Almost 2 Years! 350CC HP Gummies

Been a long time since I have been on here... Want to thank all you awesome ladies for all your support. This site is honestly amazing for that so to all the nice comments I have received I appreciate it more then you know!! As well as anyone who actually reads my blabbering thank you :) hope everyone is well!

Things are going decent, no issues with my implants which is great of course, I still know they are fake but they aren't as omg what did I do as they were, I just took a lot longer then others to be game with it. BUT I sure as hell enjoy having them more then not! LOL. I just don't like how I feel like they make me look fat... I have some pictures I'm uploading. When I wear t-shirts or whatever my boobs stick out so much they make my stomach look like its as far as my boobs when I oddly have a flat stomach for a girl with a butt haha. I am still 5'2, i didn't grow any ;) and 110lbs, thankfully I haven't gotten wider either LOL.

I am a tad annoyed that my bra shopping isn't like it used to be, I used to buy so many fun colors and la senza always had awesome things for B cups, but now DD I am like in old lady land which makes me feel super unsexy. I also just need lightly lined but everything looks so granny I hate it...any suggestions where to shop online even? Canada is limited it sucks, I don't even have a VS in my city..but it's SOOO expensive there. As well has anyone tried just nipple covers yet? I haven't but I want too but not sure where a good set to buy would be?

This is me being paranoid... I hope but my right breast was a little smaller then my left, so my surgeon put 350cc in my left and 375cc in my right..welll $8800 my left is still bigger =/ and In my head since my left scar is bigger it's like they put the wrong implant in the wrong side, he even asked me before the surgery which side, made me a TAD uneasy LOL. I wonder hey? hope I'm wrong but we all are human and mess up. I even asked them, not in a rude way but I'm just surprised because it's pretty much the same size difference as pre surgery, strange no?

Hmmm I think thats about all I got!
Sorry if the pictures aren't the best quality I am not so good with my camera.Let me know what you girls think....and again I hope your all doing well and I have sooo much catching up to do, forgive me please!

One year and one month into this adventure of ups and downs… I have been pretty okay with everything for the past while and felt more comfortable in my skin, not bothered by my additions and just feeling like they are part of me. I honestly didn't think they were huge and still don't but I just felt like sharing these couple of comments and maybe someone will read this and comfort me LOL.
I was recently with my friend who had her breasts done as well, she did get the same size 350cc gummy implants, I am not sure what profile her's were but they looked great, super natural and you never would be able to tell ever, she even was walking around in just like a bralette it just looked natural. She says to me as we are walking that mine are way too high and look really fake…she's blunt to be fair but she said don't worry they will drop more.
I don't believe they will drop anymore but I am overly uncomfortable with people thinking they are fake, they are high and maybe with my short torso I shouldn't have gotten high profile, now I feel effing stupid. It's not like I can change this… as well why didn't my PS mention they would be practicalling in my collar bone?!?!? kinda sad now.
Then at work yesterday a girl asks me if my boobs are real or not, I said yeah they are, are yours? She said yep grew them myself… I said ditto, everyone in my family has large boobs… then she says well your just really small I don't see how you can have that large of boobs. blahh blahh It wasn't a pleasant conversation to me at all since I want to keep my secret to myself and it's really no one's business unless I decide to tell them.
I have been getting a lot of male attention now which who wouldn't like the odd compliment but I feel kinda weird because a buddy of mine said I get more attention because of my boobs =/ maybe that's what I did always want secretly but now it's different…not complaining just thinking its different.
Okay that is my long story, may not sound like much but I guess I am sensitive with this, so I ask honestly how awfully fake do these look?????

Wow. Seriously still a tad shocked its been a year and that I actually did this all. Ha. Crazy to me.

I want to first thank everyone who has taken the time to comment on my story, read my story or reached out to me to give help or to lean on me. If it wasn't for all the positivity here I REALLY wouldn't or couldn't have done this!

I am just popping on here quick so forgive the lack or bad pictures.

A year has past and things have changed so much as we all know. I am a LOT more comfortable with them but I still have my times where I worry too much about them- recently did acupuncture and I had to lay on my stomach but I just couldn't do it since you have to lay still for so long, I had a pillow under my stomach but it was too freaky. In bed its ok but harder surfaces your very aware of the feel still. It doesn't bother me so much when I bend forward, I mean I actually don't notice it much like in the beginning.
When someone gives me a massive hug I feel the fakeness in my body lol it just doesn't feel real for me and I hope they don't feel that on the other end.

I used to think that people wouldn't be able to tell if you had fake boobs or not, but after really doing my research and we all know how many boobs we see I guess no matter what if someone really saw them in the flesh they would know, but I think I am ok with that(but I am in a long term relationship so that's nothing I need to run into) I only talk of this because my close friend had hers done about 6 months before me and she was worrying about telling her new bf, and we kinda decided hey lets see if he just knows? Do any of you ladies do that ever?

I FINALLY got to go to a beach and have a normal bikini!! It honestly felt great, and I was even really checked out by a couple hot guys which never happens to me, my boyfriend saw one guy and was like what the hell LOL. Nice to wear no padding in a bikini, no puddle of water after I came out the the ocean gushing from my chest hahah.

The scars are healing ok, I honestly don't really care about them so I stopped using my scar strips a long time ago.The scars really aren't in the crease of my breasts, is that normal? One is closer but the other one is like on my boob its kinda weird since they always say it's in the crease but maybe I am misunderstanding.

I don't think I really have anything interesting to say if anyone is reading my random thoughts I just wrote, but I just really really appreciate you all and wish everyone the best with upcoming surgeries , recoveries or just going through the thoughts of this surgery. I really apologize for the lack of being around on this site… just trying to live life and things are busy I guess right?