The me I like

This is me today. I like my boobs. I don’t love them. I realized about a year ago (almost to the day) that I can do something about it. It literally never occurred to me that I CAN get breast implants. It’s 100% my decision. It’s almost silly to me how I had to come to that realization.
Next step- consultations then figure out how to pay for it and the best time to get it done. Here we go!

I went to meet with Dr. Lohner today and he was great! I had my sister there for moral support, to ask questions and to help me pick a nice size :) Dr. Lohner is very experienced and knowledgable and out my mind at ease about the typical concerns. I got to "try on" boobs which was just so fun after all this looking at other people's before and afters. I decided on silicone, under the muscle, under boob incision and between 325-350cc. Ive been struggling with the "when" part of this because I play a sport and I'm hesitant to take the time off. But after some thought and chatting with a fellow teammate whose had this done, I feel much better about putting this first. I'm due for my mammogram and physical so gotta schedule those ASAP. I'm hoping to do this in about 6 weeks!

Next step - tell mom. Probably the part of this I am looking forward to the least (other than telling my 14 yo son). She will be supportive. But it might take a little while. Gonna hopefully rip off that band aid tomorrow!

I told my mom last night. It went very well. She said it just made her sad to think that I didn't feel beautiful all this time. I assured her that I do feel beautiful but this is the one thing that I would change and finally realized I can. She's going to take me to my surgery and take care of me after :)
I called today and locked down the date! March 6th. It feels so close but so far. I scheduled my physical and mammogram and Im waiting for the packet from the doctor in the mail with the details about getting bloodwork and what I need to do in preparation.
I can't believe this is really going to happen! I'm nervous now. But excited. I wish I took pics when I tried on the sizers!!