22, 5'0, 110lbs. 355cc moderate plus - Boston, MA

So I tried on a few push up bras for the fun of it today & HOLY [RS bleep] lol. My boobs look huge I loved it. Lol. BUT after I wondered if I woulda liked them being that big all the time?? As of right now it's already harder finding clothes. Body wise I'm a small, sometimes xsmall depending on what it is but I've noticed with the boobs certain stuff doesn't look right on me. I tried on a romper but my boobs were too big for it to fit right & the next size up made it look frumpy on me so I could only imagine if my boobs were a cup size or so bigger. But in a push up I'm a 32DDD but there was some slight spillage but that could change who knows. But bras with just underwire the 32DDD gave me better coverage that the DD, thinking in certain styles that might be a better fit. But what's after a DDD?! If I wanted to get a nice push up that was a proper fit & I still have spillage in the DDD what's the next size up?? I'd probably have to special order it! Ha! I've been looking online & even then trying to find DD or DDD is super hard in size 32. I guess not many women in that size have boobs that big, yet I look at them & don't even think they're "that big" I swear bra sizes have shrunk since I was little. But VS is having its semi annual so I'll probably be sending money I shouldn't in the next few days! Lol

So here's a picture of me in a non padded (lined so your nips don't show), non push up, wireless bra, size 32DD. This is the bra I've been wearing everyday, it's super comfy & I love it because it bring my breasts closer together without any push up. I didn't even know that was possible before, maybe because I've always had pretty small boobs except while pregnant, so without a push up they always seemed teeny to me. For the most part I love my breasts. My right is a little lower then my left which does bother me, but it's not the end of the world. If I could go back I prob would of gone with high profile & I think because I did breast feed and I a slight sag to my breast it would of given me the EXACT look I really would of loved BUT it's kind of a trial & error situation. I had my heart set on mod plus, I didn't wanna look too fake but I think I could of pulled it off, my concern is that in 5 years my breasts are gonna be too low... something I'm gonna take to my PS about next Friday when I see him. It's been almost a month & they are already super squishy.. they feel real & feel like my own. Everyone who's seen them say they look so natural which is good, but now that I have them done I think I would of liked a more too them, not so much width wise but projection & height. But again not my PS's fault. But we're all our own worst critics and I have to remind myself I look so much better than I did before and they are bigger & perkier. I think because I wore a bombshell bra 24/7 I don't appreciate the change as much. Gonna try to post pics without a bra later. I just feel like they look more uneven in photographs than they really are which makes me slightly self conscious lol but in person it's really only a 1cm if that difference which hopefully with time but change. Happy healing ladies (: