What must I do? I want to be alive and not underground (Photos)

2 yrs ago lap gastrectomy sleeve sx BMI 18.8 I'm 120lbs and 5'7. yesterday saw the GI my sx said to go. He ignored me went on vaca. . Last visit wt @ 158 lbs. he never called in megase and he is on 2 wk vacation. i faxed a letter. When i eat 4 bites i stop. I get r sleepy and stomach feels very heavy like a brick. Eating is a chore & hurts. Food tastes bad almost all the time . feeling of a heavy belly. Feel hunger low level. Shrimp & ellio's pizza is my outlet. I look so bad.

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