29 Year Old with 3 Children. 5'3" 110lbs. Small Deflated 32aa, Hoping for C.

I have been waiting for this for YEARS!! Ive always been very small chested. I just never really grew until I got pregnant, even then it was to a B cup. My youngest is 4, and I am out of the baby making business. LOL Ive always been the one to put myself last, and Im trying to become better at loving and taking care of myself. I have had a few opportunities already to go ahead and get them but I let it pass me by and worried about spending the money else where. I became a member of real self in 2016, so I've been creeping, looking and researching for a very long time lol. I found Dr. Hedden in Birmingham, AL through here and I have continued to be drawn to him. I finally jumped the gun and set up an out of town virtual consultation a few weeks ago. I live a good 6 hours from him, but they have an awesome out of town patient thing going. I finally paid my deposit and got my date today! WOOT WOOT! I have the final consultation the 3rd, surgery the 4th and follow up the 5th. Im kind of scared already though! lol

I have decided to go with silicone. Im in between deciding to go with moderate plus and high profile. 350cc-400cc. Ill know for sure the day before surgery and he will help me decide best.

I have a little over a month, and I feel like its going to drag. Im trying not to go shopping yet! Ill update when I get closer with before pics etc.

Well time has flown by pretty fast lately. I figured it would drag the month before but it surprisingly it hasn't. I've been reading, doing rice tests and more reading. I'm going shopping for everything tomorrow.
It's been a smooth ride so far. I've been talking to Dr. Heddens out of state patient coordinator. She has been very helpful and made this a very easy process so far. I had my bloodwork done a couple of weeks ago. Had my phone history/physical Friday and am cleared and ready! I was hit with the flu not too long ago, then bronchitis. When I had my labs done I was on my last day of a z-pack, but thankfully that's not an issue! I was so worried I would have to push it back. I used my hotel points to book my room next to the office/center and unfortunately I will lose the points with a cancel/reschedule.. And it was a lot of points. Haha
Next Tuesday I have to be in the office by 2. It's coming up!! I'm beyond nervous, I find my brain tries to talk me out of it sometimes.
Here are some wish pics I found on here, mainly. I love the shape of these, but reading posts and sizing I believe they are a little too big for me. I'm still leaning more towards 350-375cc. I will know for sure in a week and 1 day!
I'll post more later. Have a good one yall!

I haven't updated since a week before I was supposed to have my ba. I chickened out and just didn't feel ready. I thought I'd give myself a couple more weeks to prepare (mentally) and get excited. Well time has come and I'll be heading to Birmingham the 18th. I feel more prepared for it but I'm still letting my nerves get the best of me. I have contemplated holding off over and over. Idk if I'll ever get them if I don't go ahead and get them now. So I'm 3 days away from my surgery! Here is some before pics.