38 Year Old, Mom of One, on a Mission. Bethesda, MD

Getting a breast reduction had been a thought for several years. Wanting to have smaller breast and feel normal is want I longed for but never saw myself going through with the procedure. Although, I never publicly stated I was unhappy with having large breast and a discussion with my family and friends regarding my desire to have a reduction was never a topic I chose to bring up. I had a war going on within me, lots of questions for myself, what questions would others ask, how do I seek treatment , will I be denied the operation and how do I live my life afterwards if I were to go through with the procedure? I had a consultation with one physician about 3 years ago, who was nice, polite, respectful in her delivering of a dressing my concerns and even measured me. I felt relieved, extremely hopeful and one step ahead until....I was told I have to loose 60 lbs and come back in 2 months before she would consider doing the procedure. I was crushed, leaving feeling worse than I had before going in the office. I had started a weight loss program already, doing well but I know my body and exercise is what was missing. It was almost impossible to run, jog, do jumping jacks or even lay flat on my back to do sit ups without, feeling like I was about to choke. I then dismissed the thought of having a breast reduction until a year later when I had an opportunity to schedule a consultation with another physician, at a different office and separate entity...year two (2). I didn't go through with it because I didn't feel support from the staff at this office, no drive or thrive in serving me, I felt no connection. And then there was year three, 3 times the charm, 3rd consultation and instead of 3 strikes and you're out...3rd time having a passionate feeling about having a breast reduction and I was told yeeessssss. My sugery date was scheduled immediately! I use to have to buy larger size coats and shirts, I wore three bras...an under wire, soft cup and sports bras ALL at once. Not to give me better support alone but also an effort to hold my breast in place. I was a 38fff, I know unheard of right, 9 out of 10 stores do not carry a 38fff and staff who never heard of the size. I'm now a 38dd...BIG difference. I feel GREAT, AMAZING and ALIVE all over again. Most people who I have talked to regarding having a breast reduction worried mainly about loosing sensation, I didn't care, I would rather take a chance with having no sensation than wrestling with trying to live a healthy and more sociable life for the rest of my life. Did I mention already....I feel ALIVE!!! My family and friends were shocked to learn of how I had been feeling for many years, my trio of bras, etc but they supported me by cheering and rooting me on. There were a few who thought having a breast reduction was not necessary and my signature. I had already prayed about having the procedure before talking openly about and there was no room for any discouragement. I have no regrets and feel passionate about supporting others in making the decision that's best for them. Having a breast reduction or any other major operation takes maturity, commitment and responsibility. One must have a support system of people to bed at your bedside before and after surgery, and while home recovering. Not having a support system can interfere with one being able to heal properly as well as results. I followed the doctors orders and I'm truly thankful to my family, friends and medical team!