BBL caused me depression at the end

Again like i said before yes the dent really effected me. It was to the point i needed therapy … still do. Many ladies will read my story and say 2k is a good deal but understand that the pandemic took away my financial freedom. Regardless why am i paging for a mistake i didnt do? I didnt have the dent before surgery ! Why do i have to live with something that i never had? I stopped going to events and socially i just dont even try anymore. I stopped going to the beach i just overall stopped going out because of the dent. Now i understand why people become suicidal. It is what it is … im just another customer to them.

Alright at the beginning I really loved how my body came out… oh so I thought. While I was healing I did have unfortunately one butt cheek that came out dented. I will show pictures. Of what I mean and you guys can see for yourself. Once I noticed that I stop paying because why am I paying thousands of dollars for a mistake? Right ? When prior to surgery I was just fat… didn’t have anything wrong with my butt. When I noticed I was really unhappy. I started to lose more weight to see if it will get better. Nothing. I gained weight and it just kept getting worst and worst. After a year post up before I decided to gain the weight I tried contacting my doctor and because of covid they were not taking in patients, so I waited. As time flew by I become more and more insecure and that’s when I decided to gain weight and see if the problem would fix. When I tell you I went through depression, I got pointed at for it, people talked and whispered about it, and some would even bluntly tell me in my face “your butt cheek is dented on one side”. I really cried! Like I went through a time where I didn’t leave my house. It was to the point where the dent showed through leggings, or certain clothes. Like I have to wear certain clothes to hide it, and if I do wear leggings I become so insecure I walk around with a hand on the dent so no one can see. I finally got an appointment. Got it looked and I was being charged $2,500 to take a little bit of fat and fix it. Of course $2,500 may not be much for many of you guys, but how am I supposed to afford that? Covid hit… I lost my job and Before I got surgery my body didn’t look like that. I WAS ONLY TUBBY! Now I really am walking around insecure because I really have something wrong and it’s messed up like mentally that’s really taking a toll on me. Mind you I didn’t even mention I got into an accident and had to get my mouth fixed which here in NY is not cheap. When I tell you my insurance did not pay for my surgery and I had to muster up the money! I went a whole year toothless before I was able to fix my mouth. Now I gotta walk around dented? When it wasn’t even my fault? I know I am ranting, but it’s not right at all. I cancelled my appointment and just gave up because it’s like to the point where I just don’t even wanna keep fighting. Im going through to much right now. I am the nicest person and I will smile and work with you. I just feel like I got stepped over because I even asked him if he would be the one to fix my mouth ! So he knows how expensive it is to do it. I DIDNT GO BECAUSE OF HOW FAR HE IS. Like I get surgery and boom comes out bad, get into and accident, can’t get seen so I gain a lot of weight!, get charged for a mistake i didnt do… and it’s like one after the other after the other.

This is just gonna be a place for all my post-op pics until i hit my 6 month mark. right now i am 2 months post op. I did my surgery with the best of the best Dr. Bfixin in long Island. Trust me he did wonders and really gave me a beautiful result !! If you wanna go and get ready for summer make the right choice and go to him. Staff is amazing ! The process is smooth and no matter what he answers your questions even on his off days (Sorry Dr.b). If you wanna see my before just go to my profile and look at my first post