BBL n tummy tuck

So ladies I got to dr and got depressed and literally wanted to cry it’s so poor out here it touched my heart and definitely made me grateful for what I have so the hospital out here look so outdated and old like it’s a house instead of a hospital I’m only 2 days out of surgery I had bbl n tt and omg this recovery has me so depressed and hurt my stomach hurts I feel numb n sore I can’t move everytime I get used to go dom 1 room to another I get light heard and throw up I feel cray n keep thinking to myself why did I do this n hurry up and heal I’m going to get into a real detail update when I’m up for it n post post op photo and I’m going to speak about all the thins other women don’t talk about

So I went in to see my doctor to get my blood work n is it just me or were you nervous too telling yr doctor what you need it for now of course I didn't have to tell him why but I thought he would give me advice in what to check instead he went on to telling me my bmi is 26 I'm not over weight and he will recommend a nutritionist and that he can't clear me for surgery over seas since it's out of the country and at that point I was annoyed I told him I don't need a nutritionist I know I'm not over weight it's cosmetic surgery and thats what I want it for cosmetic purposes also told him I don't need him to clear me just give me a referral for blood work and ekg he said I don't need ekg since I'm young n have no prior health issues but he will send me to get my blood work so many ppl have this taboo about over seas but in my opinion I know so many women personally who got botched and almost die right here in the states who get ripped off price wise with little to no results now of course this isn't every situation but majority again in my opinion dr has more experience in bbl surgery of course they get carried away with how many litters they take out and that's where death and complications come in to play but my doctor doesn't do that and I've spoke to him about this I wanna be snatched but not to the point it's dangerous ppl forget any kind of surgery can be dangerous as long as yr willing to take that risk do your homework on yr surgeon make sure the doctor has a license and you make sure ur healthy that's what matter cause let's face it it's dangerous any where in the country one doctor doesn't have magic powers because of where they are it's about the kind of work they do and how professional they are I personally am taking all the steps I need to be healthy and putting my faith in god I'm praying for all the ladies to make it back to there families safe and happy ..god bless us if yr reading this prey for me to please and if u do thank u also do what's best for you n what yr comfortable with we have one life I plan to live mines how I wanna .. do what makes u happy if it's surgery being natural being gay being single being married having kids w.e yr heart desires only u know what U want n only u can make yourself happy don't let no one make u feel guilty about doing what makes you happy it's either someone else's happiness or yours the choice is yours ... kisses ladies

So I go to get my blood work n ekg tomorrow and hopefully get some prescription filled to save money we shall see these r my pre op pics I have a nice butt but a gut to go with it I'm 2 weeks away to getting my pre pregnancy body back and I can't wait every thing packed n my sons finish school baby sitter ?I have all my pre op supplies ?my travel buddy my flight my stay my money ????? every thing worked out just been trying to be healthy I don't drink water but I started I also started to walking since I have a car n never walk anywhere I've been doing yoga getting this booty stretched or this extra fat lol ps who else hates this auto correct always messing up my words n review