29 Yrs Old, 3 Kids, Body Was Deflated, Needed a BBL - Birmingham, GB

Ok so I don't feel like I'm going to die anymore, I must have had an allergic reaction to something because that can not have been normal, so much vomiting days after I stopped all my meds, totally off food etc. Well today I had my first mld session, it was heaven, I've been able to function today, still very slowly but I've got lots done, am like a different person compared to the last week, even washed my hair and put my make up on today and got in a taxi for my massage. It feels unbelievably good after how awful I've felt even though I'm still far from 100% I'm at least now also far from 1% which is about where I was lol.

I'm not sure what I think about my results just yet, I've been in too much pain to give a damn up to now, I can see my love handles are totally gone which is just incredible. I'm so happy about that. Goodbye sponge bob square pants lol. My belly isn't great - my skin is too loose from the kids, it's thinner but I don't know if it necessarily looks any better, and it feels kind of gross. My butt for some reason my ps didn't seem to put any fat in the lower part she just sculpted it with the vaser, there's fat on top which I like but it has gone down quite a lot already and I'm only 1 week out, I need it to go down a tiny bit more because it pokes out too sharply it's too obvious but I know it will because it's hard and swollen, just don't want it to go down too much. I do wish she had put some in the lower bit but maybe some will drop down??! The best bit is just that the love handles have gone, even if my butt goes totally back to normal it will still be better without those they were the main problem

Seriously this recovery is bs. This has got to be the most miserable week of my life, I've practically given up caring about the results right now I just want the pain to go away. I would never never never have done this if I knew about this recovery! I've spent most of the last few days in agony trying to get comfortable, just moving is hard, from the 2 minute look I've had it looks like my butt is going down a bit, it's still got swelling at the top, my belly doesn't look nice the skin is too loose. Should have left it alone my ps did advise me that. My legs are just covered in bruises. Can't even get comfortable to type this, not being able to sit down is ridiculous, whole body feels weak and shaky, still can't even eat because I'm too nauseous, lost 5lbs since the day before surgery, I have honestly had enough right now I just wish I could get up and go downstairs with my family but there's nowhere to lie on my front down there ?? I've even taken my garment off because I couldn't eat at all and was throwing up, now I can't get it back on and I don't even want to