Beware Botched BBL

WARNING!!! I HATE the body Dr. Kamran Azad gave me. The worst decision of my life was having him perform a botched brazialian butt lift on me. I wasted $15k on this regrettable procedure. Originally I felt confident choosing him for my operation because he had so many 5 star reviews, but now I'm convinced that the staff in his office wrote them to elevate his status. I left a negative comment on his Instagram, and he blocked me meaning that he also eliminates honest opinions so BEWARE. People need to know the truth, he's unprofessional and NOT skilled whatsoever.
He made my butt really saggy.  It was supposed to be a "lift", but it looks like an ant (insect) and dirty diaper. It appears as if I have deflated balls on the sides of my lower cheeks that look like upside down Mickey Mouse ears instead of an upside heart shape.
My waist has no shape since he aggressively lipoed my natural curves down so it looks straight and masculine. Both sides of my stomach are uneven from him taking out more fat on my right side. My right side feels very tight, not in a good way, there's no barrier between my skin, muscle, and bone due to over aggressive lipo. He dropped the higher curve of my original waistline, which was above my belly button, so my torso looks really long like a tree trunk as the curve now starts below belly button.
My butt looks short with an awful shelf!  He took out way too much fat from the middle of my lower back, sacral area, and placed too much fat on top of my cheeks. There is a huge dent now above my crack where my clothes just dip in and drown.  Also, my bones don't have any more cushion when I lay on my back, so the bones above my tailbone feel very unsupported.
I have some lumps that feel like marbles underneath my skin near the incisions. My SCARS ARE HIDEOUS because he didn't close a single incision so they healed as open holes. The scars on my butt can't be hidden well because he placed the incisions really low and wide. I can't wear sexy underwear or bathing suits because the incisions were oddly placed. Only shorts and granny panties will cover the scars. The 4 scars under my butt cheeks are unnecessary. There are better skilled doctors out there who don't need to cut you open in so many areas for good results. His techniques are very amateur and horrible for aesthetics.
He needs to re-train with real experts who understand the natural shape of a woman. His interpretation of a woman's curves is distorted and extremely fake looking. I tried to discuss these issues with him in the beginning, but he disregarded them and kept telling me to give it time. Well its been years now and it's still messed up, but I will never allow him to work on me again! He actually never intended to fix these issues anyway because he took my money and disappeared.
I've become depressed about my new shape that I stopped socializing and began wearing only black baggy clothes when I have to go somewhere. I was even pubically shamed due to my odd new shape, and I refuse to go through such humiliation again so I have become reclusive. I normally enjoy going out, but this has caused a major set back in my life, career, and relationships. I even spent more money on a fitness personal trainer without success.
This has been a painful experience: physically, mentally, emotionally, financially, and socially. I feel like a prisoner in my own body!! I miss my old self. I had a cute perky butt before, but had put on a few pounds that were hard to shed. I got obsessed with Instagram models and decided to aim for perfection. Huge mistake. What I would give to have my original body back! I just can't afford another major financial burden for a revision (by someone else!). I feel so hopeless. This review is not intended to bash Dr. Azad, I'm genuinely trying to prevent others from experiencing this kind of dark space. I completely lost my confidence and my insecurities were increased at his hands. DO NOT let him ruin your body and life like mine, as a result of his shoddy work.