30yr old Mom of 3, 375cc silicon Mod+, Anchorage AK

I hate to complain, but I'm not sure if I regret this or not. I know most of this is because I'm not used to being so limited and I think I just have cabin fever. It's been making me second guess my decision to get a BA all together, but I know once things settle down I will feel better. Incline walked at the gym and everything felt so off for the first time. Went back again today for the stair master and I wanted to cry because I missed the weight room so bad and it feels like so long to go before I can get back in there. Sleeping has been miserable. I cannot do back sleeping. I've tried so hard, but have been on my side for the last few nights. I'm really hoping this won't impede my healing. Sorry to vent whomever reads this, I just set my expectations too high with all of the awesome positive reviews I've heard by everyone and how they've bounced right back. I'll bounce back, just have to wait for the trip around the neighborhood first ????. I know lll love them, just have to adjust.

Got my stitches out today. My left incision is still so sore and hurts to have anything touching it, but hoping that goes away soon. I still feel soooo bloated and sad about the way I look, but I know I have to give it time. I got the ok to get back to some brisk walking, so maybe that'll help the belly go away. My boobs seem to have dropped just a bit and look a little less torpedo thank goodness. All in all, I'm glad to be med free and up and about now.

Finally got the bandages off today. It felt like such a relief when they were cut off. Now I just have to get used to the cramping