Hello! I'm a little nervous about sharing my experience online, but I have been so encouraged by the other reviews I have read on this site that I feel I must do so to help others along in their journey. In less than a month I will be explanting my 20 y/o (wow!) submuscular, saline implants. I am choosing to explant due to the fact that I have been experiencing health issues for approximately 5 years and have been diagnosed with undifferentiated connective tissue disease, which is non-specific autoimmune disease. My surgeon will remove the implants and perform a complete capsulectomy. My insurance company declined coverage of the surgery, so unfortunately I will be paying for the procedure out of pocket.
I chose to have augmentation at the age of 25 because of a pretty significant asymmetry. One breast was a full cup size larger than the other. This bothered me at the time because I was a lifeguard in high school and college and spent a lot of time in a bathing suit. I thought that everyone was looking at what I considered to be my deformity. I swore that once I landed my first decent paying job I would buy matching breasts. The surgeon who performed my augmentation suggested that I increase my then A and B cups to a full C with two different sized implants. Initially I was happy with the result, other than the fact that I lost sensitivity in my left breast. However, after having a child and gaining weight over the years my breasts have grown to double D's. I am now very embarrassed by these foreign objects in my body and I am looking forward to regaining my health and returning to a smaller size. I am also looking forward to being able to sleep in any position I want, being able to run without painful bouncing, not feeling like kettle bells are sitting on my chest, not having to go up a size in clothing to accommodate my breasts, not looking like Jayne Mansfield in a bathing suit, ...and the list goes on! I am nervous about the surgery, but I feel that I am in the best hands with my surgeon, Dr. Chang at Mercy Medical Center in Baltimore, Maryland.
Updated on 18 Jun 2017:
I have about a week and a half to go before my surgery. I wanted to share some of the symptoms I have been experiencing. Over the years I have suffered with periods of crushing fatigue, hair loss, shortness of breath, costochondritis, numbness and tingling in my hands and feet, brain fog, memory & concentration problems, new food intolerances, irregular or absent periods, exercise intolerance, blurry vision that comes & goes, dry eyes & eye twitching, swollen lymph nodes in my armpits, malar rash, a blistering skin condition, positive ANA & SSA/Ro, anxiety, very low vitamin D, and osteopenia. I am so terrified of my declining health that I worry about not being around to see my daughter grow to adulthood. I am hoping that women who are considering getting implants will stumble across some of these explant stories and learn about the truth about breast implant illness. It is real.
Updated on 19 Jun 2017:
I had my pre-op appointment on June 9th with Dr. Chang. He said the procedure should take about an hour and I will wear drains for approximately a week. I purchased a surgical bra at shop near Dr. Chang's office within the hospital. It has detachable pockets designed to hold the drains. Once the drains are removed I can remove the pockets and just wear the surgical bra. They kept it there at the hospital and said I would wake up from surgery wearing the bra. Dr. Chang does a lot of reconstructive breast surgery which is one of the reasons I chose him. Everyone has been very kind and helpful thus far. Dr. Chang thinks I will end up a cup to a cup and a half smaller than my current size, which sounds great to me. As you can see in my pre op photo, I have some natural breast tissue on top of my implants which seem to be "botttoming out" below the muscle. They are so uncomfortable. Ready to get this show on the road!
Updated on 25 Jun 2017:
Just a few days to go before my surgery and I am so very appreciative of the support I have received on this site. I'm going into this armed with a lot of information and feeling like I have a support network I can reach out to if I have any questions. It is very reassuring! Last week I had my pre-op physical and bloodwork completed. This needed to be done no more than two weeks before the surgery. The blood work included CBC, CMP, PT, PTT, UA, SERUM HCG, and U/A. My doctor also completed a history and physical sheet from my pre-op packet. The results were all faxed to my doctor. The packet also included two applications of an antiseptic/antimicrobial cleanser. I am to wash with the cleanser and an antibacterial soap the night before and the morning of the surgery. I have filled my prescriptions for an antibiotic and pain med in advance as well. I'm adding profile view photos & realizing just how large and torpedo-like my breasts are. ???? They even look uncomfortable! Definitely ready for Thursday!
Updated on 27 Jun 2017:
So, the surgeon's office called today. They received the results of my pre-op blood work and it looks as though my hcg level is elevated, which could indicate pregnancy!?! I'm 45 and my husband has a vasectomy. My level was 5.3. She asked me to come to the office for another lab slip to retake the test. This is the last thing I need! My nerves are starting to kick in. I am reading online that elevated hcg levels in a non-pregnant person can indicate a tumor so now I am really worrying. I re-took the hcg test today and will most likely hear back from the doctor's office tomorrow. I am praying that everything tests in the normal range and I will be able to have the surgery on Thursday.
Updated on 28 Jun 2017:
Just spoke with the PA and the result was in the normal range! Looks like I'll be explanting at 10:00 tomorrow! Such a relief! Thank you again ladies for the prayers and support!
Updated on 29 Jun 2017:
My explant surgery is complete! Dr. Chang met with me before the surgery to answer any remaining questions I had and he made some markings on my breasts with a marker. He reassured me again that he thought I would have an easy recovery and that my breasts would look very simailar to what they looked like with implants, only a smaller size. The surgery itself only took 45 minutes! I was in the recovery room for about an hour and a half before being discharged. I was given a Percocet for moderate pain after the procedure. A nurse taught me how to empty my drains which I will need to do twice a day. Dr. Chang said I will need to wear the drains for a full week. I think they will be the worst part of the whole procedure. I slept for a few hours in the afternoon. Even though the nurse said I could take another pain pill at 3:00 but I didn't feel like I needed one. I do not feel pain only soreness. I will probably take a pain pill before bed tonight so that I can sleep well. I ate some soup and crackers and drank a lot of fluids. The nurse said to get up and move around the house a bit and make sure to drink plenty of fluids to push the anesthesia out of my system. I emptied the drains tonight with the help of my mom and cleaned the area where the drain is inserted in my breast with peroxide as the nurse instructed. This will take a little getting the hang of, but I'm sure I'll be a pro in a few days. I took a peek in the mirror at my breasts and so far it does seem like that look like they did before, just a little smaller. My left breast is bigger than the right, but that was the breast that had the larger implant. I'll post some pics tomorrow!
P.S. I told the anesthesiologist that I get nauseous from anesthesia and she put a scopolamine patch behind my ear before the surgery. I was not nauseous at all. I was told I could take it off tomorrow.
Updated on 30 Jun 2017:
I slept well last night and already emptied my drains and cleaned the entry site with hydrogen peroxide this morning. Not having much pain at all and plan to just take Tylenol today. May attempt a shower later today. So far so good!
Updated on 3 Jul 2017:
Just thought I'd post an update on my progress since the explant. I drove home 3 days after the surgery. I live about three hours from the hospital where the surgery took place, and had stayed with my parents until I was able to drive. I am still sore and have some itching under the surgical bra. Occasionally I feel the entry point of the drains under my breast which is a little uncomfortable but not painful. It is difficult to get into a comfortable position to sleep at night. I recommend lots of pillows to prop yourself up in different ways. I have not taken any pain meds except Tylenol since the day of the surgery. I have showered each day, but hold the drains in one hand while showering. The drains are difficult to conceal under clothing and I feel uncomfortable going out in public, but it cannot be avoided because I am a mom. I can see that having the surgery in cold weather months when one could wear bulkier clothing to conceal the drains would be a good thing. Thankfully, I am off from work in the summer so I don't have to worry about concealing the drains at work. My post-op appointment is on Monday which is 11 days after the surgery. I'm guessing that's when the drains will come out and I am counting down the days! I was given a starter kit of supplies for cleaning and emptying the drains, but I would recommend stocking up on alcohol pads, gauze pads, cotton swabs and hydrogen peroxide beforehand. My breasts look pretty much the same as they do in the first after picture I posted. I am wondering what my implants looked like after they were removed from my body, and if they were sent to pathology for testing. I wonder if they were moldy or discolored. I should have asked about this before the surgery. I still get tired out pretty easily and have a bit of the blues, probably from the anesthesia. This too shall pass.
Updated on 8 Jul 2017:
I am still hanging in there on day 9 with the drains. Each time I empty them, in the AM and PM, I am measuring 10 mL of straw colored fluid from each breast. Today there was 15mL from each breast which I haven't seen since immediately after the surgery. I am hoping that I will still be able to have them removed when I go for the follow-up on Monday. I have been pretty reclusive this week because they are difficult to conceal under clothing. I tried to take it easy as far as housework goes, and the most strenuous thing I have done is cut up a watermelon. Ha! I am still wearing the tight compression bra and was told I would have to wear it for two weeks. Not sure if that means two weeks from the surgery date, or two weeks from the time the drains are removed. I'll ask on Monday. If anyone is wondering, I have drains because my implants were submuscular and I had a complete capsulectomy in addition to the implant removal. A capsule forms around an implant over time, and is the body's attempt to "wall off" or protect itself from a foreign object. If you are having any health issues at all you should have the capsule removed at the time of explant. Chemicals from the implant's silicone shell can leach into the capsule over time. I chose to explant because of significant health problems, and wanted to do everything possible to improve my health. That is why I chose the capsulectomy and a surgeon who is skilled in performing them.
Updated on 10 Jul 2017:
Today was my first follow-up apppintment 11 days post surgery, and I am so relieved that I was able to have my drains removed! It felt a little strange, but did not hurt at all. The PA cut the stitch which was holding in the drain tube and then gently pulled the drain out. It only good a few seconds on each side. She taped a gauze pad with neosporin at the drain entry site and that's it! She said the holes close quickly on their own. I will need to cover them with the gauze and neosporin for a couple of days. She also said I could now wear tight fitting sports bras instead of the surgical bra and recommended getting zip fronts because they are easier to get into and out of while I am still sore. She said wearing the sports bras for a while longer will help to prevent the formation of seromas. She said if there is a special occasion, like a weding or something, I could wear a regular bra for a few hours. I think I will still wear the surgical bra at night because I am afraid of seromas. I was still draining a 10-20 mL of fluid form each breast before the drains came out. I cannot swim for 4 weeks from my surgery date, and I have another follow-up appointment with my surgeon in 4 weeks. I was given some scar gel to use when the surgical glue has worn away from my incision site. The PA gave me a compliment and said she thought maybe I'd had a reduction instead of implant removal because my breasts look so good! I stopped to look for sports bras at Target, but didn't have luck finding my size. I have no idea what size I am! I will post some new pics tomorrow.
Updated on 11 Jul 2017:
Drains were removed yesterday. Still have gauze and tape underneath at drain entry site. Left breast is a fuller on top than the right, but not very noticeable. I originally got the implants because of an asymmetry, so I expected they would be a little different after explant. Still a little sore and uncomfortable sleeping even without the drains. Looking forward to showering with the use of both hands today, not having to hold the drains! On a mission to find zip front sports bras today. Not sure what size I am now. I bought some regular bras in a size B before the surgery, but I think they may be too small. There could still be some swelling too for awhile.
Updated on 12 Jul 2017:
At my appointment on Monday I was told I can now wear zip front sports bras and I found these at Sears. The sports bra is Hanes brand, easy on, zip front, and wire free. It was priced at $28.00, but BOGO (buy one get one) 1/2 half off, so the second bra was $14.00. At two weeks it would still be difficult for me to reach around to fasten a bra in back so the zip front closure is nice. I also purchased a soft, zip front bra which is not tight fitting to wear once I graduate out of the sports bras. That bra is a Sears brand "fundamentals" and was only $12.98.
Updated on 20 Jul 2017:
Today is 3 weeks post explant. Each week keeps getting better and better! I don't think I mentioned before that my scars are in the crease beneath my breasts. The surgical glue came off last week and the scars are healing nicely. I am wearing a tight sports bra during the day and the surgical bra at night. I am not yet sleeping on my stomach, which is my favorite position. I'll ask my doctor about that when I go for my follow-up on the 11th. I cannot swim until the 4 week mark, which has been challenging for me this summer. I still feel a little soreness in the left breast which had the larger implant. Occasionally there are some weird twinges like the nerves are regenerating themselves. One of my breasts is significantly larger than the other. That was the case before I got implants. It does bother me a bit, but I am wearing the foam cup from another bra inside my sports bra on the smaller side and you cannot tell there is a difference. I feel light and free without the implants and I am still very happy I had the surgery.
Updated on 25 Jul 2017:
So here I am at the almost 4 week mark. Things are healing nicely, and there's not much I need to do at this point except wear a tight sports bra day and night. Soon I will start using the scar cream on the scars on my creases. The PS gave me bioCorneum scar cream to use on the scars once the surgical glue fell off. The area where the drains entered are still a little raw so I have been waiting to use the cream until those areas heal. I will post a photo of the scar cram box. In the photo where I am bending over you can see the significant size difference. I am wearing a soft cup inside my bra on that side to balance things out. Overall, I think I have a great result and I know things will still change/improve over time. I am at least 20 pounds overweight and having this surgery has motivated me to try to lose weight. I have tried for years without success. I truly believe that the implants had something to do with that. I gained weight almost as soon as I got the implants at age 25, and steadily put on weight as the years went by. Diet and exercise had little if any affect and eventually the fatigue became so bad I gave up on exercising. I am hoping now that the toxic endocrine disrupters have been removed that I will be able to lose some weight!
Updated on 25 Jul 2017:
Here is the scar cream given to me by the PS.