20 Yrs Old, 5’5 110 Lbs, 32A/32AA

After spending hours and hours on this site I decided to start documenting my journey! My surgery date is officially booked for 2/18/2026. I really don’t see girls as young as me getting breast augmentations but i’ve been insecure for so long and i figured why wait? what’s the point of being insecure for 10 more years lol. At my consultation i measured at either 10 or 10.5 so my doctor told me the perfect size for my body would be 210cc’s but that’s really not what i’m going for.. I tried on a 240cc and 265cc high profile and came to the conclusion that i hate the high profile look on me! Once i tried on the 275cc moderate I was obsessedd. The assistant said she wasnt sure if the 275cc would fit so she would have to talk to the surgeon about it but she suggested a 255. I’m not sure how I feel about it but I know 15cc’s is a teeny tiny difference. Im a very skinny girl so I want to be proportionate, but i’m also NOT going for that “ballerina boob” look. I never see anyone talk about this but my main concern is this weird gap between my boobs. I’ll attatch a picture but my main goal is to fill out my boobs so that the gap isnt as prominent. If anyone has similar boobs to me can you share your experience if the aug made it better/worse? Also, i’m currently barely fitting an A cup and my goal is a smalll C.

gonna add some wish pics and show my proportions for reference. can anyone please tell me if i would look proportionate with my wish pics, but also keep in mind i lost 20 pounds that im in the process of trying to gain back lol so imagine me not as skinny.
anyways 70 days left till the big day, it sounds far away but i know it will come by super fast. i’ve spent hours every single day on real self, full of both excitement and nervousness. I’ve always HATED my boobs but for some reason i find myself feeling like i’m gonna miss being natural :( i just hope im happy with my decision

honestly feeling really down right now. the thing i’ve been most insecure about my breasts isnt even the size, its that weird slope shaped gap in the middle. When I decided i was going through with this, I was under the impression that the implants would magically fix that gap and i’d have perfect cleavage or it would at least fix it a little bit. ive been surfing the internet for weeks trying to find girls with this same issue and how their breasts looked after their BA and today i finally found one. And i hate it :/ no hate to this girl but knowing that my breasts are going to look like this after paying so much is really stressing me out. Ive been waiting for this moment for so long, just to still be insecure afterwards. If i were to wear a low cut shirt it would still be completely flat because of that gap, probably looking even worse than before ughhh. Is there ANYTHING a doctor can do to fix this problem please let me know.