Hello reader and potential or previous plastic surgery client!! :)
Today is my Presurgical Testing day. I've been left and right on this site looking around gaining insight and am thoroughly convinced this is the correct course of action. I thought breasts were supposed to stop growing at a certain point. Well, I thought wrong. I was a D cup in high school and over the course of 10 years have gradually grown to a J. I am in a constant state of pain. I will put on a bra and no less than 10 minutes later, my shoulders will start to ache. Within the hour, I feel the pain in my neck. Not to mention hidradenitis suppurativa which is in a completely different category of pain and suffering that I've had to endure since crossing the threshold into womanhood. I am looking forward to my procedure and can't exactly hide my anxiety. Its already hard to sleep knowing that it will be over in about three and a half short weeks. What a great early birthday present.
Anyway, I'm ready!
Will update!!!
Updated on 25 May 2016:
The excitement is growing!!!! I am 12 days away from finding the single most sought after relief from this pain. After years of head, neck, shoulder, and back pain, not to mention abscesses from Hidradenitis and the pain from that debilitating skin disease, I am probably going to cry when all is said and done.
I look forward to watching my body change as I'll be able to get back to doing things I love like running. I ran track and field back in high school and even back then, I was no smaller than a double D. Its been a long time coming. No more excuses and I'll hopefully find the results I so desperately crave.
Updated on 30 May 2016:
I am getting super anxious. Its affecting my sleep a bit. Anyone have any tips on getting used to sleeping on my back?? I've been sleeping on my stomach and side for years. Sleeping on my back is going to take some getting used to.
Picking up my antibiotic today. As I will also undergo excision for damaged tissue concerning my hidradenitis suppurativa, my doctor wants me on the antibiotic a week in advance so as to lessen the chances of any possible infections. I think I will also refill a Diflucan prescription just as a precautionary measure.
No pics today. Running late as I'm typing this post. Will update later this week.
:) Thanks for reading!
Updated on 5 Jun 2016:
Surgery in a few short hours...... And I can't sleep. But I'm not nervous.
I'm ready to be a brand new person. I'm ready to no longer be in pain. I'm ready to be comfortable in my own skin again.
Pictures later !
Updated on 6 Jun 2016:
The time has come.
IV insert... Consent... Consent again for verification.... Nausea medication.... Consent again and verification.... An awesome team of nurses. An awesome surgeon..... It's about to go down.
Updated on 7 Jun 2016:
It's done! Phew... Sigh of relief. I just got home a little while ago. Stayed overnight because I was nauseous and because they said if I stayed, they would remove the drains today (Tuesday morning). Which they did. A bit painful upon exit but bearable. And also a bit of a correction, my surgeon and his team removed 700 grams from each breast.
I feel like a changed woman.
More pictures in the coming days.
Updated on 7 Jun 2016:
Relief is the word of the day. Up until I walked into the OR, I was not nervous. My surgeon informed me that that meant I was there for all the right reasons. The mental, physical, and psychological relief from this surgery had me in tears when I did my first walk around with one of the night nurses. I'm ecstatic that it finally happened. I've been discussing getting it done for nearly 10 years. And here I am.
????????????????
P.S. after Ichanged the gauze, I felt amazing. No shower yet but I know it will gee amazing.
Updated on 9 Jun 2016:
Shower! I feel human again. It's almost like I washed away a layer of film. Regular unscented soap (Dove for sensitive skin) and water is all the doctor ordered. Good thing I already use those ????????. Didn't have help today changing my gauze pads but with a bit of patience I got the job done. It wasn't bad either as I'm not in pain and haven't taken a pain pill in over 24 hours. Still a bit stiff. But there is sensation in both breasts and in the areola region so I'd say SUCCESS! on my right side there's still somenumbness in the small area where the drain was removed (don't feel the PrimaPore adhesive on removal from just the posterior side). Going to call up and ask about it tomorrow if it persists. But I'm sure it's nothing.
Going for a walk soon, drinking fluids and enjoying relaxing.
Also did my hair in some really nice finger coils. They took a while and my arms got tired but there was no pain from having my arms up for so much time. WINNING!
Ok super wordy update.
I'm done now. PICTURES !!!
Updated on 17 Jun 2016:
Saw my surgeon two days ago (Wednesday) and he informed me that I didn't have to wear the surgical bra anymore. Whoo hoo! Went bra shopping today (Friday the 17th) for some sports bras. Adidas was having a sale so I purchased 5. The large size fits comfortably. I'm healing nicely despite my skin affliction. Still stiff in certain areas but beginning to settle and feel like normal breasts again. The upper quadrant of my right areola still has minimal sensitivity. Meanwhile my left areola and left, right, and underside quadrant of the right are hypersensitive. Doc says the feeling well return. Paying very close attention to it offer the next few days. In 5 days, I've been cleared to bike. Next appointment with my surgeon is at the end of July. At this point, it's smooth sailing minus the itchiness of the incisions ????.
Sleeping on my back has gotten considerably easier. I purchased a small backrest pillow from Wal-Mart for $17.88, was able to find a comfortable way to position myself on it, and haven't looked back. A recliner would have been amazing but the backrest is a decent cheap alternative (for me anyway) ????????
Updated on 24 Jun 2019:
Hi! So it's been three years since my procedure. Wayyyyyyyyy past overdue for an update. So much has happened in these past few years. I'll post another update with photos and get into the details.
Thanks!