20 Yrs Old, 5’5 110 Lbs, 32A/32AA

hii not sure if anyone really sees my posts but anyways... I haven't been on here for a bit but here's an update! So I ended up doing my consultation with Kriti Mohan, I'm pretty sure she's like the most popular surgeon in Houston and her work is GREAT. She was so sweet and helpful in person, and says she will be able to fix my gap which was my biggest concern :). She recommended that my right boob should be around 30-40 cc's more than my right due to them being different in size. Since my frame is so tiny, she suggested 275cc in my right and 230cc in my left. Honestly I was scared to say something because she's the DOCTOR lol and I don't think 230cc is the look I'm going for... but I have my pre op on feb 4th so I'll discuss my concerns then. I was kind of hoping for 300cc's at least but if it doesn't fit then it just doesn't lol, also I really don't want to look top heavy & be unproportionate sooo i guess. SO nervous as the day approaches but I'm so ready to fill out a bikini top this summer lol!!!! I'll update after my pre op.

Okay so I did some research. I came across breast augmentations with fat grafting in the sternum. I looked at some before and afters and its exactly what I was looking for. Only one problem… I have 0 fat for them to take haha. I found one of the top Houston surgeons and contacted them to see what they can do. I sent pics and they called back and said he actually doesnt even recommend the fat grafting for me. He recommends doing OVER the muscle and i guess something about like creating a pocket (idek i dont remember lol) BUT BASICALLY he has a way of fixing it. I’m just extremely concerned about going OTM as i have very little breast tissue, and my goal is to look natural. But they told me with the motiva implants, theyre designed to have that natural look and feel so that it wouldnt be a worry. Idk if i should trust him or not…. What do you guys think?

honestly feeling really down right now. the thing i’ve been most insecure about my breasts isnt even the size, its that weird slope shaped gap in the middle. When I decided i was going through with this, I was under the impression that the implants would magically fix that gap and i’d have perfect cleavage or it would at least fix it a little bit. ive been surfing the internet for weeks trying to find girls with this same issue and how their breasts looked after their BA and today i finally found one. And i hate it :/ no hate to this girl but knowing that my breasts are going to look like this after paying so much is really stressing me out. Ive been waiting for this moment for so long, just to still be insecure afterwards. If i were to wear a low cut shirt it would still be completely flat because of that gap, probably looking even worse than before ughhh. Is there ANYTHING a doctor can do to fix this problem please let me know.