Lower Body Lift with abdominoplasty

I'm a 38 year old with 3 children. For 9 years I've been planning to have a tummy Tuck. Here we always some other financial obligation that came up. But now I'm ready and scheduled feb 10th 2020. I'm having 1 separate procedures done. First is belt lift and second 2 weeks later will be Breast lift and augmentation Feb 24th. Dr Tholen in Minneapolis.

Raw Rant. Counting down the days, hours, minutes, seconds to Mommy Makeover time. Working towards getting that pre mommy confidence back. I want to feel free of the burden of not wanting to look at my body anymore. To be able to go places without feeling self conscious. I really want to feel simply comfortable in front of my husband and in general. Sometimes I isolate myself because of the way I look. I isolate myself from myself. I won’t even look at myself in a mirror unless it’s just my face. I just want to feel pretty and like I live in my own body and skin.

I want to do a basic thing like putting jeans on in the morning without crying. I’be only worn a swimsuit in public twice in the last 17 years. I want to do that more often and with confidence.

Trying to get everything in order so I'm
Less stressed post op. My surgeon, Dr Tholen called and had to reschedule pushing my belt lift/tt out by 2 days. I know 2 days doesn't seem like much but it feels like an eternity to someone whose been dreaming about this for 8 years. So instead of February 10th I'm having surgery on February 12th. And staying at a nearby hotel for the evening night before and after.