A Hello tsudaime,
First of all, it's sad to hear that you are disgusted with yourself. There are as many different shapes and sizes of labia as their are women. All normal. And nothing to be disgusted by. However when the labia get in the way of you having an enjoyable sex life, either because they get caught and pulled in during sex, are painful, or because you are insecure about how you look down there and don't feel totally self expressed, then labiaplasty surgery is the best solution. Be sure to go to someone that is experienced and gets the good results you are looking for. Best of luck.
Dr. Jennifer S. Hayes, DO, FACOOG
Cosmetic Vaginal Surgeon