I Miss My Old Nose

Hey everyone, hope all is well.
My feelings towards my results have not changed. There are good and bad days. I am grateful it’s not a disaster as I do still resemble myself but I do look different. I will always be most upset at the fact things were performed that I did not ask for or discuss with Dr. Ok.

I have gotten messages stating that I am simply vain. I had the simplest request of just having my bridge narrowed not to look like Halle Berry. I am becoming more bothered by the discomfort I have been feeling from the radix graft and the shield graft. The cephalic trim has impacted my breathing as well. I have to breath out of my mouth or wear a nasal dilator in order to comfortably workout.

Any question feel free to ask

Thank you

NO ONE can say his “SKILLS” shows where my results are concerned. Just look at the picture yourself.
The worst part is that I NEVER asked for him to do anything to my tip and I have asked Dunya for the notes or just to provide me with the information of what was performed in the event I wish to have a revision to pass along some information, I have been given nothing but the run around and practically told I am no longer a priority !!

I will begin by saying nothing can fully prepare you for the psychological impact you will experience after having such a surgery. No matter how much you may have disliked your previous nose you will miss it. Especially if it’s not to your liking.
I have been in and out of depression. If I could do it over. I would have just learned to do makeup, get regular facials, throw on some lashes and a nice wig. The one thing about surgery when it’s your face once it gone it’s gone forever and there is no hiding it as you see it everyday.
I chose Dr. Ok after watching his work for about a year on ig, and YouTube. Mainly due to the “idea” of his “conservativeness”, and his ability to keep some of your same nose structure while enhancing your features, which is what I wanted.
One part of the surgery I did not like very much was that they did not have me hooked up to monitors for my vitals when they sedated me. The anesthesiologist just came into the room injected my IV and reeled me out of the room while I was panicking to speak with Dr. Ok once more as I was worried I misspoke in the consultation about what exactly I wanted. Next thing I know I was out of surgery.
I am only 8 weeks post op. So I know things will change, I am truly hoping not drastically. I think the swelling hides some of the wrongs that I see.
So far the likes. I like the narrowing of my bridge it does not seem over done. I like that Dr. Ok kept some of my natural nasal tip structure as I asked. No one seems to notice I had anything done even my mother says so.
The dislikes however. .. The result of my tip graft I do not like at all. While whatever projection Dr. Ok performed is good and not overly done. It has a ball/rounded appearance to it which I hate !!! There is cartilage bumps I can see clearly through my skin. He took away the slightly squared look I had and liked. I am scared that it will worsen as it heals and as I age such as some difficulty exhaling which I NEVER had.
There are other issues such as uneven nostrils, but I can’t say they are 100% fault of Dr. Ok. I initially had that thought and was so mad with him.
With the tip projection caused the irregularities I had pre-op to be more visible. I can swear by. I have studied old photos of myself along with the pre-Op photos taken and it was there prior. There is a deviation as well I was only able to see once I returned home. There are other review cases on this site which have had the same issue.
The videos on the surgical table are deceiving. The immediate swelling hides a lot in my opinion not causes the
This review is coming from someone who wanted to keep her bulbous, flat tip. I was not aiming for perfection so it’s not about standards and expectations being too high or unrealistic. Feel free to ask any questions.