800cc hp Silicone 26 y/o 5'8" 116 lbs - Orange County, CA

When I was 16 I had signed up for a modeling competition out of state, I tried really hard to get my GED but couldn't figure out how because of how bullied I was especially by [RS bleep] girls who wanted to model and become famous. I dropped out of high school and attempted to model 10 hours away from where I grew up on my own. I lived in a models apartment and paid rent by modeling & cocktail waitressing luxury high end affluent A-list red carpet events & parties. One night I went to a hotel party with a small group of acquaintances from a night club called "Caine" After a few days the party continued and then a man showed up while I was showering. I did not know whom at all.....he proceeded to stab me and [RS bleep] me and as he rapped me he grabbed my chest as hard as he could using all his strength and weight clenched his fists around my chest and severed my 16 & 1/2 year old post pubescent breast buds into the spaces in between his clenching fingers. my chest was slightly bloody and the skin was red. It was more painful then the stab wound.....It was the most painful thing I have ever experienced in my life. The severed pieces of my breasts never healed back into shape at all. I can still feel his fingers shape in my chest. The chest is completed broken into pieces and my chest dropped ......I never even really experienced what they were like. They had just fully developed.....

I thank God for breast implants.....I have waited soooo long now to get them. I traveled and moved permanently on my own all the way from the east coast with practically nothing but 2 suitcases and a couple hundred bucks and a nanny job.

I can not wait until the day I have them done and can show real self.....my real self.....instead of having to hide from the world so they don't know what happened to me and I can pretend everything is perfect when its not

So ultimately...I decided to postpone my breast augmentation & rhinoplasty until after I graduate from the University of Texas this year. I paid off my tuition in full and didn't take out the loan. I went to my Doctor and finalized the procedure as a graduation present to myself that I will pay in cash. I was a foster car kid who never lived in a stable home and I have no family to depend on what so ever anymore. Financially I decided it was too risky until I am working. I have to go into more depth about why I need the surgery and its very graphic and traumatizing so I will fill "real self" in soon!!