It was worth it

Yesterday when I was at the mall I got Great Khans which is that place at the mall where you pick out all the cold food and they cook it in front of you. When I got home I ate it and tbh I kinda knew there was a lot of sodium in it I was just really hungry so I ate it anyway and afterwards my entire stomach area felt like it was ON FIRE. Not my insides. My skin. Literally all of it just started burning all over. Who knows.. I am kind of a major hypochondriac. ALSO, last night I was really tired and I managed to sleep about 12 hours and I feel so good today! It's been so long since I've been able to do that because sleeping on my belly is hard for me. Something that keeps happening every day is that I wake up with my face completely swollen because of the pressure of having my face against my bed. So every day I wake up and I look like I've had lip injections/been in a fight. My eyes are like super small and sometimes the bags underneath are really heavy looking. It goes away after a little bit but its kind of annoying to wake up looking like that. Ha, just thought I should mention that... haven't read that in anyone else's review? Maybe its just me. OH my BBL pillow got here. I got it from amazon, its the one with the pink B logo. It came in a box that literally says BBL PILLOW so noooo it is NOT discrete. Lucky for me I got to it before anyone else saw it.

Went to my appointment and got my second garment. Megan(the nurse) said I can take Vitamins now and regular meds(since I have this cold). Lately I’ve been feeling kinda down because I feel like my body looks funny and I’m like... did I mess it up and make it worse? You don’t see it much in these pictures but I have really wide shoulders and I feel like a walking torso. Also there’s this pair of pants that I’ve been wearing for months and they make me look 20 pounds overweight now. So I went to the mall after my appointment and tried on different clothes and it’s hitting me that I have to learn to dress for a different body! I found clothes that look a lot better on me and that felt good :) also I hope my butt doesn’t die because I had to drive to LA :( an hour to it and a bit over an hour back. Also as I regain sensation in my belly the garment becomes slightly more uncomfortable. I’m gonna miss the zipper. Oh I also discovered GREEK YOGURT. Lol I’ve never had it. I went to the store and was amazed at how much protein is in it! Best part is they were each 1$ at Walmart! Currently hooked on yoplaits peach version. That’s my recommendation :)

My elbows hurt from propping myself up for so long and my neck gets really stiff from lying in bed. I really miss sitting down. Also there’s no way I can go back to work a week after my surgery. I went to the grocery store and carrying heavy groceries and even walking that much was a lot for me. Last week I had a cold a week before my surgery and it was pretty much gone the day of but it’s kinda come back. It’s not too bad it’s just a small cough but it’s kind of annoying. I know my body’s dealing with a lot right now.