soon come. They had to! Everyone told me to wait until high school, or wait until I got my period. So I kept waiting.

By sophomore year, and with no sign of a period yet, I started losing hope. My mom would buy me milk with extra hormones, as we thought that would help. I had also read somewhere in Cosmopolitan that chest workouts boob growth—which, is false, by the way—so I started doing push ups and chest flyes in my bedroom at night when everyone was asleep. I felt like I was trying everything I possibly could and then, out of nowhere, my period came.. just without the boobs.

I had started to accept the brutal truth that my body was just not going to naturally grow a sizable amount of breast tissue. While I was a teenager, this was difficult. I still found myself wearing double padded bathing suits and VS Bombshell Push-Ups to shove what little boobage I had to the sky. And after a while, I decided that I would have to love and accept my body as it is and without the facade.

I’ve grown to love my small chest, truly, but there’s always been a part of me that wished I had a little more. Maybe a fleeting moment of disappointment when I can’t fill out an extra small top, a defeated shrug, and I’d continue with my day. I don’t feel insecure. And I’ve never felt like I needed larger breasts to complete me. But if given the opportunity, why wouldn’t I do it?

And so I am.

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I’ve decided to book my surgery with Dr. Saltz. She’s highly qualified for the job, with years of practice and plenty more happy, completely satisfied patients. From the get-go, she and her team have made me feel heard, comfortable and confident in my decision. My experience thus far has been perfect. The surgery centre is warm and welcoming—yet quite chic! I love Ruth, her nurse, as well as the entire staff. Everyone I’ve interacted with is so nice and very professional. Dr. Saltz, herself, is such a sweetheart. You can tell she deeply cares and wants you to be happy with the procedure in every aspect. I couldn’t have asked for a better surgeon and team behind her.

I’m 5’4” tall, about 110lbs and have recently started lifting weights 5-6x per week, so I’m becoming more lean. I’m currently a 30B/32A bra size (my band size is approx. 28”), although I barely fill either of those. I’m looking to be around a C - small D cup depending, and am going for 415cc’s, smooth round silicone high profile implants, under the muscle. I want them to be on the larger side, but still look natural. I absolutely hate the look of fake boobs when they’re super round from the side, specifically on the top. I’m looking for a more natural slope, perky and full at the bottom. I’d like to simply wear a push-up bra for cleavage, but I know a lot of women opt for a braless cleavage look!

I brought in photos to show Dr. Saltz and asked her opinion on which type of implants she thought were right for my frame and cup size currently to achieve my desired result. I had been to another consultation where I felt rushed and pressured to go smaller (like 200cc smaller!!), so I chose 350cc. But after meeting with Dr. Saltz, I felt comfortable spending my time considering the sizing and decided to go larger.

My appointment is booked for next week on July 25th and I’m beyond excited! I go over reviews on this site nearly every night, and figured I would post my journey too as it’s helped me so much and I ultimately want to contribute to what might help others as well. I also have my experience so far posted on YouTube, in case you prefer to watch and not read ;) my username is karstinkle.

Anyway, just about got everything I need.. my prep list includes:

- all prescriptions filled
- button down tops
- Vitamin C
- Arnica Montana
- laxatives lol (going to try senna tea first!)
- reading pillow
- books!
- TV tray
- water bottles with caps pre-twisted
- coconut water
- ginger beer (for nausea)
- bendy straws
- prepped meals

So nervous I can barely think about anything else! Also really bugging out about the size I chose.. on some girls with my same stats, 415cc implants look HUGE and other times they look really small. I’m nervous they won’t be the size I want :(

Just wanted to add some before photos and wish photos! Also photos of what I DON'T want, since I didn't even think of that before.
Really want to stay away from the "fake boob" look, so no cleavage and minimal fullness at the top. No bolt ons! Personally, I want a nice even slope (but not so far that it shoots back into the sky like a ski slope!) and then have them more round and fuller at the bottom.
As you can see from my before photos, I'm very small -- breast and body. I do want larger boobs (C-D cup), but the round, cleavage-y implants are a dead giveaway that they're not mine. I think with larger, but natural breasts then they will still look proportionate with the rest of my body!

I got the call earlier for my check-in time tomorrow, it’s at noon! Was hoping it wouldn’t be at 5am, but also wish it were a bit earlier than it is because I’ve just been a big ball of nerves for WEEKS.

Basically ever since I booked my appointment and knew it was officially happening, I started freaking out. I’m talking combing through this site until 2am, watching videos on YouTube of breast augs being performed, looking at more pictures of boobs in one night than a whole class of teenage boys combined, getting no sleep and needing to distract myself at all times. On the upside, however, my house is sparkling clean ;)

I prepped about 10 days of food this morning, and have everything set out for tomorrow. Meds, a ginger beer, water, straws and my camera are in a bag by the door and a I’ve got a fresh change of clothes on my dresser. One thing I didn’t see mentioned anywhere (and maybe it isn’t a big deal) is to pre-tear your toilet paper off of the roll. I expect that the smallest movements will hurt, so I thought that would definitely help during bathroom breaks! Especially since my toilet paper roll is kind of at an awkward place where I’d have to turn around and probably squish my new boobs.

Can’t believe this time tomorrow I’ll have new boobies! Will update as soon as I can!