Future Ghurani Doll BBL 5/7/19

Hi, Dolls
I’m new to RealSelf and will be posting my journey with you all. I’m getting a BBL with Dr. Ghurani at Jolie Plastic Surgery scheduled on 5/7/19. I am 5’7 154lbs. And I’m going to say this right here I’M DOING THIS FOR ME! NOT FOR NO ONE ELSE! NOT TO IMPRESS THE NEXT! but simply for me! After birthing two children and being in a toxic relationship I just let myself go. I’m 24yrs old and refuse to feel or look this way by the time I’m 25. I went through a dramatic weight loss in 2017 and haven’t been able to gain weight since then. My weight range between 150-156lbs and can’t seem to get any higher. I do smoke weed and I know that plays a big roll in my weight loss. I just want to feel good about myself with putting anything on without second guessing. I want to be able to wear a two piece again, I want to be able to wear bodycon dresses again! I also want to pursue modeling I take only face shots and too embarrassed to take full body pictures. I don’t have a bad shape at all. I actually have a good projection I have an hour glass shape I just don’t have any volume in my butt or hips (I lost my ass and hips going through weight loss) But anyway I’ve been doing research on BBL for a couple years now and but threw it off and said to myself that I’ll just workout to gain the look that I want (FAIL). I tried squats, running, any booty workout you can think of, butt enhancement supplements, butt enchantment cream, I even researched this home remedy to make to help grow the butt lol and nothingggg would work. So one day a girl I went to high school with just popped up on social media looking like a brand new woman. And I mean snatcheddd. I just couldn’t believe my eyes! I just had to message her to get the tea (obviously I knew she had gotten a BBL) but I wanted to know everythinggggg and she told me she went to Dr. Ghurani in Miami. After she told me who her Dr was I instantly started back doing my research on BBL’s and research on Dr. G as well. I’ve seen nothing but great results and good reviews about Dr. G. The only thing was that Dr. G was out of my price range. So I started looking at other Dr results, reviews, and certifications and had in mind Dr. Alvarez, Dr. Dowbak, and Dr. Chang. All of these doctors results are amazing but some of the reviews behind Dr. Dowbak and Dr. Alvarez left a bad taste in my mouth. Didn’t see any bad reviews on Dr. Chang but he is not a Board Certified Plastic Surgeon so that was a red flag for me. At that point I just started to feel that I may just have to pay the price to get the look that I know Dr. G can deliver. And feel that you get what you pay for and I don’t want to be one of them botched chicks so I decided to go with Dr. G and to just bite the bullet and pay the $6500. I will be posting more once I get closer to my SX date but while in the mean time dolls feel free to comment to leave any advice, tips, thoughts, or even questions!