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39 Year Old Mumma of 3 - AA Cup and Seeking a Full B. Motiva Ergonomix 185-205cc
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Hello out there - and especially to any fellow...
2PippiJune 9, 2017
WORTH IT$8,729
Hello out there - and especially to any fellow NZers. Not many on this site, so I thought I'd be brave and log my journey of aspirations to have a pert, full wee boosum, as supplied by Dr Julian Lofts with implants. :-) I have been too-ing and fro-ing over the thought of implants for years! I am very challenged by a. implant being in my body and b. how people perceive me currently may change if they know I have had implants. It really isn't something my friends and family would ever expect of me as I am otherwise pretty 'low maintenance' type., and I like that about me too. But I think I have got to the place now where I just want to feel womanly and have a bit of curve in the breast, not wear sponges in my bikinis and bras and no longer fear exposing nip if I bend over and top (even not a low one) falls open a bit. I breastfed my three babies and wouldn't change that for a minute. But, like many, it has left my already previously small breasts (A cup pre babies) very flat. I loved the size they were when breastfeeding. I never got huge, only like a B cup then too. So aiming to replicate that. I have had a couple of consults with Dr Lofts in Auckland and am happy with him . I have also read a few other reviews of his work on this site and they are all glowing. So I've decided to not fork out $100's more for other consults and just go with him. I am booked for 20 June. Crikey!!! Sh*ts getting real - less than two weeks away. My stats:
164cm tall
51kg
BWD 11.25
Implant options selected: Motiva Ergonmix 185 mini (low profile), 205 demi (mod profile) and 205 mini (low profile) round silicone.
I've not paid my deposit yet - this is due next week. So a part of me still feels like I can pull out of the whole thing if I want to yet. If I do pull out, I think that would be it - no going back to the thought of it ever again. I'd just have to force myself to have strength of mind to love the wee boobies the way they are. However, the option is there, and so many (especially with modest implants) truly love them and feel great for a long time. At my age, I'll be happy if I get 15 years out of them then I will be 54 and maybe ready for either an upsize, explant (maybe I won't care to wear bikinis anymore or be a bit heavier so have more natural boob) or fat transfer will be a more successful option....or you never know, maybe I'll be one of the lucky ones whose implants last ages without needed further surgery (i'm sure everyone goes into this thinking the same thing!). Will upload some 'pre' pics soon. Got the kids around me at the mo so taking nude selfies not an option ;-)
164cm tall
51kg
BWD 11.25
Implant options selected: Motiva Ergonmix 185 mini (low profile), 205 demi (mod profile) and 205 mini (low profile) round silicone.
I've not paid my deposit yet - this is due next week. So a part of me still feels like I can pull out of the whole thing if I want to yet. If I do pull out, I think that would be it - no going back to the thought of it ever again. I'd just have to force myself to have strength of mind to love the wee boobies the way they are. However, the option is there, and so many (especially with modest implants) truly love them and feel great for a long time. At my age, I'll be happy if I get 15 years out of them then I will be 54 and maybe ready for either an upsize, explant (maybe I won't care to wear bikinis anymore or be a bit heavier so have more natural boob) or fat transfer will be a more successful option....or you never know, maybe I'll be one of the lucky ones whose implants last ages without needed further surgery (i'm sure everyone goes into this thinking the same thing!). Will upload some 'pre' pics soon. Got the kids around me at the mo so taking nude selfies not an option ;-)
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June 13, 2017
Please let me know how you go! I'm having surgery with dr lofts in august and am feeling very nervous!
June 13, 2017
Me too. It's a big decision. I will try and keep the updates going. I can be your guinea pig. ;-). What implants are you thinking?
June 17, 2017
320s but he didn't discuss the shape with me... I think I might have to go back for a consult again with my husband and have another look! How about you?
June 17, 2017
I talked it through with him at my initial consult and showed him 'wish pics' (like the ones I've loaded in here) to show what sort of outcome I am after. And we talked about a couple of different size options. It was all rather quick and a week or so later I felt like I wasn't sure on what I wanted. So I went back again and had a further sizing consult with Cheryl his nurse assistant. Which was really helpful. They have ordered a couple of different sizes 185cc mini and 205cc demi I think. So, I guess I will probably leave it up to Dr Lofts on the day. He will see me just before the surgery to discuss sizing options again. I am more looking for a nice shape than huge increase in size. THe Motiva Ergonimix is the one that is supposed to fall in to more of an anatomical shape when you stand upright. The Motiva Round is more round (i guess). I've chosen ergonomix. My husband is kinda wishing I'd go bigger I think...but I've warned him I'm going very conservative. I know he will be happy no matter what, as he likes my tiny boobs enough as they are - so surely a subtle boost will still be great. :-)
June 20, 2017
Thanks for sharing. Yes, maybe another appointment with Cheryl would be good as it all seemed quite quick when I was there too. Hope 320s aren't massive - I was just after a moderate c, but I'm pretty small chested to begin with. Food for thought!
June 20, 2017
Def go back and see Cheryl. Yes, I too thought initial consult was quick. I feel much better after taking time with Cheryl. You can also ask her any questions, even 'silly' ones that you might not have felt confident asking Dr.
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June 10, 2017
Hiya. Thank you for your comment - and no - I don't think you are being rude at all as you raise something that is often talked about right....the dreaded boob greed!! Go BIG or go home is what I see a lot on here. I have read ever so many reviews now over the past couple of years stalking around on this site. And I know I will not be immune to boob greed, as even other women who set out with the same intentions as me (ie subtle upgrade) seem to get it at some stage or other. I am happy though, that I will be happy with a small chest. As I think when you are small like me, getting larger implants just ends up looking faker as there is nothing to cover the implant. I certainly don't want to draw attention to my boobs, I just want to look and feel more feminine. And have something I can play up larger with a padded bra if I want, but look subtle in swimwear. You definitely have more boob to start off with, so could afford to go bigger as you had something to cover them. You must be thrilled with the results. x
June 10, 2017
You're making perfect sense and yes, you can always add a size with a padded bra, very true! I wish you much luck for your journey and a speedy recovery!
As for myself, I'm trying to get used to having more than I originally wanted. I feel bulky but that's because there's so much swelling and they seem to sit so high. I'm sure I'll be fine once the swelling is gone. Thank you, and best wishes to you :*
As for myself, I'm trying to get used to having more than I originally wanted. I feel bulky but that's because there's so much swelling and they seem to sit so high. I'm sure I'll be fine once the swelling is gone. Thank you, and best wishes to you :*
August 29, 2018
I wish I had the money I would of had mine done but sadly I can’t afford them at all what so ever
UPDATED FROM 2Pippi
9 days pre
wish boob
2PippiJune 10, 2017
I think a lot of these are peoples pre BA shots. Haha. I want what they no longer want....Grass is always greener hey?
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May 7, 2018
How refreshing! I’ve been cruising real self for several months now, and it is so hard to find petite women who want small, but full, sporty boobs. I have to laugh, because I too find that most of the pre-op pics are breasts I would be thrilled to have, as I am currently barely AA after nursing 3 kids years ago. Thank you for sharing your story and these gorgeous pics of perfect, small and NATURAL looking boobs.
I originally just wanted a handful. I thought "anything more than what I have now, will make me happy", but now I'm seriously glad I listened to my doctor, because I didn't want to be one of the 90%.
And honestly, they're not cheap, and recovery is no joke, so, me personally, I would be mad at myself if they came out tiny after all I went through.
I hope you don't feel like I'm being rude. I really just want to help you and make you aware of things to take into consideration when making a decision.
I wish you the best of luck and that you get exactly what you envision now :)