In ICU after BBL due to liver laceration & blood loss

Ive always wanted to get this procedure done as soon as I heard about it. In the beginning the surgeons mostly did implants and I heard alot of horror stories, so decided not to get this done......

Then I was informed some women would inject their behinds with something, which allowed their butts to expand.... but heard this was mostly done in different countries, illegally, so I never got this done....

But now I feel like im ready to have this procedure done. I have been unhappy all my life about my behind. My butt is not too flat, but it lacks roundness, and perky-ness.... So now im researching all over to see who can give me the results im looking for... Ive already scheduled one consultation, but I didn't want to go with this doctor, because I felt like he wasn't as confident in his work, besides it was really cheap, and I can only immagine, " you get what you pay for".

I am seriously thinking of getting this done as soon as possible. I am willing to fly out to FL to get this done, and save a couple of thousands.....but I would much rather have it in NJ, incase I have to go back to the Doctor, for a check up, follow up, or any complications, but NJ doctors are expensive, and I feel like theyre not as experienced with this procedure, like the FLorida surgeon's are.....

Anyone has any sugestions, comments, or recommendations as to where I should have it done. I would like to get really good results, firm, round, big butt, not too big... because I dont want the wrong attention from men, but just nice, so I can better fit my jeans, and feel confident with my body.......