I cannot find a surgical bra in the stores any where. I do find them on line. My PS told me to bring a bra to the hospital that he can cut the wire out of but that is not going to happen, not with the price I've paid for these bras. Anyway, what size should I order? The size I wear now is a 34H, however my PS said I probably am not an H, more like DDD. Does anyone have any helpful information to give me in order to choose the right size bra, especially since I cannot try it on before purchasing it?