I've waited 6 months for the appendage on my face to "refine" its self, but it looks like this old blob is done shapeshifting. I can't help but feel disappointed. If not for my nose, but all of the wasted time and money.
I've always had a very larger/ wide-set nose and I've wanted a nose job since I was a kid. I dreamed about the day that I finally had a cute little nose.
In my consult, I had asked for a complete nose job with as much bulk to the dorsum/ dorsal bone taken off as possible (smaller the better).
What I got was a hump rasping, which left my nasal bones intact in their original place. Although one side was shaved down, there is still some boney tissue on the right side that escaped the rasp.
There is no shape of my dorsum, and it is very bumpy and uneven. I am trying not to complain or hate it because it is my face.
I'm some where stuck between a meh job and a botched one. On the bright side, I had no complications in my surgery and I healed fast and it doesn't look horrible. On the other side, it doesn't exactly look like something to brag about.
Now I am at a fork in the road with how to move on. I would love to get the sides brought in and the dorsal line was taken down, but I am left questioning if another great letdown is bound to happen again. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.
I guess I should start investing in confidence courses because I might be trapped in nasal purgatory for a long time.