Thomas D Toohey, MD

7 days post op, they haven’t dropped yet of course but every day as they get less and less swollen, I’m becoming more happy with them! Here’s my stats: 480 cc ultra high profile implants under the muscle.

Will post before and after photos.

I’m 31, 5’6, 125 lbs, before bra size was a deflated C32 or B34.

My waist is 26 inches, hips 36.5.

My bust measurements before implants was 28.5 under bust, and 31.5 at widest part.

My current bust measurements with implants are 28.5 inches under bust, and 34 inches at widest.

I was a 32D a year ago, lost 25 lbs, and lost my volume which is why I wanted this done so I could get back my D cup and fill in the skin (my PS said I didn’t need a lift yet).

I tried on my old 32D bra today and it seemed to fit good - though it was hard to tell if that’ll be my size once they drop since they’re so high up right now (can’t believe it takes 6 months to a year to drop fully).

I now work as a personal trainer but won’t be doing too much chest presses anymore since I care more about aesthetics and lower complications than I do about my chest presses since I hear working out chest too much can cause issues in the future. And my PS advised that aesthetically, my chest presses were causing my pec muscle to look like what he called a double boob near my armpit, which I’m glad he pointed that out since I do care about appearance too.

As for pain:

My first 24 hours post op was easy breasy - I thought I got lucky - did a slow dog walk even, then after 24 hours is when the huge pressure feeling on my chest began. I’ll be honest it was a rough 5 days but today it’s so much better, the swelling finally is going down. And the pressure is almost completely gone too. I wonder if it was so painful because my pec muscle was strong from working out and it was pissed to be messed with ?????? and I’m an asthmatic - so thankful for my inhaler this week . Today at work was so good! No pain almost ! It’s as if the last 6 days of pain was just all a bad dream . But still can’t raise my arms too high without pain but it’s only day 7 so incisions haven’t healed much yet it feels like.

About my plastic surgeon and implant cc and profile choice process:

So a month ago, I called Liz at Dr Toohey’s office in Newport Beach, CA (i used to work for Dr Toohey at the front desk as a receptionist for 1 year in 2020 so I trusted him fully since I prepared the charts and saw such happy patients day after day).

During my consultation with Dr Toohey, I told him I want to be a D or DD cup. He said due to my small frame and to avoid the unsightly uniboob, and to give me back upper pole cleavage so I don’t have to wear a bra in public if I don’t want to in the future (so excited for that once they drop lol), and to still be able to workout but look classy at work, he recommended I go above 400 cc and ultra high profile would be best since they’re more narrow vs the other profiles that would be too wide on my frame and breast width. He left it up to me to decide how many cc’s based on trying on the samples in the office. So I put the 430 UHP cc’s in my tight sports bra and said this is good, and he said if you like those, then go with 455 UHP since it’ll always look smaller once in the body.

Then the day before surgery, I got my hair done by a new stylist who had my same small frame and she said she has 460 HP and said she wished she went bigger. So that inspired me xD

The next day before the surgery, I asked him if 480 UHP would fit, he brought out a measuring device, measured me and said yes! They’ll fit! I was happy with this choice since he also has a YouTube video called “my breast augmentation journey with Dr toohey the full experience” where it shows a girl who got 480 UHP and I thought they looked a good size despite she had less natural tissue to begin with compared to me. Btw - that YouTube video has Dr toohey explaining why he no longer advises to massage the breasts (new research has come out about it). So it’s been surprising to see so many plastic surgeons still advising to massage.

Btw - Trying on samples TOTALLY didn’t look like the final result. The 430 cc UHP in my tight sports bra’s projection looked WAY further out than my 480s under the muscles in my body. So glad I went 50 cc’s more than the original one I liked.

Before I made my 480 UHP decision, I thought about moderate plus since I was a bit nervous about too much upper pole cleavage looking not natural but Liz (his patient coordinator who I use to work with who’s amazing) said i especially needed that upper pole cleavage that UHP’s give and explained about a patient who insisted on moderates and was was so unhappy after/felt like they looked like flat pancakes and ended up paying to get them switched for ultra high profiles so heating that convinced me to stick with the ultra highs and trust the process ????.

Dr Toohey said he’s been using ultra highs since 2012 and never had any issues and he advised me why test something new when this implant has decades of positive results. I thought true true

Actually I even considered the new “boost” by mentor cuz at first that was my main wish is having back the upper cleavage, but Liz said a patient who got them felt they looked like round softballs so in the end, I’m happy I went with the UHP.

Updated on 1 Nov 2024:
Here’s the side view of the post op 1 day, 7 day, and before pic. I couldn’t believe how tight and swollen they were for the entire day 1 until day 6. Day 7 they finally started to loosen a bit and not look so like snoopy xD

Updated on 5 Nov 2024:
Dr toohey said to keep my heart rate below 90 for the first couple weeks and now I know why. Oops. Will be avoiding too much activity now. This is such a slow process for recovery but I knew that going isn’t this. Waiting for the implants to drop is like watching paint dry so I totally stopped obsessing over that lol. Gonna just wait till my 1 month for more pics most likely

Updated on 7 Nov 2024:
I feel they’re definitely dropping a little everyday. It feels weird and tight still but it has a bit jiggle now so swelling has gone down a lot woo. I’m happy it’s not up at my collar bones like it was the first week. Still sensitive to the touch. Nips are very sensitive too. I still can’t feel much sensation underneath my left breast which was what I noticed since day 1 but I hear that comes back over time. The left one looks like it’s angled more out than the right at the moment but that’s how my natural left pocket was before surgery.

Updated on 7 Nov 2024:
Here’s a before and after pic :) slowly dropping slowly & less swelling

Updated on 9 Nov 2024:
Got the tape taken off yesterday so saw my incisions for first time. It took pretty much 2 weeks for the incisions to close so Dr Toohey explained how scar therapy works: I will rub clobetasol firmly into the incisions for 5 min in the AM and 5 min in the PM. Then cover with silicone scar sheets. Going to look online for biodermis brand which is the better quality ones because the ones at CVS are quite thin. I don’t want to risk using cheap sheets and risk having my scars keloid or something. I used biodermis sheets for when I got a skin cancer removed on my chest and it healed nice with the biodermis sheet (they’re expensive but worth it imo)

Also, I asked during my appt about the left breast looking a bit square on the bottom and he said the implant will shape it with time so will update that. And the loss of sensation under the left breast he said should come back too over time

Updated on 17 Nov 2024:
swelling is definitely noticeably much better at the 3 week mark. But they still swell up very easily if I use my chest muscles too much on accident like today on my dog walk, my dogs pulled me and not much longer my chest felt tight and uncomfortable. So gotta be careful still. Otherwise, scar therapy is... going ok I think. I bought the $100 scar sheets from biodermis on amazon and using sports bras to keep them in place. The package says to keep scar sheets on for 2 months but another plastic surgeon on YouTube said 12 months so I'll wear for 12 months... I think after month 2 though I'll switch to the gel version though for day time since it's annoying to wear the sheets during the day sometimes without them shifting around. I'd say I still have the snoopy shape boobs but I stopped looking since I know it's gonna take up to 6 months for them to drop and the plastic surgeon online I was watching said 1 year for full swelling to be gone... long process:D

still no sensation under left breast but have been making little circles with my fingers on that spot since I read that might help (not massaging since massaging is no longer recommended due to increasing chance of scar tissue)

nipples are very very sensitive (kinda annoying lol). But I hear that goes away with time too.

Updated on 17 Nov 2024:
Also, my PS said I didn’t need a lift but I was researching last night and pretty sure I have pseudoptosis (lower breast sagging) so I’m curious when they drop fully what they’ll look like.

Updated on 27 Nov 2024:
Still haven’t dropped yet but here’s the 1 month update. Still numb under the left breast and under the incision. But I read that can take a year to get the nerves to regenerate.

Wearing my silicone scar sheets daily and rubbing with hard pressure with scar gel before putting the scar sheet on.

Updated on 7 Dec 2024:
They’ve finally dropped a noticeable amount! Dr toohey told me today I’m allowed to do any exercise now under one condition until my 6 month mark: I must wear an extremely supportive and “uplifting” bra or sports bra. Will go shopping today for some! He said it’s important because they can only go lower from this point on and you don’t want them to go too low. He said the reason he didn’t tell me to wear a supportive bra at my 2 week appointment was because he wanted them to drop more. I’m very happy :)

About my inverted nipple: Dr toohey said the implant may or may not fix it and it wasn’t worth it for him to do any procedure to fix it during surgery (I asked during my consult) - he said “an inverted nipple sometimes like to just stay inverted”. And I’m ok with that.

Updated on 17 Mar 2025:
They’re sooo much more natural looking now at 3 months vs 1 month it’s crazy. No more of that snoopy look. My right breast is lower than left and nipples are not exactly on same level but when looking at my before photo, I didn’t even realize that’s how my breasts were naturally. When enhancing, it can make small differences more pronounced. But I’m very happy with them

Still numb under left breast but the area effected appears to be decreasing

Nipples are so sensitive and always hard which gets annoying but only when slightly cold.

Tried on bras at Victoria’s Secret. To my surprise, I fit best in the 32DD and not the 32D like I use to wear before my weight loss.





Updated on 13 May 2025:
Had my 6 month appointment last week and got my after photos. I’m happy with them. The numbness under the left one, Dr toohey said it could take a year for the nerve to repair itself or it may stay numb. But besides that I’m happy :) symmetrical and looks good in clothes

I had multiple peels and Botox with Dr. Toohey and was always happy but the Facelift with Neck lift was the best. Dr. Toohey did an amazing job and I could not be happier with the results. Dr. Toohey and his staff made the whole process so easy and pleasant I would not hesitate to recommend him for any type of cosmetic procedure.

I am 12 days post op from a tummy tuck, and I couldn't be more satisfied with Dr. Toohey and his staff. This is my third surgery on my self improvement journey, and it definitely has been my most difficult recovery. I never realized how much the abdominal muscles are involved in every move you make until I did this!

My background is I'm 56, two grown children, 1 c-sec, an appendix scar, an umbilical hernia, and I've gained and lost weight all my life. I lost about 45 lbs about 17 years ago, and in the last year I really focused on hitting my fitness goals. My muscle tone has gone from good to exceptional, but still have to hide my stomach due to loose skin. I've had to wear high-wasted bikinis because my stomach skin looks so bad.

I got Dr. Toohey's name through a friend, and I am thankful for the referral. Dr. Toohey really took his time to explain the surgery completely. I had originally wanted a 360 body lift, but he very logically explained to me why he doesn't do them, and why it's best to do the front and back lift in two separate surgeries. My consult was about 30 minutes, and I left confident that I had chose the best doctor for the job.

I did all the usual checks. He's board certified, no history of disciplinary, hospital privileges, been working with his surgery team for over 20 years, etc. He's a friendly down to earth guy, and has always ran on time with his appointments. His staff is very friendly and professional as well. I love the fact that his office provides appointment reminders and information via texts. I can also contact his office through text and they respond immediately. Dr. Toohey personally called me directly the evening after my surgery to check on me. He kindly provided his cell if I had any problems that night.

Like I mentioned, recovery from a tummy tuck is no joke. But at day 12 I can finally stand up straight, and sleep on my side. I'm still pretty swollen, but I am very happy with my results so far.

Dr. Toohey explained that I didn't have enough sagging skin to completely remove my existing belly button, so it would be down by the bikini line. He would get rid of my c-sec scar, and my appendix scar. Dr. Toohey also did a little bit of Lipo on the side of each hip to ensure I had no pooch at the end of each incision.

At the 2 week mark Dr. Toohey has me starting scar therapy, so I will post updates of my final results.



Updated on 16 Apr 2023:
I'm two years out, and my scar is minimal considering all the skin that was removed. No dog ears, everything is seamless. The vertical line is where my belly button used to be.I may get laser treatment on that, but the rest is hardly noticeable now. No regrets!

Absolutely perfect! I have been a loyal patient of Dr. Toohey for over 20 years! Started out with my first BA with 450 CC under the muscle on my athletic younger body back in my early police force days. Moved to 300 CC silicone in 2017 with an amazing non anesthesia visit, so easy! In the interim years, my husband and I have been receiving Botox injections with great results. 

On 1/28/21, had my implants removed per my decision and again it was a seamless procedure all done under local numbness injections.....I actually drove myself home after the 50 minute event. One week later, I’m feeling great, my stitches are healing! There is no one else I would trust with my body! I’ve always loved my results! Dr. Toohey is a pro in this business, I’ve referred numerous friends and colleagues to him and everyone can attest he is the best!

Dr. Toohey was amazing from start to finish. I am so impressed with him. I traveled to California to have a facelift and blepharoplasty and I am thrilled with the results. I am only 3 weeks in and I look amazing! I can't believe it, especially my neck. My turkey neck is gone! I now look like I have the neck of a 20 year old. His assistant, Liz, was amazing also. They were there for me before, during and after the procedure. Very professional and no-nonsense team. I will never go to anyone else ever again. Five stars for sure. :)

I’m literally obsessed with this practice. From the office staff to Dr. Toohey himself I am so glad I decided to come her. I am 2 months post op and I have exactly what I asked for. I did more than enough research to feel comfortable walking into my consultation armed with questions in my notepad on my phone Dr. Toohey answered them all as if he had 1000 times. He works with primarily one anesthesiologist which spoke to me as that meant predictably and repor and the anesthesiologist during my c section was trash and well you awake during that so like it...but back to my boobs after breast feeding my breast were so deflated I opted for 650cc silicon HP gummy implants under the muscle. Liz the office manager was so prompt when I texted with questions like can I take a bubble bath or may I see the chiropractor if she didn’t know she made sure to get the answer and like with the quickness. I love me a type A virgo. Bedside manner, after care and how through he is like 10/10
I joined an Instagram grouo of girls with similar surgery dates and the after care I got was in my opinion superior I will recommend this practice to anyone who ever expresses interest and if I ever get anything else done this is stop number one for sure

I first met Toohey 24 years ago. I did my first BA after my first child. Over the years I have had a tummy tuck after my second child and another BA with a lift. I love the work performed and the friendship that I have with Toohey. I would never trust any other Doctor. I'm getting ready to see him regarding butt implants. Toohey is honest and will give you his honest opinion. If he says no then it's no for me. I have sent so many friends to him and they all love his work!

Alright, well I didn't think I'd be looking into getting my boobs done until I was done having kids. At least that was the general plan. I always planned on a mommy makeover kind of thing eventually, but things change. Now that I'm 29 years old and not planning on having kids for another 5 ish years, the question of "why wait?" came up and I thought, "hmm well I can afford it right now..." so I started looking into it.

As a teenager, I lived in a push-up bra and wore low cut tops all the time. For the past couple years I have lived in sports bras because of pain from collarbone surgery. After that surgery, I was instructed to sleep on my back, wear a brace, and not use my arm for nearly 2 months. I felt like my breast muscle on the recovering side may have atrophied a little but I worked towards regaining strength and fixing whatever damage was done.

Losing weight (not on purpose) has changed my breasts as well. I lost about 10 pounds (125-->114) in April on account of stress and I looked wayyyy too skinny. I'd experienced this once before in 2008 and was really bothered by the fact that my boobs didn't come back. I remember being asked, "hey so where did your boobs go?" and being upset about it. My natural breasts aren't bad or saggy, but they don't fill out my shirt or cute lingerie. VS says I'm a 32D but I think their sizing is a load of BS.

I want my boobs to be rounder, full cleavage. I don't necessarily want them to look natural, though it seems like a lot of people are aiming for that. Oddly, my mom just had her implants removed last month so I'm not real sure how to bring the topic up with her. I'm hyper aware of the capsular risk because of her experience (she's had corrective surgery for scar tissue 4 times now) and will not be going with an "affordable" doctor nearby. Living in southern California gives me a ton of surgeon options. Working in Newport Beach gives me the option to go gets consults during my lunch hour, but I'm leaning towards going with a Beverly Hills doctor right now.

So here I am researching types of implants, incisions, doctors, and trying to find dream boob pictures for references.
Updated on 15 Aug 2018:
Scheduled my first consultation with Dr. Justin West. I have scheduled 2 other consults so far; another Orange County doctor close enough to use my lunch hour, and another up in Beverly Hills that I lucked out on getting a Saturday morning appointment at the end of the month. There's also another consultation I haven't completed yet with a doctor in LA, but it's via email... So that's interesting. I need to take photos for that.

So my appointment with Dr. West is this Friday afternoon and I've claimed to be going to the dentist. Honestly, why the hell would I ever tell anyone at work about this? It's none of their business and it makes for an awkward exchange, I haven't even talked to my own mother about it. Anyways, I have no idea what to expect but I'm going to make a couple of notes so I remember all my questions so I can more easily address my concerns. Namely, my mom had her implants removed last month (hence, I have said nothing to her) because she had a bad case of capsular/scar tissue. Not sure what sort of aftercare or follow-up was done for her, but I think it could've gone better with a more involved surgeon. I want to ask each doctor about their methods for preventing scar tissue build up and malformation because I sure as hell want my BA to turn out great and stay that way as long as possible. I'm a little nervous about all this, choosing the right doctor, that is. Not taking off my shirt and asking questions. I'll update this post after my visit!



Updated on 26 Aug 2018:
I woke up early to drive to LA yesterday for a consultation with Dr. Eugene Kim in Beverly Hills. I have been following his Instagram since finding overwhelmingly positive reviews on RealSelf and Yelp. I had my boyfriend come with me to get carpool lane access and have some moral support. If I missed any info or couldn't think of a question, he'd be there to cover it. And he was, so yay.

The office is what I would expect of a Beverly Hills doctor, very nice and very busy on a Saturday morning (it was abnormally busy because both he & Dr. David Kim were in). They only do 2 Saturdays a month so I was super excited to get an appointment that didn't involve taking time off of work... I know I'll need to save my time off for the surgery recovery. Anyways, we played with the sample implants in the room a bit before Dr. Kim came in. I got a good vibe from him right away, very personable and wants to give you the best results possible.

He had 4 big questions; incision preference, silicone or saline, my goal size, and placement over or under the muscle. I was able to answer all of them before showing him my goal photo (I have a couple but I only showed him my favorite). Silicone, D cup, unders, incision at the underboob crease. Pretty straight forward since I have no previous surgeries or medical conditions.

He warned me of the bs that is bra cup sizing and that going up to a D, could end up putting me into much larger bra sizes. Yep, my Victoria Secret 34C is a lie. I'm probably actually a B cup naked.

So high profile silicone or gummy round implants were recommended for the look I'm wanting. Somewhere between 400-500cc as he uses sizers before placing the actual implants during surgery.

There are some perks to the gummy ones, last longer (supposedly 15-20 years), they're textured and don't require massage post-op, and they have a lower rate of rupture and capsular contracture. But they're much firmer than regular silicone which has a very natural breasts tissue feel. Dude, the saline ones feel like a water balloon. I handed it back in 2 seconds.

So my decision now lies in which profile I want to have... Silicone HP or Ultra HP, gummy comes in HP (no Ultra HP). Dr. Kim started that the UHP would get me closer to the look I want but comes with higher rush if stretch marks, more difficultly healing, and risk of bottoming out. So I'm looking into that decision.

Pricing and pre/post-op care was covered in a meeting with his assistant after my exam. The gummy would be 9k and the regular silicone would be 8k. They do pre-op bloodwork and surgery in the same building by the way. Since it is slower during September and October, they offered $500 off if I scheduled surgery during those months---which I'm very comfortable with an October date. Plus if you book within 2 weeks of your consult, it's also $500 off. So I just need to call and book is what it sounds like.

Now to just figure out how to take a week off of work. Plenty of advance notice, and I work a desk job so no problem going back, but I haven't been there long enough to have health benefits... October 1st! I think October will be the magic month to use all sick and vacation time I possibly can. Maybe even go without pay for a day or so.

Updated on 27 Aug 2018:
I used my lunch break for a consultation down by Fashion Island in Newport Beach. Same building as my mom's plastic surgeon that removed her implants and did a lift. Avocado! That's the street name lol there's quite a few well reviewed doctors that rotate through here and another location in LA or San Diego.
The office staff were great, making sure to let the doctor know I had a limited time before I had to run back to the office so they bookended both sides of the appointment to pad for time in case someone earlier had a million questions.
Dr. Toohey was incredibly warm and friendly, and was able to cover more than I expected in about 40 minutes. He prefers to use either Allergan or Mentor, Sientra aren't as trustworthy to him yet. He had worked with the same board certified anesthesiologist for the past 19 years, they operate in the same building as the office. Safety through cleanliness and uber sanitary standards are #1 to him, and #2 is patient happiness.
My first question was about his rate of revision/bleeding/capsular contracture. Very very low and he was honest and straight forward about how he ensures this. Incision at the boob crease is safer and heals better. Silicone has a lower rupture rate and in fact, he specifically prefers round smooth silicone. He even went over his step by step pre-op requirements, preventative techniques during surgery, and follow up regimen & appointments. It all made perfect sense to me.
Next he opened a drawer full of sample implants LOL there were so many! All sizes and profiles. I got to play with them a little and he encouraged me to hold them against my chest (since I was short on time and couldn't stay for sizing) to think about how many CC's I might prefer. Moreover, going up a bit more than what CC I like when sizing was recommended. A 445 might look like a 400 once it's under the muscle and women often regret that they didn't go bigger or they expected to be bigger. Basically, implant stuffed in your bra will look a bit different than implant inside your tissue.
So he recommended Mentor UHP 450-500cc implants for me based on my experience tissue, and how narrow I am. The wish pictures I showed him, he estimated were 650cc aka "as big as your face" and he showed me a sample of that size. Holy [RS bleep] huge, not for me. I think his estimate of the 480cc ish was plenty but I'll need to do a sizing.
I can come back and play around with sizing whether or not he's in the office since the office assistant can help with that any time. She gave me a pamphlet, quote, and lab order for a blood test (must ensure I'm not anemic or pregnant prior to surgery) to consider if I wanted to move forward with Dr. Toohey. She even gave me her phone number to text her about any questions or scheduling sizing. Nice, good sense of humor. Dr. Toohey's wife was in the office as well. Nice people all around.
My quote was just under $7000. A bit less than the Beverly Hills surgeon I saw a few days ago, and much closer to home.
Lots to think about. I feel really comfortable and he's got tons of experience and a solid record to support him. I like his safety focus, and he seemed to really enjoy his work.

Updated on 12 Sep 2018:
Scheduled my BA for October 18th, it's a Thursday! A few things had to get done first....
1. Got my Time Off request signed at work: I'll be taking a whole week off afterwards. With a weekend on either end, I think I'll have plenty of time to relax and heal.
2. Blood panel complete: last week I drove over to get a quick blood test done to clear me for surgery. No anemia, no pregnancy, etc.
3. Sizing and pre-op paperwork/directions: The papers are mostly a rehashing of your medical history and the Rx info that you filled out for your consultation. The rest is signing off for surgery risks and a paper listing what to stop doing/consuming prior to surgery. The sizing is the hardest part. I'm torn between silicone UHP 480 or 535. Keeping in mind that my body has limits and the muscle will hide a bit of that CC, they'll appear slightly smaller than the sizers. I don't want to regret my size so I'm going with 535 but going back in to play with them this Friday. It's more to calm my nerves than anything. Gotta be sure!
4. Paid in full: went to the bank during my lunch hour and immediately drove to the surgeon's office because no way was I wanting around with a big envelope of cash like that! This made it feel really real lol.

Updated on 19 Sep 2018:
I've been swaying between nerves and excitement for the last week. I went in to resize to bolster my decision of 480 vs 535, but left feeling confused about 535 vs 590.

Knowing that I like the look of the 535 so much, and that I'll lose somewhere close to 30-40cc once the implant is under the muscle gave me pause. Would I end up looking like the 480 if I got the 535? The answer was essentially yes, sizing up one size (yeah I was a bit surprised the 590 was one step up from 535) larger would ensure that I don't end up unhappy that I'm smaller than I wanted.

The numbers freaked me out and despite the doctors assistant and my boyfriend telling me that 590 would be just fine, I still wasn't sure. I had to hear it from the doctor. He assured me that I had enough tissue and was healthy enough to really have any size I wanted. And if I changed my mind again, that wouldn't be abnormal. I'll see him and verify my size right before surgery, and before I have any drugs to impair me that morning.

So here I sit, realizing that my first size estimate at my first consult was 445... Then me next consult was 480 to get the look I was interested in. Then I stuck with the same 480 estimate until I sized with the doctor I chose. And somehow I've ended up choosing 590. Do I have boob greed already lol

Updated on 19 Sep 2018:
Adding a couple photos from my Wish album. It's crazy how many hours I've spent looking through the internet trying to find the perfect boobs. They were often the right size or shape but not totally both.

Your photos aren't going to help your surgeon if all of them are clothed. We all know that a bra or bikini photo isn't necessarily accurate compared to a nude body. So I did end up browsing Google Image Search with Safe Mode turned off. Thank you Incognito Mode for all the hours.

Updated on 23 Sep 2018:
Retrying this one more time...
Adding a couple photos from my Wish album. It's crazy how many hours I've spent looking through the internet trying to find the perfect boobs. They were often the right size or shape but not totally both.

Your photos aren't going to help your surgeon if all of them are clothed. We all know that a bra or bikini photo isn't necessarily accurate compared to a nude body. So I did end up browsing Google Image Search with Safe Mode turned off. Thank you Incognito Mode for all the hours.

Updated on 18 Oct 2018:
I feel pretty good, honestly the pain is more tightness. Right after surgery it was a burning tightness but after taking my pain medicine and rotating ice packs, it's very manageable.
I got my 590cc UHPs! And they look great already. Excited to see them at my post-op appointment tomorrow morning with Dr. Toohey.
I gotta say how great his anesthesiologist was in bedside manner but also in general---I'e had no nausea and only took Zofran before surgery. Everyone at the surgery center was great. My nurse even had the same name as me so we made jokes about it.
The surgeon's office assistant that covers all correspondence and sizing wasn't able to see me off because she was getting hers done right before me! Totally texting her to see how she's feeling. Overall I'm having a good experience. We'll see how sleeping propped up goes tonight.

Updated on 19 Oct 2018:
Saw Dr. Toohey this morning for my follow-up. He also called last night to see how I was feeling. Waking up and getting dressed beforehand was alright but the drive was a little bumpy. My boyfriend tried to drive nicely and not brake too hard but SoCal traffic is a [RS bleep]. He helped me out with carrying my bag of meds and opening doors. I can't open pill bottles but I can open sliding doors. I'm being cautious with everything.

So Dr. Toohey removed my bandage wrap and had me wiggle a little to see how tight I still was. I'm quite swollen still, nipples are big and funny but I'm not overly square-boobed. As my boyfriend said, "you just crammed a large item into a small space that has been small for 29 years, swelling is normal." I'm not upset by it, just accepting that it'll be some time before my body can relax from the swelling and tightness.

Anyways, I feel pretty good as long as I stay on my pain medicine every 6 hours and ice periodically. Yesterday I had soreness under my armpits from muscles being stretched but today I feel it more between my boobs. No incision pain.

Dr. Toohey said the RxBra I got is actually too tight to wear. My bad on ordering it too far in advance when I didn't know how big my boobs would be. So I'm going to try to sell them to someone on the BA forum I belong to, hopefully I can recoup some of the money I spent. So I'll need to go get a different bra this weekend. For now, Dr. Toohey said I actually don't need to wear a bra at all. Underwire or soft bras are fine too but they shouldn't be tight or press my incisions. My chest needs circulation to heal.

I have a camisole crop top that should work under a jacket. I don't want to walk around anywhere with headlights on haha. I'll take a photo if I can get that on later today but right now I'm ok in the bandage wrap.

Right now my biggest focus is rest, taking a walk every so often to get my heart going, and sticking to my antibiotic schedule.

Updated on 20 Oct 2018:
It was harder to get up this morning but once I got myself upright (with some assistance from mom?, I felt pretty good. Putting on some deodorant, perfume, and wiping myself off with wet wipes also made me feel more human. Brushing my hair was an accomplishment.

I'm normally a side sleeper so staying on my back sucks but I've got myself propped up on pillows with another pillow under my knees. I know it should keep me from scooting down but it doesn't, so I've tried to barricade myself with blankets into a nest. I don't really move around much but it would keep me from rolling over. No way can I even picture doing that anytime soon.

Left the house to go find a bra at Kohl's. Found a soft Jockey brand bralette that felt decent so I got beige and black. It's like a v-neck with straps that becomes adjustable cami straps in the back. Threw them in the wash with some other clothes when I got home. Bought some yogurt and hummus for snacking at Trader Joe's too.

I'm tired from all that. Energy will rebound soon I'm sure but only being 48 hours out of surgery, I'm sure the pain meds are slowing my system down. Still feels necessary to ice and continue pain medication for now. Need to keep taking my magnesium powder, fiber gummies, and vitamin C. Maybe another day or so it'll be better. My implants aren't little so my body is like wtf is this?!

My boyfriend has been calling to check on me and reminding me that it'll take time before I regain feeling in my boobs, and the swelling will go down as time goes on. He's been really great with the whole process. Apparently as we were leaving the surgery center, I asked him if he wanted to see my boobs right in front of my mom. I vaguely remember this but not in a come hither way, more like "hey look boobs!" with a peek at my bandage. I laughed when he told me, I think it caught him off guard. Oh the things anesthesia does!

Anyways, here's a picture from yesterday afternoon. I finally got the bandage off and had transitioned into my camisole crop top that I've used as an undershirt or pjs in the past. I got it for like $8 on Amazon so I ordered another to switch between. It's just cotton and my boobs can't feel much at all.

I'll update again in a couple days to document how pain/discomfort and swelling is coming along. For now, I'm just resting, watching Netflix, and trying to be patient with not being able to use my arms.

Updated on 22 Oct 2018:
"No shower until Monday at 6am." I think my surgeon made me repeat this 10 times to make sure I understood that my stitches were NOT allowed to be wet any sooner than 4dpo. There are steri-strips covering them at my boob crease, and that's ok to get wet but I had to make sure I patted them dry. Small bit of bruising there too.

I was so ready for a shower about 2 days ago and waiting was actually really frustrating. I felt like I smelled weird, that surgical smell from the disinfectant crap they put on your skin. I didn't stink like B.O. at all because I was smart and bought spray deodorant (learned this from when I broke my collarbone and could not, nor was I allowed to move my arm from my side). I highly recommend spray deodorant for recovery. You'll feel a little more human.

I stood in the shower with my back to the shower head awhile before squating)/leaning back a little to get my hair wet. This wasn't uncomfortable until I held my arms up to scrub at my scalp. It feels really weird to do much with my arms at all but lifting them up is especially odd. So I tilted my head to try to make it easier. Normally I'd be more thorough about rinsing shampoo and conditioner but I really only cared that I'd be cleaner than I had been in what felt like forever.

Sticking to my Dial soap like the surgeon required for night-before and morning-of surgery. I'll just use it til it runs out. Lathered up my shower poof and half-heartedly scrubbed myself to the extent I could reach. Sat on the bottom to shave my legs too. That part was easy because I can pull my legs up to me or put them against the side of the tub. I don't think I'll be standing up to shave like normal for awhile. Shaving my armpits is kind of hard with the swelling from my side boob, but I did a decent job. The real challenge would be brushing my wet hair and attempting to blow-dry. I put some Palmer coconut oil lotion on my boobs afterwards in hopes that it keeps my skin happy. It smells pretty good too.

My boyfriend asked why I took the whole week off when I could probably go back to work on Thursday or Friday just fine. The issue isn't mobility exactly, it's how long it's taking me to do things like get dressed or my ability to dry my hair. I dried my bangs and half of my hair before just sticking it in the lowest ponytail ever (because my arms don't wanna reach). And my hair while wet is the Devil. My hairdresser can testify to that.

I haven't quite figured out what I can wear when I go back to work yet either. I think most nice shirts should be ok, and dresses might be a bit tighter on top. I tend to wear looser fitting things, maybe I was hiding in them I don't know. I have the urge to online shop but I really don't understand my size change yet. Plus I'm carrying a bit of extra weight at the moment. My scale says 129lbs right now and I'm going to conclude that it's 2-3lbs of boobs with swelling and the fact that my digestive system has stalled out because of the pain medication. Fun fact: fiber gummies, stool softener, smooth move tea, etc are your friends during this time. Not cute but it's part of coming off anesthesia and pain meds.

Besides the shower, my friend is coming by to visit today. Perhaps my restlessness will get a bit better. My boyfriend suggested trying to do more than sit-walk-Netflix, so I'm going to try to actually read and maybe do an online job application.

My dogs are being good recovery companions, but I miss being able to have regular social interaction. Only a couple friends and coworkers know about my surgery so I'm not able to talk about it much outside of this forum or my mom. I miss being able to go over to my boyfriend's house most. I was pretty upset last night that I couldn't see him another day. He wants me to focus on resting and getting better, but I just feel starved for affection. And it really bums me out that we won't get to snuggle for awhile. This is a physical process but there's a lot of it that hits you mentally.

Updated on 24 Oct 2018:
While all I did today was shower and go to the movies with my friend, I'm sore and tender. Unsure if it's because my period is about to arrive or if my nerves are waking up more.

My shower was less difficult than the previous and my time with the hairdryer was less a struggle. No less exhausting but still. I discovered that the warm shower relaxes my chest muscles a little and consciously deep breathing is good too. Yes I'm still tight but not like a couple days ago. My skin is extra sensitive today and my nipples hurt mid-afternoon so I took off my soft bralette upon entering my room and haven't put it back on since. It felt better so tonight I'll try sleeping braless (PS had told me that I don't need to wear a bra regardless but I should do what's comfortable).

I believe that my right is settling faster than my left but that's got lots of time to go. My skin near my nipples is also showing something like stretch marks. Not sure if it's actual stretch marks or if my boobs are just pissed today. There's less swelling at my sternum and side boob. I keep putting lotion on after showers and before I get in bed.

My incisions are more achey than 2 days ago when they felt numb. Bruises are getting yellow and healed up. I get muscle twinges once in awhile but they aren't bad. What hurts most is the generalized tightness that is so slowly lessening. Patience patience patience. Boobs are gunna sit high awhile.

Updated on 25 Oct 2018:
Alright, photo update time. I took a few right before my shower and I feel pretty good this morning. Currently sitting in the backyard having my tea. Today I'm forced to get myself out of the house because my grandmother and her caretaker are here during the day. My friend nearby is taking me in so we can watch A Discovery of Witches and make pie. Luckily it's the first day that I'm cleared to drive and her house is only 2 miles away. I'm a little nervous to be driving again but it's not far, and if I feel confident, I'll be able to drive myself to my boyfriend's house tomorrow.

Last night was the first time without any Percocet. After 4 days I'd gone down to half a pill only at night but I've reached the point of Tylenol only.
Unfortunately I woke up 4 times for a couple reasons but none being pain. Once to pee, and three times because I was too hot. I got worried about my incisions being damp from sweating (I hate my pre-period hot flashes) so I pulled up my shirt to air my underboob and tried my best to sleep. I hope to feel more rested in a day or so because I know that going back to work is going to be exhausting. Also getting dressed for an office job and successfully blow-drying my hair is a slow chore currently.

Looking at myself this morning, I think it's a good boob day. Yesterday my left seemed higher and now it seems like it may have caught up to my right while I was asleep. Put coconut oil lotion on again for skin tightness. Hoping it eases more as they settle.

Updated on 27 Oct 2018:
Today I drove to my boyfriend's house, about 30 minutes each way. I wouldn't be shocked if I'm sore tomorrow morning.

I applied coconut Vaseline to my chest last night to try to stay moisturized and keep them from being so sensitive. I don't know if it helped much but I slept alright and my boobs were still sensitive in the morning. Today's experiment involved touching one then the other without me looking to see if I'm numb....result: left side is less awake, and I can't feel my left nipple. The right, which has been less tight feeling, feels pretty good so I think it's healing quicker than its sibling. From what I've seen online, that's fairly normal since each breast is a bit different.

I'm thinking of what to do about the stretch marks developing since yesterday. I'm staying hydrated, I'm moisturizing. What else can I do? Advise me ladies.

I might go by Target for some Palmer's and treat it like pregnancy stretch marks. I've been told not to use Bio Oil because of some shady ingredients so that's a no. Perhaps I'll mix some jojoba oil into my lotion.

Speaking of medication, remember that when you take antibiotics...your birth control pills will NOT be as effective as they normally would be. So just assume that they are ineffective til your next period. The surgeon said that activity can be resumed after 5 days but I'm not betting on my pills, nor do I feel like my boobs can handle it right now.

Updated on 30 Oct 2018:
Yesterday was my first day back at work after the full week off (plus weekends). It felt good to be distracted from thinking about what my muscles were doing, so I wasn't in pain or discomfort until late in the day. Around 2pm I started running out of energy, that's the biggest hurdle. Just getting my energy level back to normal is rough. I wanted to, and could have fallen asleep mid-day at my desk lol.

I wore a blouse I like that used to be somewhat loose and flowy, black with flowers. Added a cardigan and it was my average work outfit, just a bit bustier this time. Didn't want to emphasize the change right away, I'm not comfortable with that in the workplace yet. Even a fitted tank with a sweater would be good but my existing sweaters are loose and I don't want to look heavy. That wasn't an issue before, and now I have to consider everything with "does it fit at the waist?" Hopefully some of the new clothes I ordered will add some variety to my work clothes and fit nicely. Gotta stay appropriate for office attire.

Here's a picture this morning after my shower. I think my right is settling in faster than my left, and that's normal according to my surgeon. Every boob is different. One looks tighter as well, although looking down at them, they look the same size to me. So it might just be the angle of the photo, I don't know! It hasn't been that much time and there's still adjusting to be done.

Continuing to put coco and shea butter lotion on in the morning and before bed for the stretch marks I now have. It also just makes my skin feel better and I smell really good haha.

Updated on 1 Nov 2018:
While I still become a fussy child every few nights trying to get comfortable and fall asleep (I was a side sleeper), going back to work has mostly fixed my falling asleep problem. Getting snuggly with the boyfriend is still not as easy as I'd like but I don't feel as fragile now. I changed into comfy clothes at his place last night and noticed my lovely sideboob. Felt good to check myself out in the mirror, I think that's the first time I've done it haha.

He spotted some minor bruising on my left breast, none on my right. Each day they feel a bit better, and I think I popped right up out of bed today...well, almost, it was an improvement lol. He also noticed that they feel a lot softer than on Sunday. He knows to be gentle and checks for progress. It is actually helpful since I can no longer easily see under my boobs.

Keeping up the morning and night time lotion routine, I have no idea if it'll make a difference in the stretch marks appearance but it makes my skin feel much better.

Driving feels more natural today but still odd when I turn quickly. The seatbelt is kind of annoying but better than a few days ago when I didn't want it to touch me at all.

This update is a lame one, no pictures. I'm at work on my lunch break dreaming of a nap. Really looking forward to the weekend. I need sleep! Today is 2 weeks post-op and I've resumed my normal weekly routine minus the energy.

I see the surgeon on Tuesday, all I know is that my steri-strips will be removed. Hopefully he'll say that I can take a regular bath and go do lower body workouts at the gym. No rushing back and wrecking myself at the gym, but I do want to resume light cardio. SOOOOOON.

Ask questions if you like.

Updated on 2 Nov 2018:
I've been really sore today. It's like my boobs knew that it was going to be a rough day. Unfortunately after making it through my first week back at work, I got laid off. So that blows. Trying to focus on the bright side of things.

Morning boob stiffness was bad this morning. Not sure if I was sleeping too flat or just my Tylenol wearing off in the middle of the night. Still minor bruising on my left armpit area. Yellow now. I fell asleep earlier watching Netflix leaning against it a little. I think it's mad now.

Hoping to wake up feeling better tomorrow!

Updated on 4 Nov 2018:
So I'd been told that arnica gel can be really great for pain relief for achy muscles and skin. I probably should have bought some BEDORE surgery, but I only got some last night lol. Easy to find at Target near the other topical relief creams etc. I want to rely less on Tylenol every 6 hours so it seemed worth a shot.

I tried it last night and felt like it did calm my irritated skin a bit. My breasts have felt like everything is sandpaper for a couple days now. My nipples are puffy like they're swollen still too. It's not real cute but there's no funny discoloration, so hopefully it'll go down with time.

I text the surgeon's assistant questions every so often, and she said that it's a slowee recovery when you get larger implants so I'm stuck waiting. Going to ask about returning to the gym for light cardio (walk/bike) and leg machine use, when I can have alcohol again, and when I can take a regular bath at my appointment. I miss baths, and so does my back.

Sleeping well propped up still, being flat is too much pressure right now. I stick my neck pillow under my back for lumber support and have kept a pillow under my knees to keep me from scooting down. Wish I could've slept longer this morning but the dogs were barking.

Happy daylight savings end! I'll post pictures after I get my steri-strips off at my appointment in 2 days. Asked if I could move the appointment up so it could be a day sooner. We'll see.

Updated on 8 Nov 2018:
Day before yesterdayI had my steri-strips removed and the surgeon said everything looked great.... But when I got home I realized that my stitches hadn't been removed! Whoops, probably because they're so tiny. So I went back and got them out yesterday, took 5 minutes.

I've been instructed to do 4 things:
1. Absolutely no sun exposure.
2. Apply the Rx scar therapy got 2 weeks then switch to Mederma. The Rx cream has a steroid in it that should be used no longer than 2 weeks. Rub it into my incisions for 3-4 minutes in the morning and at night. Apply some pressure.
3. Place a silicone sheeting over the incision after the cream. ScarAway reusables can be cut in half and used. Easy, I picked up a box at CVS while I waited for the Rx cream.
4. Go get a zip-up bra and wear it 24/7 for the next month to make sure the girls are fighting off gravity. The first 6 weeks are there most important, so he said. VS was having a buy 2 get 1 free promotion so I now have 3 zip-front sports bras to rotate through.

Updated on 11 Nov 2018:
I've been instructed to wear a good sportsbra that lifts, supports, and push my boobs together. So the VS Knockout bra for the description.... 34DDD and that's the biggest cup size available. Of course that means my left fussy boob is pissed about it. The underwriter dug into my left breast so my momvsuggested putting a makeup sponge in to pad the spot. That worked for about a day. Now I'm feeling claustrophobic, sore, and very frustrated. I need to find a different one asap. For now I'm back in my bandage wrap with a lounge bra on over the top of it to keep it secure. Hopefully I will sleep well tonight, this is exhausting

Updated on 12 Nov 2018:
So here's some photos of products I'm using right now. The Renpure Coco butter lotion is great all over and has been calling for my skin as it adjusts to suddenly having much larger breasts. It's everything-free lol I have eczema and sensitive skin in general so finding the right lotion is often tricky. The Palmer coconut oil lotion was too much for me to put in in the morning but this Renpure lotion feels like it actually absorbs well.
The Rx clobetozol is only to be used for 2 weeks before I switch to Mederma for my scars. It seems like they're fading fast already. I'm wearing ScarAway (cut in half) sheets to keep the incisions covered as well. Maybe in another week I'll take an updated picture of them to compare.

The last photo is of the Arnica Gel that I started using to reduce the muscle pain. I think it helps for a short while.
Thankful that my skin is healing quickly and that even my stretch marks seem less prominent this evening.

Updated on 15 Nov 2018:
Yesterday I went back to the gym for the first time since surgery (I'm cleared for light walking and bike only), and it felt good to be moving more. I walked and read my Kindle for a little over an hour. Pretty mellow.
I met some friends at the gym this morning and walked on the treadmill awhile and then the bike when they went to do weights. No weights for me but I did do a few lunges to feel more productive. Once I got home, I decided to pull out my ankle weights and wear them around the house more if I'm doing chores. It's silly but my muscles need something to hold me over and burn off some energy. Hopefully it makes me sleep better. I'm still job searching so I'm not doing much during the day to tire myself out.

I believe I'm 1 month post-op today, which means photo update! I should make a side-by-side photo next month to show changes. Right now I think I look about the same as last week.

Updated on 16 Nov 2018:
I'm too excited about this. It's been so dry out (wind, heat, fire season) and my eczema has been angry about it.
I've been cleared to take baths finally so I'm stoked to get back into oatmeal baths to calm my itchy dry skin!

Updated on 22 Nov 2018:
Still required to wear my big sports bra until December 4th, and keeping one of these thin bralettes on beneath it to stay comfortable. Wearing the under-bras keep my skin from rubbing but also they push my boobs together just a bit. I know the doctor wanted me pushed together AND supported.
I've been claustrophobic trying to get to sleep every other night, so I've fixed it by taking off my sports bra and putting my bandage wrap back on. It's much more comfortable even if I wrap it a bit too tight.
Happy Thanksgiving! Speaking of turkey, had anyone tried the anti wrinkle silicone pads for your neck or chest? I'm interested after seeing some on Amazon when I looked for more ScarAway pads.

Updated on 24 Nov 2018:
Tonight was a surprise party for a friend, and I wasn't sure how to dress for it with this big sports bra so I swapped it for my wireless plunge bra from Victoria Secret. I had purchased it in case I needed a regular bra for underneath job interview clothes. It might be slightly small but it's close enough for now. I'll buy another bra after my next appointment around week 6.

I ordered a cute wrap dress from Loft and it was just booby enough. It's probably office appropriate if you wear a cami underneath, but tonight I was showing them off a bit. It was pretty amusing to notice the downward glances. Like yes, those are boobs, you see them, it's obvious, ok lol.

Anyways, I can now comfortably hug friends again so that was perfect for this particular situation. Feeling far less fragile than 2 weeks ago. Riding in the backseat of the car and going over speed bumps still sucks pretty bad, most other things feel alright.

When I get cold, I can feel my muscles tighten around the implants which is a weird feeling. It's similar to the way they felt during the first week? Cold = tightness. I don't notice them being tender much anymore.

Updated on 28 Nov 2018:
No longer using the prescription scar cream because the doctor said only 2 weeks, then switch to regular Mederma. Otherwise the steroid in the Rx cream can damage my skin. Still using the ScarAway strips and keeping them on unless I'm in the shower. The Mederma gel is easier to use in combination with ScarAway because it's not so greasy when rubbed in. They stick just fine. I honestly don't care what my scars look like because I can't see them with effort, and I already have a big scar on my shoulder from a previous surgery. Regardless I continue to apply there gel and sheets to keep them covered. They will gradually fade.

My next follow-up appointment is next week and I hope he clears me to go get a regular bra and to do more at the gym than just walking (I can only read and walk so long before I'm bored).

Lessons in having big boobs:
This week I learned the real meaning of boob sweat during a walk with a friend. It was never like this when I was a B lol. Also, if I spill anything or drop crumbs, my boobs catch it all. Whoops!

Updated on 7 Dec 2018:
Two days ago I had my 6 week appointment and my surgeon said that I'm healing great. No need to continue scar therapy, my incisions will fade over time, and it is now ok for me to resume all regular activities. He also said that I should wear a good bra as much as possible until my 6 month appointment in April. I dont know if this is because of the larger implant size or not, but he said that they could settle a bit lower than I may like if I go without support. Of course this order/suggestion is 100% cool with me because I've discovered that bras are actually more comfortable than they were before I got these boobs. And honestly after wearing a big sports bra for a solid month, a regular bra sounds great.

While I am excited to be cleared for all running, lifting, movement etc, it's still a bit daunting. Yesterday I went to the gym and tried to get back in to a more normal workout. The elliptical felt real effing weird so I think I'll stick to the treadmill or stairmaster instead. I attempted some light arm exercises with 5lbs and managed to do biceps but nothing involving chest. I'm not just paranoid, it feels weird in an uncomfortable way. After 6 weeks of not pushing myself physically, I went back to the bar squat rack.... Yeah I could never do much weight but I've reverted back to a tiny 25lbs on each end, and my butt/upper thighs have been incredibly sore since. I'll go back today and hopefully make some more progress. Grow a bit of muscle back, firm up lol.

I need to go bra shopping for something better than my wireless 34DD from Victoria Secret. It worked well for the interim, but it seems a bit small in the cups now. I may have to try a larger size IF THEY HAVE IT (this is the new problem that comes with getting larger boobs. I didn't go crazy big and it's still difficult to find properly fitting clothes or bras in large enough sizes). Perhaps a slightly wider strap, as these ones are pretty narrow and could do a better job holding the girls up.

Whenever I blow-dry my hair upside-down, I kind of hold my boobs with one arm to support them. I used to do this because bending over felt strange but not really anymore. They don't feel heavy to me, I just like to feel them supported and I'm partially paranoid that they need it. I'll probably be paranoid about some movements until 6 months post-op just because I know that's the time span for healing and full drop & fluff. I've heard some ladies say 1 year, but 6 months seems to be the most important general time frame.

We'll see if much changes. They are considerably softer than a few weeks ago which is nice. I was first able to lay on my side without pain/discomfort about a week ago which is great for snuggling and napping. Although I haven't quite figured out sleeping entirely. Lol I do better with leaning against my boyfriend than sleeping alone where I end up moving around during the night. Might need to get a small pillow or something to "snuggle" to keep me in a comfortable position.

I'll post more photos in about a week to chart any changes. Here's one from the surgeon's office lol just me waiting in a robe.

Updated on 18 Dec 2018:
This week I need to go browse Nordstrom and Soma for something more supportive than Victoria Secret wireless bras. Not that the wireless bras I bought aren't comfortable, but I know that they could be better. At least I got 6 of them for $52? Buy 3 get 3 promo, plus my $20 off rewards coupon. Holiday sales make this a much cheaper process.
I also placed an Amazon Wardrobe order for Freya brand bras and a few others in both E & F sizes to see how they fit. A fellow 550cc+ friend from an online group said that it was worth a shot and had worked out for her. I will likely send half of them back, or all of them? Who knows! It's great that I can try them on at home without running all over town just to find a size. Package arrives in 3 days.

Updated on 28 Dec 2018:
Sill haven't had much luck finding a bra that fits properly. The wireless VS bras are still my everyday bra and they are comfortable. I tried a few different brands from Amazon (Freya, Cleo) but I didn't get my sizing right for some.
Went to Soma to get measured and try their bras but OMG old lady bras! Tried a few that were straight up the wrong shape. I paid for these awesome round boobs and half of these bras minimized or made them look sad. Yikes! No thank you, I rather wear lingerie with no coverage that looks great LOL. The quest continues.... Here's a picture from last week.

Updated on 2 Jan 2019:
Big boob problems: you just sweat more. Been trying to keep my decolletage nice and moisturized, but it would give me tiny acne. How annoying. I think I need to just carry wipes around in my purse for hot days to make sure my skin is happy.

Finding the balance between too much and not enough moisturizing is difficult. Continuing to try different methods. This dry winter weather doesn't help. Anyone have recommendations?

Updated on 31 Jan 2019:
Still in search of the perfect bra. Tried a cute one from AdoreMe in sizes 34DDD and 32G. I think my band size is in-between those two measurements. Sticking to my VS wireless t-shirt bra still.
I officially haven't had morning boob in at least a month! And I fell asleep nearly flat on my stomach a couple days ago. Getting more comfortable with time but I still prefer sleeping on my side or back.
Apparently I have to have 200 characters in this text box to be able to post anything. Type type type.

Updated on 5 Feb 2019:
Now that I've got my wonderful, big boobs that I love so much, dressing for certain things is a bit more complicated. Specifically when going to church. In the past few months I began attending an orthodox Christian Church and in a few weeks I'm being baptized. This is great! Wait.. I need to get a white dress. Ok, so I check Amazon. Lots of matronly looking dresses and sexy strappy fitted dresses. T-shirt dress? No belt now means my body becomes a tent pitched by my boobs and I suddenly look 15lbs heavier.
Those dresses that are appropriately fitted at the waist are fine but my new cleavage can become very HELLO THESE ARE MY BOOBS very easily. This is both fantastic (because I love the upper pole I have) and not great (let's not be looking like a floosy in the house of God). Accommodating dress codes can be a challenge when your boobs are larger, have more projection, are a bit in your face. Yet this is also why we get them or like them.
I may just wear a cropped cami underneath my dress to cover a bit of my cleavage, or figure out a makeshift belt to go with a looser dress. Either way, it's time to get creative. The girls shouldn't be on display for baptism BUT I am totally going full cleavage at a friend's baby's 1st birthday party this weekend. I shall pick and choose when and where they are emphasized. Now to wait for these 5 potential dresses to arrive on my doorstep for try-on.
Reality: Try on everything, return most of it. Learning to dress a new silhouette is not easy.
TLDR: You have to put your cleavage away at church, and also when you go to work in a professional office. Otherwise, show off those new boobs at your friend's party, BBQ, etc.

Updated on 13 Feb 2019:
I ordered a bra from AdoreMe that ACTUALLY FIT! As I stepped into it and pulled it up over my chest (yes this is how I put on "pullover" bra styles because I have a smaller butt than my shoulders), I was really surprised. It fit and was very comfortable. I decided it would be worth a chance and, unlike the last 3 AdoreMe lace bras, it actually worked out.

I wouldn't suggest this style for anyone in their first 2 months of recovery because you really need to be in a zip-front bra for that time, and you may not have dropped and fluffed much yet (depending on your body). If you're past 3 months like myself, it could be great for sleep or lounging. The material covers well so you could wear it daily if you like and not worry about your headlights being on lol.

I ordered 34DDD, same as the t-shirt bra from VS.

Updated on 27 Feb 2019:
While I typically sleep in one of my regular bras, once in awhile I feel the need to sleep in a stretchy bralette to escape the claustrophobic feeling of ALWAYS being in a bra. Part of it might be that hormonal burst that makes your boobs swell just enough to be extra sensitive and mildly angry. Regardless, tonight is one of those nights.
I have only slept completely braless once about a month ago. Funny how that used to be my norm. I would also sleep on my stomach or side. Side or back only now. I've only slept on my stomach once accidentally for about 10 minutes before waking up to move into a normal position. I used to fall asleep faster on my stomach, at least that's how I remember it.
Does anyone else have a preference for sleeping in a bra vs braless?

Updated on 1 Mar 2019:
I've gotta say that one thing that has been different since surgery is the sensitivity of my nipples. I lost feeling in my left but became hypersensitive in my right.
Although losing feeling in one or both nipples sucks, it's fairly common. Once in awhile I get a little tingle in my left nipple like it could be healing the nerve back together. I remember the sensation from when I was recovering from clavicle surgery a number of years ago. The area that is numb might not be the actual incision. Sometimes you get a numb spot nearby.
I can actually get some degree of feeling in it mid-cycle around ovulation (thanks period tracker app) because they both get sensitive. I didn't used to get much soreness before my BA, but shove some 590s in there and bam, I get sore now.
Everyone has a different body and different healing process. We'll see if lefty wakes up in the next couple months. If not, hey I guess I can look forward to less potential breastfeeding pain in the future lol.
Surgery is an injury for your body to recover from (my surgeon reminded me of this pre-BA), whether it's elective or not. The human body is incredibly complex (I understand this more as I take pre-nursing classes) and it can bounce back from a lot. Will my nerves heal up to regain feeling in my left nipple? It could, maybe. But if it doesn't, that's ok. It still functions and reacts normally! And I love my boobs regardless.

Updated on 6 Mar 2019:
They look so much bigger when I lay on my side lol. Yes I sleep in a regular bra, it's actually pretty comfortable. Still living in VS lightly lined t-shirt bras.

Has anyone tried any boob pillows to keep from getting chest wrinkles? I see the appeal in keeping the ladies supported in the middle where they try to escape my bra lol.

My 6 month follow-up appointment is April 1st!

Updated on 8 Mar 2019:
I've been having some sharp nerve ish pains in my left breast for a couple days. It comes and goes quickly. Can't tell if it's from nerves healing, irritation from arm exercises (went back to the gym after being sick for a week), or some kind of pocket inflammation. I need to call my surgeon on Monday to see if I can come by for his opinion.

I feel no lumps, there's no discoloration, no other symptoms. Could also be a hormone thing because I had sensitive nipples last week? I have no idea but it's making me anxious.

Sticking to a soft bra for now and avoiding excessive movement (despite movement not actually triggering the twinges). Took some ibuprofen and massaging a little.

Updated on 12 Mar 2019:
So after anxiously waiting for Monday morning to arrive and calling my surgeon to see about coming in about my pain, scheduled it same day 2:30pm.

There's this funny thing that happens once I make an appointment for something I'm freaking out about---it goes away or lightens up. In this case, knowing I'd be going in for a physical exam by an expert is what instantly calms my nerves (ha ha pun intended).

I had been scared that it could be mastitis or capsular contracture. Turns out, he pokes around and concludes the most obvious thing in the world. My body is healing, and will continue healing nerves as time goes on. Shooting pains, random intermittent discomfort is common and resolves itself. Can he say that over the phone? Legally, no. So I come in and he checks me out and I'm clear to go.

But before I go and because I'm at 5mpo, he takes my after photos so I don't have to come back in 3 weeks (right after driving to the other side of the county for school registration). So I expect to receive the before & after photos in the mail sometime soon. I might post a picture of the print and blur out any personal info labeling it.

TLDR: your body is healing, pain happens, be nice to your boobs and take some Advil for a day or two, sure call the surgeon and have him examine you but stop googling your symptoms for godsake.

Updated on 12 Mar 2019:
I feel like I'm done with the drop & fluff process. Looking at my pictures from about 2mpo, my nipples are now in a very natural position compared to the lower spot they were in when my implants were super high. My skin feels good, the initial tightness is gone. They squish a bit now but not quite as soft as what I expect in another couple months.

FYI I still have the same natural gap between my breasts that I had before, it's just not apparent in this photo because I pushed my arms together slightly. Boom! Cleavage.

I posted this photo (on a BA forum) along with my mega-swollen torpedo boobs picture from my first weekend after surgery... Man, it's a process! To see the progress laid out really amazes me. I'm so glad I did it and hope those comparison photos help some woman having a "boobie blues" bad day see that time is your friend in the d&f process.

Currently 34DDD and have not gone out to try on bathing suits YET. That should be fun. Summer is coming...

Updated on 12 Mar 2019:
Here's the photo that decided not to upload with the previous post. Why does it do this sometimes hmm? Click click type type. 200 character minimum. Type type type. Why can't I edit my previous post to add the photo? That would be a nice feature to correct this problem. Can I click submit yet?

Updated on 8 Apr 2019:
So I'm headed to the pool this afternoon as a reward for my study time this past week, and to be honest I want to know what it feels like to swim with implants (and it's finally hot enough outside).
I got rid of my old bikini tops along with my old bras right before surgery in October. But I kept one that wasn't super worn out just in case I wanted to go to the pool.
Here's a picture of a size "large" Jessica Simpson bikini top (it's a few years old but I got it at Macy's). It's hard to see but I am barely held in... My nipple is about to pop out and there's a bit of side boob happening. It's definitely not the right size anymore haha.

Updated on 20 Apr 2019:
This summer I am getting certified as a Nurse Assistant in order to start my journey into the medical field. And so I need 2 pairs of scrubs for the clinical portion of my training. There's tons of different brands and prices online, but I am hoping to stay on the affordable side. Ideally, I would like scrubs that don't make me look like a frumpy mess. 34ddd, 28 waist, 36 hip. My boobs certainly overshadow my waist. I want to look professional.
Anyone have brand or style recommendations for scrubs?

Updated on 23 Apr 2019:
I probably should have posted a scar progress photo already but I kept putting it off. This is after only using the Rx strength scar cream for 10 days then using Mederma and ScarAway sheets for about a month ish. No crazy expensive magic cream.
I gotta say, Dr. Toohey stitched the incisions perfectly. The Keller funnel was not used. I really wasn't concerned about scarring because I don't ever look at the underside of my boob.

Updated on 2 Sep 2019:
I can't believe it's almost been a year already. They feel great and I feel more confident about my body (even on "fat" days I savor how great my boobs look haha).
Just got back from the gym--I have stuck to legs, abs, arms, no chest focused stuff! Once in awhile I'll do arms and I feel the tightness of nearby muscles reach my chest, that's enough for me.
Still trying to keep my chest and boobs regularly hydrated with a good lotion. I referred to a Renpure coconut lotion with Shea in it a few months ago on here, I had to run out and get more (Target online was cheapest FYI). So my scars are incredibly minimal, I really don't ever look at them or notice them at all.
I could probably use a tan but honestly don't have the time for it, nor the want to speckle my skin. The PS had recommended staying out of the sun for the healing process anyways.
My 1 year post-op appointment is set for October 7th, so here's hoping I don't have to reschedule and all is well. Maybe he'll finally give me my before & after photos.

Updated on 9 Oct 2019:
It's really strange to think about how anxious I was about sizing this time last year... I wavered between the 400s and low 500s before trying on the 590s and deciding that I rather have gone big than be mad at myself for enduring surgery for boobs that weren't big enough. It was scary, I got real paranoid. Then again, I am quite an anxious person and have always been nervous about my body. I'm so glad that I chose the larger size because I really do think I would've been dissatisfied otherwise.
Some days I think they're small hahaha I wear a 34ddd! It all depends on what you wear. It's not impossible to hide them--but if you do hide them, prepare to look 10lbs heavier.
My PS said that I've healed beautifully and he will take update photos at each post-op appointment. 6 months, 1 year, 2 years, & 5 years. He wants to be able to track me over that time so he can give his clients real answers when they're smaller women that want larger breasts. For science!
Sensation has returned a bit to my left breast. Lefty isn't dead asleep or giving me discomfort anymore thank goodness. PS says that means the nerves are regrowing and I might have full sensation back with time. Right side is still real sensitive (in a good way) so that could remain or calm down. We'll see.
I hope documenting all this has been helpful to others. It's been fairly therapeutic to have an outlet for healing frustrations and oversharing.
I'll post once in awhile and definitely if there's any changes, but for now I'm just going to enjoy feeling like my implants are a part of me now.

Updated on 6 Sep 2020:
I'm doing alright, the ladies are lookin good, and the prairie dress trend should've stayed in the 1970s.
...anyways, my 2 year appointment with Toohey is next month and I'll post an actual update then. Expecting to be able to go to the office, no pandemic telehealth for this one.

***Pro tip: your dress size will change or need tailoring after BA. I had to buy a bridesmaid dress one size up to accommodate my bust and then pay to have the sides taken in to fit my ribcage. But at the same time, your t-shirt size may not change. Keep your receipts & make sure there's a return policy.

Updated on 10 Oct 2020:
2 years in, he's checking to see if anything looks funny or has migrated. I got the all clear, and "they look great seeya in 3 years!" Toohey says they should remain about the same over the next couple years. Of course the variables that usually effect your BA are the same things that effect your skin. Weight fluctuations, pregnancy, stress. I have remained within the same 10lb range over the last couple years, staying active. Even more active since COVID lockdowns thanks to having access to a shared, in-house Peloton.
Since my BA, I've been trying to be consistent with my skincare in general. Not just my face, but the whole body. I have eczema so I avoid retinol and I often get what looks like allergic reactions to fragranced items. I had a full body reaction to a "natural" shampoo last week...fun. So when I find products that work for me AND don't light my skin on fire, it's magic.
Anything going on my face is also going on my decolletage! My face serum, my moisturizer, my face wash. Moisturizer on boobs is a game of too much/too little. Getting a zit on your boob can happen and it's awkward when it happens, but I've noticed that seems to be a body lotion thing more than a face lotion thing. It may depend on the thickness. Keep that skin happy!
A couple months ago, I tried out one of those silicone chest pads that looks like you're sleeping with a window cling stuck to your skin---not great, not attractive, just accept that you now have enough boobage to give you chest wrinkles.
I'm happy with where I'm at right now, and hope to resist gravity for the next 8 years. I know these aren't lifetime devices, and I think I'd swap them for new ones at the 10 year mark. I'll be almost 40 years old by then, so will I go bigger? Unlikely, unless I step down to a lower profile. It's all a long ways off. Right now I've got my 5 year follow-up appointment set for October 2023. Sure hope that I'm done with school & working as an RN by then!
From what I've seen of Toohey's other work on his Instagram page, I wouldn't hesitate to get Botox etc from him. I recommend him to anyone!

Amazing Doctor and super funny! incredible surgeon and very reputable! He has done my injections as well as consulted me for my tummy tuck and breast augmentation. He is very honest and I have many friends who have gone to him for their cosmetic needs as well!

I was very nervous about getting a breast aug, but Dr. Toohey and his staff made this experience worth all the anxiety. I would highly recommend him to anyone looking for a breast enhancement. I love my results so far and am so happy I listened to his suggestions. Thanks for everything!