Beginning my Breast Lift Journey

I've had a fat transfer done... three years later I've decided that I would rather never wear a bra in my life than have volume. I'm having trouble with the scars and size. I chose Dr. Mahoney because of a patient here that had really good results. When I went to her office I thought she would have shown me some better photos. But they were quite awful. According to her most of the photos online are not actual patient photos. So.. I mean. I want to get it. I am having trouble with what size I want, and the scars.. which she said are all patient dependent; the goal is always to get a neat scar and that's why she doesnt like using photos because every body is so unique that the wishpics are unfair. I was debating between a small b and a small c.. after she showed me what a small b looked like, definitely have decided a bb or small c. These are my boobs now.. they are actually quite nice.. too big for me though. I am 5'4 115 lbs..they are 32e/ee on my period. I just don't like what comes with boobs.. boob sweat, having to wear a bra. She says I would need a full anchor lift. I would love any commentary/encouragement or even like a hey.. you should leave your stuff alone because you'll end up with frankenboobs.. I have 7 days to back out. Before the consultation I was really for it.. even after I went and paid.. it was after she sent out a picture with the secretary the scars on the woman were horrible now I'm second guessing it.