I used to be a Caucasian baby but tanned all the time in Texas weather for 19 years and need my baby skin back, help me?

I've always went outside whenever I wanted to without sunblock and one summer even tanned for hours a day on my roof without clothes on. Now I feel horrible and have been using sunblock for about 6 months or more now regularly. Now I stay indoors and out of light unless if I'm at work (I'm a cashier). I want my baby skin back. now I'm a light person but I want my porcelain skin back. my whole body gets me so sad now I feel like it will not ever be the same without chemical peels. Help please.

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