31 y/o no kids.

I'm super nervous. I think I've watched every possibly video on YouTube from other girls BBL journeys. I also helped my best friend heal from her bbl last year and watching her come out of surgery was intense. Scared me into NEVER having one myself.... fast forward a year later and her body is amazing and now I definitely have to get snatched after seeing her results. Hopefully my recovery won't be as rough as hers since everyone is different. Fingers crossed on that one. I'm most nervous to possibly not wake up after surgery but I'm only worried about that bc I've never been put under before. The next big hump is days 1-4. My best friend wasn't herself until day 4. The first few days she was in so much pain. Beauty is pain tho so I'm totally ready to level up and get snatched. I'm taking Iron & drinking vitamin C packets everyday. And I've got my pre-op labs this next Tues. I'm also cutting out drinking two wks before surgery so my last drink of the year will probably be this weekend. I'm so ready to just be there already!!!! I'm over stressing myself and obsessively researching before and afters and every article possible. My dreams are all about bbls and my anxiety is thru the roof. The next 3 weeks can't come quick enough. 12.4.19

I’ll be flying out to Miami in 6 days. My pre-op appointment is scheduled for 1 pm on 12/3/19. I’m staying at a RH and hope I have a good experience. I’m still very nervous about having surgery but am more ready to get it over with so I can start the healing process. I’ve gained 10 pounds and look forward to it all being put in my booty & hips. I’m 5’7.5” and currently weigh 150 IBS. I typically like to be around 136 IBS but have been trying hard to gain weight and hope I’ve got stable enough fat that will survive the transfer. I’ve got my stuff all packed and everything already paid for. I’m tired of my sleepless nights bc of being anxious about surgery so I’m really looking forward to it being over and to be thru day 5 of healing. My goal is to have an upside down heart. I don’t want a shelf but also don’t want too low of a butt once it drops if I only get fat put in the bottom half. I’ll have to wait and see what Dr. Mendieta tells me will work for my body type. I’ve taken measurements and am not sure how big my hips or butt could get. I definitely do not want a huuuuuuge butt, but I do want projection and curves. Currently I’m a rectangle shape. More athletic of a build. Want sexy curves that look more natural. No shelf at all. I’ll post pic’s soon showing my additional weight gain.

I forgot to mention that I haven’t really asked many questions to my coordinator. Luckily I’m the type A personality that does a TON of research before making my decisions. So there really isn’t anything she could tell me that I haven’t already read about over the Internet. And my best friend had surgery with the same dr last yr and she looks awesome. She’s also a lawyer and my backup just in case something bad happens to me :) so I feel protected and taken care of and know that Dr.Mendieta will help answer any additional questions I have when I meet with him in person the day before. I know my nerves are going to get the best of me so I’m putting any questions into a post-it on my phone so I don’t forget.