20 Years Old, Breast Implant Recovery Depression. Beirut, LB

hey girls It's 1 am in the morning and I was just lying in bed when I realized that my boobs turned 1 today! yeeey So I started thinking about my whole journey ever since I started noticing my friend's breasts grow while I was still flat chested  I always felt "incomplete", insecure and less of a woman because my breasts were smaller than an A cup I used to wear my pushup bra 24/7 even at night just so I don't have to see myself "breastless" in the mirror  I remember going through a depression (described in my previous review) after my surgery as I thought that I would never be able to get back to normal  It took me two weeks to look at my new breasts for the first time, and I can't stop obsessing over them ever since!!  As things got better day by day, I fully recovered after 1month and a half and went bra shopping  I can't describe how happy I was to finally see a bra fitting my new beautiful curves You might think I'm superficial but let's put it that way:  I have an ugly nose and it bothers me, but it doesnt lower my selfesteem, and I would never go under the knife to change it  However, breasts are a main symbol of "womanhood", and without them I really did feel, NOT less beautiful, but like I said before "incomplete"  Therefore, after comparing myself with boobs with my previous flat chested self I would say that GETTING BREAST IMPLANTS WAS THE BEST THING I EVER DID  (thanks to my parent's financial and moral support and my plastic surgeon DR. FADI ABI NAKHOUL's amazing work)  It boosted my self-confidence and changed the way I dress since now I can easily wear whatever I want (not to mention that I feel sexier which spices up my relationship)  I feel like a real woman now which affects nothing but positively my everyday life Finally for every girl wondering if she should get breast implants I would like to say:  - If you're hesitating, don't do it: going under the knife and risking complications is not worth it if it's not 100% what you want - If you're doing it FOR YOURSELF, do it! but if you're doing for someone else dont' as you will be affected by every single comment  - Don't expect to look like a victoria secret angel now that you have breasts - Know that you will have to go under the knife again, every 10 to 15 years for the rest of your life (unless you decide to remove the implants)  I don't see myself without my beautiful breats anymore If you can relate to me after reading this post, book your appointment asap!

Hey everyone
It's been 3 months since my breast augmentation surgery
I can't describe how satisfied I am with my results! I'm in love with my new boobiess and everyone (family, bf, best friends) think they're so pretty and natural!
I wish I could have gone bigger.. But like I said before the doctor couldn't fit more than 260 cc HP behind my muscle
(I can't wait to get bigger breasts 10 to 15 years later haha!)
Anyway, my scar is still visible and a little bit pink.. I didn't expect it to be that big but it's okay who cares.. I have boobss
I went bra shopping last week and got fitted at Victoria's Secret
She said I was a D! But I'm wearing 32C Bras
I didn't expect to go from flat chested to a full C with only 260cc.. So it made me soooo happy that I started dancing in the fitting room
Hope you're all doing okay
I don't regret my surgery at all, I feel a lot more comfortable and self confident
I can now say that my body is "proportional" (since I have a round butt)
I'm a perfect size 36 now.. I used to be 38 at the bottom (I lost some weight post-surgery) and 34 on top because of my flat chest
My boyfriend and I broke up 1 month ago.. And I'm worried about my "future boyfriends" ... Like should I tell a new guy about the surgery before going out with him?

**I posted the review without finishing it by mistake
So as I was saying It was a 2h30 roadtrip to get to the concert venue
And you all know how frustrating are roadtrips with new heavy boobs on your chests.. But it was totally worth it!!
The concert was soo amazing that I found myself standing and dancing! I forgot about my pain for a while until I felt it on the way back home
But again, I WAS SOOO HAPPY AND IT WAS SO WORTH IT
Anyway, I'm going out for lunch today with my best frienf at my favorite restaurant
I still feel pain, I still have two bowling balls on my chest, I still can't do every single thing by myself, I still move a little bit weirdly.. But I learned over these two weeks to deal with it, to stay positive, and most of all to be HAPPY
I wanted to turn this review into a "diarie" about my "journey" and not my recovery
I was depressed, and I spent the first few days crying, regretting, blaming myself, feeling like I ruined my body .. So I know how hard and emotional it was
And for every single woman who felt the same way, I want to show you that it does get better, you just have to find the right ways to make yourself comfortbale, and the right persons to surround yourself with, including this amazing website!
Challenge yourself, make a new step into recovering every day
And look up for the day when you will remove your medical bra and show off your new beautiful breasts !
I thank you all, and I wish you all the best
Will keep you updated, and i hope you do the same xx