Petite frame 275cc Left 225cc Right HIGH PROFILE

not sure if anyone even sees these so im not gonna post too much but guysss i did it! when i was waiting for the doctor to come in to mark me i was genuinely so terrified i couldnt stop shaking and feeling like I was going to throw up so the nurse came in and put some kind of calming liquid into my IV. That really calmed me down a lot and it was all honestly a blur from there. I remember waking up and talking nonsense to the nurses haha. Then my mom picked me up and the ride was perfectly fine, now i’ll be staying at my grandmas house for the weekend. I’m trying not to take the prescribed pain meds ive been completely fine with the muscle relaxers and extra strength tylenol. I’d say my pain level is around a 5/10 so not too bad. No sharp pains it’s really just super sore especially in my sternum. I feel like i’ll be in for a rude awakening when i wake up tho lol everyone says day 2 and 3 are the hardest, so definitely not looking forward to that. Oh by the way we discussed trying 300cc in my right and 250cc in my left but it didnt end up fitting unfortunately. So I ended up with 275cc in MY right and 225cc in my right! I was disappointed when I heard but I think they’re perfectly proportionate to my body. Here’s some pics I took today! Can’t wait to see them drop i’m super excited!!!!!

Hiii 2 more days left till i have boobs! I’m not as nervous as i was before I think i’m just ready to get this over with. I’ve kind of been having second thoughts though, like what the heck am i doing do i even want this?! But then I think back to 10 year old me when i started stuffing my bras and wishing I was developing like the other girls, being bullied all throughout highschool, feeling not confident in my prom dress and bikini tops, and just not feeling like a woman overall. And that kind of eases my mind on it all. I’ve also kind of been a littleeeeee self conscious about what peope are going to think but honestly damned if you do damned if you dont lol. I was bullied my whole life for being flatchested and if people still have things to say after then whateverrr. At the end of the day im doing this for me :) Anyways i got some button up pajamas today and some surgical bras from amazon and now i’m just mentally preparing myself for thursday.

Forgot to update after my pre op last week lol but things went good I guess? The doctor wasn't able to be there so we didn't get to officially decide on a size, which is making me really nervous because I wanted to have everything set in place beforehandddd. But I guess I'll meet with the doctor right before surgery to make the final choice. If it fits I think I want to do 300cc in my right and 275cc in my left, so we'll see what I end up with. I'm hoping I don't wake up to find out she could only fit like 200cc's because my frame was too small loll but I'm just going to put my trust in the process.