Comfortzone/Dr Ilker in 1 week

A big part of me is excited to finally get the body I want through BBL. But another big part of me is terrified to die. Comfortzone is a private clinic and you need to pay cash. I haven't told anybody and I'm traveling alone. I see a lot of girls like me writing posts like these and the once arrived Comfortzone they never write again about how surgery went or result. What happened to these girls? Did they die? Or did they loose interest in writing updates after surgery and how well it actually went. I've read A LOT of mixed reviews of Comfortzone. But again, you can't please everyone. And comfortzone do many many surgeries. I thought I would air my thoughts, as the only concern I have is not waking up from BBL surgery.

I'm super excited to finally get the body I always have dreamt of. But my fearness of not waking up or have a blood cloth is bigger. I'm considering writing my mom and boyfriend goodbye letters in case I don't wake up. I'm going alone, and not even my bestfriend know I'm doing this.

Just arrived Comfortzone in one of many villas. Engin seems nice and I paid cash and got a receipt from him when I asked. (I've seen many saying it's only cash and fraud). At least now I have a proof I've been here and paid. Unfortunately my surgery isn't until 3:30 pm with Dr. Ilker tomorrow. Was hoping to be taken early, but I guess not. My room was nice, clean and with AC. My house is pretty empty compared to the other ones. But you're welcome to walk from house to house and to get to know the other girls. I wish I brought earplugs as my house is next to the main road with a barking dog and you can easily hear all the activity from others in the house. I guess the good thing about having surgery in the afternoon is when you wake up later that night, you will feel foggy and then fall right back into sleep at night and have a good sleep until next morning. Instead of waking up middle of the day, and then maybe wake up middle of the night and not get to sleep again. Not looking forward to my drains, but thankfully is just for 2 days. I'm glad they put in drains, as I've read some places they don't use these at some surgeons. Wish me luck ????????