Ethnic Rhinoplasty night before - always wanted to change my nose

So here are my before pics. Can't wait to share after. This has been a long process for me. I've always wanted to change my nose but was so nervous about the surgery especially since it's something to your face. This change is something that will make or break you. Dr. Anil made me feel secure in my decision and was unlike the other doctors I had consultations with. He seemed to really care and make sure you understood what he was doing and that you were comfortable.

Lots of swelling and drainage, stuffy, lots of meds. I’m applying Ice packs, taking arnica capsules and using the gel. Also taking bromelain, cleaning my incisions and nose with saline/peroxide, and applying ointment. I have a humidifier I use at nite, only use the throat and dry mouth spray the first day. Have been having little tingling sensations around nose and upper lip area. Can smell and breath through nose sometimes and notice how much my nose get touched by my kids. Overall so f so good

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My nieces were not okay with how I look. One said I looked liked MJ and the other said I looked like the lady of the grinch. Either ways, I was not happy. I’m soooo trying to trust the process but I can honestly say I’m petrified and full of regrets. I’m only 1 1/2 weeks post so I’m hoping it’s jus a lot of sweeping that is going on. We will see I’m a year…which btw seem so far from now.