I am a 31 year old, currently 180 pounds 5'7" 36J cup (my right boobs is smaller closer to an I cup) who has wanted a breast reduction for 20 years. (These guys appeared when I was 11, and the reaction at school was no fun) I have had chronic rashes, back/shoulder/neck pain, and a hunched posture ( I call my neck my humpback). I have done physical therapy, medications, and myofascial release with no relief. At smaller weights my breasts would become slightly smaller but even at 125 pounds in my early to mid twenties the smallest I got down to was a big 34H/ small 34I cup, with no change in symptoms.
I was honestly scared of such a big procedure, but my sister had it done 5 years ago and it changed her quality of life. I really wanted to wait until after I had kids before doing this procedure in case of any interference with breastfeeding. After having a c-section for my twins in the summer of 2021 following a horrendous pregnancy, a surgery didn't seem so scary anymore and I decided to go for it!
Updated on 11 Apr 2023:
I had my consultation with Dr Maclennon a couple of weeks ago. She was very professional and understanding. She told me that she was pretty positive I would be covered by my insurance which was great. I felt very comfortable with her and heard a lot of good things so far. Originally I was told to plan for a date in June but then my insurance approval came back in just one day and they told me they had an cancellation on April 19th. So all of the sudden I’m a couple weeks away from surgery!
Updated on 15 Apr 2023:
Updated on 20 Apr 2023:
Had my preop appointment today! She sent in all of my prescriptions to the pharmacy. She asked me in “an ideal world” what size do I want to be…I don’t know! Small enough to relieve all symptoms and also proportionate my body and I told her I trust her judgement. Hopefully she has good judgement, I figure I’m going to think it’s small even if it isn’t because I won’t be used to it.
She gave the usual preop instructions. Shower with antibacterial soap, have a comfy bra and ice packs for afterwards, don’t eat after dinner time the night before, Have a responsible party drive you and listen to postop care instructions with you, my sister is taking me and will be helping me the first week. She had hers done a few years ago so she understands the whole process.
Updated on 20 Apr 2023:
I wasnt nervous until I walked to the building, Dr MacLennan preformed my surgery at Green Mountain Surgery Center at 10am. My sister came in with me, we went over all the postop instructions and got an iv put in rather quickly. Within 45 minutes of arriving I was wheeled off into the operating room. When I had a previous general anesthesia surgery in 2017 at memorial hospital in NH they started giving something to put me to sleep as they wheeled me off to the OR so I was asleep by the time I arrived. However, today they brought me in and had me get on the table myself, get in position to where I was just looking up at the OR light and for a while before they put me to sleep. It was very anxiety provoking and not as smooth a transition. It wasn’t a horrible negative but I preferred my previous surgery where they put me out sooner.
I woke up around 2:40pm, extremely tired and groggy. Didn’t feel much if any pain at first. Some stinging and itching only. I could not keep myself awake, my sister stopped and got me Dunkin’ which was great. I got home at 4ish and immediately went up to bed, my sister woke me up around 7pm to take my Celebrex and have some dinner, my twins were so sad that I couldnt pick them up or put them to bed as usual I went right back to sleep until about 10pm when my sister woke me up to give me some 1000mg Tylenol. I was prescribed 5 Vicodin pills to take if needed. Today wasn’t so bad, I hear the 2nd and 3rd days are the worst so I am saving the until I absolutely feel I need them. I finally felt less groggy and watched some TV (Love is Blind) and had some snacks. Pain is still manageable but slowly increasing. Just within the past couple hours the swelling has stared to increase quite a bit. I’m having some pelvic pains the said might be gas or GI pains front the anesthesia, hopefully will go away be tomorrow, right now that hurts more than my breasts. They look sooo small to me. I wanted them small but I think it’s just a bit of a shock for right now after 20 years of my old boobs.
That’s my surgery day!
I’ll probably update tomorrow
Updated on 20 Apr 2023:
It is the morning after, it is more painful and swollen today but still bearable without the Vicodin. I was surprised how yesterday the dr never came in afterwards to tell me how it went, how much they took off, any other things that they may have encountered, etc. but I do have my follow up a week from today and I’m sure I can ask all the questions then. I am still feeling very small. I know that having almost no boobs is still preferable to my old boobs, but I was expecting them to be close to my sisters size who had her reduction 5 years ago and mine look much smaller. Mine are also kind of cone shaped now, but I know they need to settle and honestly it’s not a big deal.
Updated on 20 Apr 2023:
I don’t want to jinx it but the pan is not as bad as I was preparing for! Not even close to a C-Section or laparoscopy or ovarian cysts or endometriosis. Hopefully it stays that way, I’m very surprised. Don’t get me wrong it is uncomfortable and there are zingers and itching and burning but it’s not too bad.
Dr. MacLennan did call me today and let know that by the time I woke up yesterday she was already in another surgery so she apologized for not being able to talk to me afterwards. Unfortunately my period started overnight which is unfortunate timing and honestly the Endo pain is worse as of now than the surgery pain.
I had my first shower this morning and it wasn’t painful at all, just weird. Here a a picture, they looks so small and kind of weird shaped but I know they aren’t at their final stage yet.
Updated on 21 Apr 2023:
Day 3 after surgery. The bruising is looking worse and they are at their most swollen. But honestly still bearable and not as bad as I was expecting! Mostly itchy and not liking having to sleep on my back. I took off my surgical bra today and switched to a clean stretchy zip front recovery bra which is much more comfortable.
Updated on 24 Apr 2023:
The discomfort actually is worse at this point, before my incisions were all numb so the pain wasn’t so bad. Ever since yesterday I can feel the incisions sting and itch. The edges of the anchors under the armpits and right in the middle where they come together are the most painful. But honestly still not as bad so was expecting!
Updated on 26 Apr 2023:
Incisions sting and are sore. Leaking yellow fluid still, mostly after showering. Bruises are yellow and seem to be starting to fade. The swelling has gone down significantly over the past 2 days. The itchiness is no fun. The main sources of pain are the ends of the incisions on my side under the armpits, and the middle spot underneath the breast where the vertical incision meets the under boob incision.
The tape has stayed on 100% has not budged at all. I know a lot of people say there tape falls off within the first week but mine has stayed put. It will be my one week mark today! Tomorrow is my first post-op appt.
Updated on 30 Apr 2023:
I had my one week post op appt yesterday. It went great and they said I was healing very well.
The under sections of the incisions have already closed. I still have some yellow leakage on the under breast incisions in the middle and the outer edges and a little bleeding around the nipple sutures. The bruising is much less and all at the yellow stage. Honestly it looks better than I was expecting!
The swelling is way down. Pain is very minimal, Some stinging where the leakage is and sensitivity of the skin but that’s it.
Updated on 8 May 2023:
It’s been almost 3 weeks. I am so happy so far. I’m getting used to looking in the mirror and seeing myself with small boobs. It’s surprising how fast I feel like the new boobs are my normal and part of me. I thought it would be weirder and I would feel like an identity crisis or something but I only had that initial shock the first couple days.
The majority of the swelling is gone. They are looking and feeling more like normal boobs. Most of the incisions are closed with the exception of my left outer underboob, and a tiny spot at both of the T intersections. There is a lot of stinging itchiness but not really pain. My skin has some nerve pain sensitivity that reminds me of how my skin felt after other surgeries. Sometimes random nipple zingers, and I have soreness only on the outer sides now. Overall recovery has been much smoother than I expected. I can sleep with a slight turn to my aside if I am careful and that’s been the best. Oh and I stared wearing silicone tape around the nipple incisions because those have fully closed. I know for the next couple weeks it’s just taking it easy and no lifting which is hard because of my twin toddlers but at least the painful part is over!