19 days!

I have my BA scheduled for 1/4/18 with Dr Amy Bekanich in Round Rock, TX. I met with her last Wednesday for a consultation and to try the sizers. I can fit in a 36 or 34 band and I’m most definitely a Double A cup. I’m almost 5’3” and about 142lbs. Four kiddos. The practice uses Natrelle implants and the sizers they gave me to try on with a BWD of 13 and 13.5, she recommended a 450cc and go from there. I tried the 550 next and the next up from that we’re 650. She said she won’t go that big on me and those are a large implant. I loved the look but anatomy wins. I asked how much bigger than a 550cc she’d go and she said 560cc is my max. Now being a bit liberal with it, I’d asked her because were doing sub muscular, if she went bigger to accommodate that they tend to look smaller under. She said it’s insignificant. Her resume is outstanding. She majored in Physics and then med school. She’s studied under “Dr. Miami” and has been featured in numerous shows including TLC’s “Skin Tight”. This woman knows what she’s doing. Her nurse Rachel said “You’ll be a D cup” and I replied “Those are my wish boob cups!” But now I’m terrified they won’t be. Do you lose enough volume under the muscle to attribute to a whole cup size? I know bra cups are subjective but I’m so scared I’ll wake up disappointed. Albeit, I don’t want double bubble. I should probably trust she knows what she’s doing? 560ccs on my size will be huge, right?? Calm my nerves, ladies!

I’m four days out and it still feels forever away!!! Dr Bekanich met with me last Thursday because we had some miscommunication with the front office. With my BWD I can’t go bigger than 560cc. But speaking with the head Dr in the practice they think 520cc would look better. We talked and I explained I want the 560 if they’ll go. She’s very reassuring and told me she’d use sizers and get the biggest she could fit. I am getting the SRF Inspiras by Natrelle, like so many others! I just got fat and ugly and now at 31 with four beautiful babies, my 36/34 A just makes me feel like a boy! 

Can anyone else relate?! Is anyone having surgery soon!? I need a friend!

The days are draggin! ‘Not really nervous just very very excited! I want the 560cc’s! Makem fit, Dr. B! I trust her and I know she heard me. My dream is happening in two more sleeps!