Scheduled Breast Implant Removal Consultation with Dr. Susan Kolb - Atlanta, GA
Naturally a 34B, now a 34d/dd I have regretted...
Naturally a 34B, now a 34d/dd
I have regretted getting a boob job since I woke up from the surgery. They looked far larger than I had anticipated and Dr. Ed Pound who had performed the TUBA under the muscle high profile mentor saline augmentation told me I was a "big girl" and could "handle it."
Well, I don't know if he meant physically, but I have a very small frame and have been embarrassed of my chest ever since. It's very obvious they're fake, and any time I lose the weight that I want it gets so obvious that I just end up putting weight I don't even want back on.
I've always been very insecure of being topless since my real breast tissue hangs strangely off of these large implants when i bend over naked (like to pick something off the ground). Rippling still shows up when I'm at a lower weight.
I'm afraid I'll have a lot of scars, but at this point, I'd rather have some scars and real, small, natural, comfortable breasts than these huge bowling balls that are always in my way and hurting me or causing discomfort.
I'm tired of the attention my chest gets from skeezy guys. I miss not wearing a bra hahaha.
I was very engorged while breast feeding my son, so I ended up quitting the breast feeding earlier than I wanted to bc I just couldn't handle the enormous breasts I had! They were GIGANTIC, and produced milk well, in much abundance.
I hope everything goes well with Dr. Kolb b/c I can't wait to be free and be myself again. I'm so anti plastic surgery now b/c of this experience I had. It was traumatic and I only did it to please my ex husband who made me feel insecure about my breasts. Now I'm doing this for ME.
I need this surgery for my mental and physical health. I'm tired of the back pain, of the insecurity, of the shame. I want to be who I really am and I don't feel like I can do that with two gigantic targets on my chest.
I know I'm beautiful with or without them, but I was happier the way God made me and want that gift back.
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Thanks so much for sharing! I hope all goes well for you. Please keep us updated on your progress.