Hi guys=) So, I have been saving up and fantasizing about this mommy make over FOREVER. I was 260 in 2009, then went on a crazy low calorie eating plan and got down to 170=) At 5ft, Im still fairly thick figured but I hold it pretty well=) I did a TON of research and decided against going to the Dominican Republic to be a Yily or Duran doll (Im sorry, but when girls are dying to be dolls, this is a bad sign, no??) So my SAFE choice was Dr.Quiroz of CosMed in Baja CA (Mexico/US border.) He has a stellar record, is licensed in the US and has been doing surgery for over 20 years. He is UCLS trained I hear, this comforts me a great deal. I am getting an extended TT, breast lift, vaginal lift and lipo of the upper/lower back, waist and under arms (I really want a sexy, curvy figure..) Anyways, my planned surgery date is July 30, 2014. Ive been scrambling to get passport stuff situated and am going to "officially" confirm my date and send the rest of the money over once my lab tests come back that Im cleared for surgery. Ive got 2 months from today to get my crap together and make things happen! The reason I am posting is because I have been reading all of your awesome stories for nearly a year now and I cant help getting passed my fear of, well, EVERYTHING! I run high anxiety but cant let my extreme tend to worry steal my happiness. My husband has just recently told me that he thinks we should get a divorce (2 weeks ago) and Im more scared than ever. I guess a part of me feels there is no changing my mind with this lame news=( But I digress..haha, Im hoping my Dr will give me Xanax or something for my anxiety. Id like to take some kind of anxiety med all the way til they give me the GOOD STUFF morning of surgery. Anyone need the same assistance from their Dr?? Im also a bit concerned that Dr. Quiroz might not be as aggressive as the Domican Dr's are with the lipo..I don't want to have to go back for additional surgery/liposuction..woman are linng up by the busloads daily to get that seriously curvy figure only the Dr's in DR seem to provide, anyone had Dr. Quiroz before? Does he know how to get seriously curvy results in one procedure?? Help=/