I would like to know how women out there in my shoes, having explant and breast lift, feel about their bodies afterwards aesthetically? I know I will feel free after having the implants removed and that being able to become more active again in itself will help my self confidence. But will I ever feel sexy again? Or not inadequate after all the scars? I hate feeling like I have given myself a life sentence to never having "normal" breasts again. I know it sounds vain, but I really wonder if I will ever feel comfortable in my own skin again with what I am left with. Or like I can bare all without embarrassment of being different and having very obviously surgically altered breasts. I just would like some feedback from others who have been through the same and hoping there is down the road a time and place that I will feel like myself again. My body feels like it has sure been through the ringer so far and it has a lot to go to be rid of these mistakes called breast implants!