I've been heavy since elementary school. I wore a jacket ALL the time to hide them. I was the first girl born after 3 boys and they always teased me in a funny way about being so short and big chested.My brothers would tell me to throw them over my shoulder to tie my shoes and to save my wrists and put my hands behind my back when playing volleyball and all of them told me to give some to their wives!Girls at school used to call me STUFFED. A teacher told me to take off my jacket,nobody was going to steal it. People I babysat for as a teen had husbands that would try to get a peek or feel.GROSS!. Then I got married and all wedding dresses were strapless and i had to wear a bra and kept pulling up the front all through the entire wedding video! When I had my first child my breasts got really enormous so much that I was afraid to breast feed so they could dry up quickly. My second child I chose to nurse since my first born had a lot of trouble with formula. Poor kid I used to fall asleep and cover his face.!. Everyone always looked at my breast first! I am 4'10" and wear a 36H and sick of special orders and they still aren't big enough cup size but to order bigger cup requires bigger 38-40 which leaves me chafed from being to loose underneath.! Then 5 years ago I quit smoking.GREAT but gained weight and trying yoga and they sag to my knees..I walk a lot and they always make me feel like im suffocating and they just bounce all over the place.! Having asthma isnt helping and taking steroids all the time to help me breathe makes me hold more weight so they are all combining to making me very uncomfortable. I am a home health aide and when I bend down to take care of elderly persons feet or legs it feels like my bobs swell up and go in my throat!They get like huge hard balls. I swear they swell as the day goes on and they get bigger. Recently I was cuddling with my 3 year old granddaughter when she slept over and I couldnt move them away to hold her comfortably, they fell under my armpits and she looked at me confused where to put her head.and when I went to strap her in the car seat I had to lean over her and OH BOY poor kid!. Being this short and all this in front of me doesnt give me much arm space to move around!. Im so tired of it.!I hit them on my counters and draws when im braless which I do first thing when i get home from work.! This summers humitity was so brutal and first time I had huge rashes I was afraid wouldnt ever go away to the point I thought of changing jobs to work in an office!. ALL over big boobs! how sad is that. My husband or 13 yr old granddaughter help me get the bra on each day and if nobody is here im in trouble because I cannot hook in front and twist it around without burning my skin which will get worse as the day goes on and i start to sweat. I am terrified to have surgery and I wish there was another way but they are only getting bigger and everybody notices and a few girls have brought up reduction telling me how it would be great for me because I wear my straps off my arm as the day goes by because i cant take the pressure on my shoulders anymore.My cousin who was half my size had it done and said it was nothing compared to the tummy tuck thing she had.! So i called my insurance and they said they would pay 100% if my doc says its needed. My doc says its needed so i go for mammogram Sept 7 and meet the surgeon October 23rd and we will go from there. I hope I have the courage to follow it through. I really need this. I have been sleeping on a recliner over a year because its the only way i am comfortable to sleep.I cant remember the last time I laid flat on a bed! A couple of years ago I had 12 teeth pulled and a lump removed from my tongue that was there for years and I did it all while I was awake and with Novocaine because I couldn't afford to get put to sleep. I grunted through each step but figure if I could survive that and returned home directly with a mouth full of gauze and temporary teeth that I couldn't remove until morning when I had a follow up, and natural birth 2 times , an eptopic pregnancy, appendix removal and hernia repair then I can do this also. I HOPE!!! God help me! I want to be a size C and see my feet and the ground when I walk. I want to cuddle with my grandkids without smothering them .I want to throw on a shirt to run to the store without having to fully engage a bra. Id like to throw a housecoat on if I get unexpected guest without them still protruding down to my belly button. Id like to plug in my coffee pot without having to tip toe the boobs on top of the counter. I want to get the clothes out of the bottom of my washing machine. My list is huge of things I can not do until I get a reduction!. Thanks for this forum to actually out this all in writing I feel better already!. One minute I cant wait and the next minute i shutter the thought!.Thank you everyone for being here! Updated on 22 Aug 2012: Sitting here trying to catch up on posts and watched a lil youtube. That was a bad idea.now im wide awake and its almost 2am. I will be sorry when i head off to work. Im thinking about if it makes a difference when your in your cycle if it effects surgery/recovery.? Im 52 but still get my periods about every 4-8 weeks and just before and during my breasts swell and are sore so im thinking if surgery should be planned when this is not happening. I dont know.im just very squirmy tonight and i need to knick it off because i have 2 months to go!. I was tired all day and probably shouldnt of had coffee tonight either.i think i better take time off from obsessing over this upcoming event that i am so looking forward to getting done and getting on the recovery side.! Updated on 23 Aug 2012: Im putting a call into my dr in the morning and see if i can get a call if someone cancels. I have to wait until oct 23rd because hes booked until then. Wow. He does alot more than Br but i can at least try. Tonight i was at my 8 year old grandson football scrimmage and spent entire time in discomfort and pulling sides of my bra to get relief from the discomfort. I couldnt wait to get home and take the bra off. Between my size and the humidity mixed with my cycle swelling,im a mess.at least with this constant discomfort its helping me to keep my eye on the prize with less doubt Updated on 24 Aug 2012: Called Dr today and there is such a list and I am on it . if someone cancels I will be called. So I feel better now that I may not have to wait 2 months. I took pics this morning and will post when my granddaughter gets off my computer! Updated on 24 Aug 2012: very strange adding those pictures or even taking them with my camera phone,,haha..but figured if im going to do this i better share my part to..since all of you are sharing and it helps me!.im hoping my next pictures are alot prettier than these..haha Updated on 29 Aug 2012: Nothing new to report except i notice some days i cant wait to do this especially when they seem to weigh the most and it's frustrating. Then some days i see the posts of girls not having such an easy time with recovery and i cringe all over again...really im sure i will toss this back and forth until the last minute. Things i was afraid of in the beginning does not scare me now.thanks to this forum but some new fears im picking up from this forum is changing my mind on some days. One day at a time. Updated on 2 Sep 2012: ever since I made the decision to do this im anxious to get it done! ive never been a procrastinator...not enough patience to not swiftly get things done.i want to get it done yesterday..it seems my chest is the biggest problem most of my days,,.Im thinking to look for a doctor that doesnt have such a waiting list. I know October 23rd will come quick enough but Im hating this weight on my chest.! I have not been able to breathe all summer..Today I went out and played football with my 8 year old grandson and it was great and we both enjoyed it but i struggled .Of course i only throw the ball and catch it and sometimes I kick it up in the air.Yesterday I practiced my 13 year old granddaughters cheers with her and amazing how many things I cant do because of this big load in front of me..Im figuring if i write these thoughts and activities in my profile I will have something to look back on when I have those days that I think I can get away with not doing this BR.. I barely can tie my shoes, MY BACK IS FREAKING KILLING ME>! my cute little 3 year old granddaughter wants me to hold her and with the bonkers and the short arms it not easy.!!.Im mad today I think because of all the anxiety of leading up to this decision then having to wait...and all the times just today that they were in my way! ridiculous! Updated on 7 Sep 2012: Had mammogram today.I always had trouble with the left side for some reason.just enough to take extra tests on that side and I would get called in for a redo and a few years ago I went every three months for about a year and nothing was ever wrong that they could tell. Well today she took extra pictures of the left again and she said don't be alarmed if they call me back in about a week for more pictures,,,it would just be because of shadows or?. I said I'm sure I will worry anyway as I was Today when they needed more pictures. And that side really hurt.so I hope all is well in that tissue!!!!! Updated on 12 Sep 2012: Mammogram results today. ----- normal -------. Yayyy. I was a little worried for nothing. One step closer....5 weeks n 6 days to go..... Updated on 18 Sep 2012: 30 days left to wait... yesterday I was upset and thought maybe if I worked harder at losing weight I could skip this be. The thought of wasting time with recovery. Him. Wheel I have asthma and it flared up this past week and I'm now on 50 mg prednisone a day for this week and follow up Friday and go from there. Today added musinex and after 3 doses I finally can breathe and always in my mind was * oh my god please let me get better because I have to be healthy for the br*. Then tonight my 13 yr old granddaughter needed picked up from cheer last minute I threw on a shirt n shorts and looked in the mirror and decided who cares I'm not getting out of the car and i didn't have time to deal with a bra. So I pick her up just in time so she's not standing out alone at night. She decides she needs a few things at the store but was to sweaty to go in the store(she was cheerleading) so I say I'm braless but scree it I'll go in..haha boobs hanging under my armpits and I try to use my purse to coverup some only to realize when I got to the register that 3 buttons came undone and flesh was showing. And all I could say is...oh what the hell I couldn't leave them home.... ridiculous what we go through all day long. Come on October 23rd..!!!! Updated on 18 Sep 2012: I meant 35 days Updated on 19 Sep 2012: so today i spent most of my day in the e.r. my asthma has been so out of control and i sat up all night coughing and taking all my meds every 4 hours. so now with all this medicine and still not breathing that great and knowing i have to give it more time but impatient and worry i wont get better.its almost like a test to see how much patience i can have and to practice keeping my butt still awhile.! now im hoping the ps dont have a cancellation and calls me because now im not ready!. i have to be in great health to have the surgery. hohum.i just had to say this today.!! Updated on 21 Sep 2012: I want to say. I've been sick with my asthma lately and extreme the last 3 days so I've been out of work and trying to mend as quickly as I can. I have not got dressed since I left the hospital Wednesday which means just a nite gown and socks ..no bra since its not comfortable and I need several showers a day for the steam and refresh. Well I'm really noticing today my entire back is killing me. Yesterday I thought it was from the coughing and today I realize its the weight of these breasts that also make big book marks on top of my belly.. much as I hate wearing a bra and never feel supported obviously it offered somewhat support cause I can't even take the soreness in my neck back arms that I blamed straps for. Come on br day and don't let anything interfere with this getting done!!I also found myself carrying them whenever I was walking from one room to another..ridiculous! Updated on 22 Oct 2012: OK so tomorrow the big day with the PS. I to have wondered if I really need this or if my hugeness is my Imagination. My mom says she will choke me if I change my mind. It seems since I made the decision to do this my boobers have gotten bigger and heavier. My anxiety has led to panic at times. My Lil 18 yr old nephew was killed Oct 4 in a car tragedy. I'm so sick about it as is all our family and the entire high school and his football team. He and my sister lived next door to me and it happened near our house. So my nerves are extra shot.. I was thinking how worried I was about having a brief until this happened and at first I thought I should cancel and thought this was not important and then as we had many services I found I can't fit into anything. I'm mourning and lifting my sides of my bra right n front of people cause I was so hot and uncomfortable. So as I start a new job last week it was good for me to get out around people and my first day off I decide I'll relax my nerves and do nothing but sit on this forum and catch up and refocus. Well who would have thought my selfish husband would pick a fight and I got up and went for a long walk and did a lot of thinking and decided I am doing this for myself. Its for me me me. And I have a supportive family and even my sister n mourning laughed and said" look how your taking care of me and pretty soon we are going to take care of you" awwwwww....this is my second marriage and has been a mistake from the start but I settled and decided I'm done with that to. We haven't talked a word since the spat. We are not kids so we know what needs to happen. I want to sell MY house to and move on. ,my kids are grown and I have a hard time every day walking out this door and seeing my nephews bedroom window and thinking of all the football he played in my front yard with my kids and grandkids..I thought I'd share this with my new family of wonderful girls here on a forum that is more tan a forum..you are a family of strong encouraging women... i hope i get thru the appointment tomorrow and i hope im brave and all goes well. My moms neighbor ad br a couple of weeks ago by same ps ad she looks awesome although says she has some pain but refuses pain meds so she has control. Il do exactly what dr says. Im mostly afraid il have a panick attack going in or coming out so il make sure my ps knows i have panick attacks normally so es prepared so i dnt jump and run. Updated on 23 Oct 2012: OK PS was awesome..I went in a wreck..I came out laughing..he said I'm perfect candidate for br and he can easily remove 6 pounds or so and get me to a C cup. Lol...I cant imagine..lol.. he does not use drains. He said it takes about 4 hours and I'd stay overnight and he replaces dressing before I go and I wait about 6 days to remove the surgical wrap and he told me to buy a 3 pack of Walmart sports bras and I'll wear them for about 3 months..lol. I can't imagine!..I can shower from waist Down..he said my skin looks great for someone with heavy breasts and not much stretch marks...I asked about wearing the compression bra that long how do we know if anything is wrong.and he said we don't wanna know.joking.! He had me at ease so quick...I told him bout my anxiety so that won't be an issue...it was just a very pleasant experience!!!. They just wait for insurance which is not usually more than 2 weeks and they're scheduling for mid December which is fine with me!! Updated on 23 Oct 2012: And I must add.he said keep breathing in check because he doesn't want me to have to be on any prednisone for as long as possible before surgery...so far this past week I've only used my nebulizer..huge plus for me!!! Maybe I'll lose some weight by then!!!!!! And only paid $10 copay today!!! Updated on 6 Nov 2012: Ugh so my nerves have shot in every direction possible..I am trying to get on with my life and when this happens,it will happen.but every minute I'm reminded how much of a burden these huge breasts are.I'm uncomfortable at all times and I'm sick of it. Its been two weeks since my PS appointment and he said he sends the letter out and we wait for insurance approval and he said if I don't hear in two weeks to call. So I just called and Paula office lady says she hasn't got dictation back yet but as soon as she does she will fax it directly to my insurance company. so I ask just how long does this "dictation letter" take and she says any time now,so OK I still have to wait for that plus insurance approval..so my last visit they said they are scheduling mid December. and now I ask when he's scheduling and she says they are now into January...so now I'm thinking if someone don't move their ass I'm going to be into waiting longer and ts driving me crazy( short trip)..good thing my insurance is not scheduled to change..I've never been good at waiting and this hurry up and wait has been going n since august.OK I'm finished complaining.I'm going to have to deal with these things and enjoy every day.I'm sure my jobs will be happy!!!. Good luck to the rest of you who are waiting and thank you to those sharing... Updated on 14 Nov 2012: One step at a time..my PS secretary called this morning to say they got the dictation and its been faxed to my insurance company. So now I wait for approval and will finally get my date. Oh God.!! Everyday these bags get in my way.... I know I don't have another option to get them smaller..I'm so short and they drag so low that I caught it on the kitchen draw handle. I think these annoyances will keep me from backing out!! My PS says they're very dense so whatever that means I'm sure has to do with the weight..both hands now numb a lot so hoping this relieved also. Now at work we wear those vests that go around our neck and have pockets to put stuff in.ha.are they kidding...I don't need more weight around my neck!!..also my moms friend who had her br last month updated me saying its no picnic ad I'm still sore. Freaked me out a bit but thought she also never took pain pills,drove the next day and did all as if she didn't have surgery....idk. I'll update soon as I get a date... Updated on 19 Nov 2012: I got approval notice in the mail as I was leaving for work so I will call in the morning and see if I get an appointment scheduled,, Honestly as soon as I read the letter I got a headache..like its starting to move closer! although a lot has been going on in my personal life with 3 deaths in the last 6 weeks and starting a new job etc.so hard to say where all the anxiety is coming from. i know I was up all night and a long day of work today and i cried at work and sent myself to the back to work alone for awhile until I could gather myself GEEZ..i don't know if i'm coming or going half the time!.well most of the time. plus one of the family loss was my 18 year old nephew and my sister is a wreck and I try to help her and there isn't a thing I can do to bring him back or put that smile back on her face and its so darn hard. The other 2 losses was my moms sister and brother weeks apart so i'm trying to comfort her.... It also is making me think maybe I can't do this br...I know I need to get this damn load off my chest ,,but wish I didn't have to go through the ordeal.!.i'm probably talking out of my head because i'm tired and stressed and nervous..mostly worry during recovery i might have anxiety that I cant control..my moms friend keeps saying shes uncomfortable 6 weeks later and the burning etc,but i'm trying to also remember she never took any pain pills and drove 2 days later and washed her own hair and everything she wasn't supposed to do for awhile..but its hard not to listen to her tell me how its not a picnic!..I took more pictures and saw how disgusting i look naked haha,amazing how different they look on film!..i'm putting up pics and hope my next pics will be of these being up where they belong.! Updated on 20 Nov 2012: got my date,even though it seems along time away,its actually good,it will give me time to get rid of this cough ive had since september!.im sure i will go back and forth with the emotions..my lil sister told me try to put it out of my head until then,hahaha,,could if i didnt have to move these things out of my way all day long.haaaa,cant believe it,m sure the time will fly by! Updated on 1 Dec 2012: i got a fracture in my back from the deep uncontrollable coughing i have been doing and spent the day in the hospital on morphine and breathing treatments and now home on pain meds and rest..this is a test of how i will do for the br because already 24 hours later and i cant stand doing nothing.although with the br i should be able to get around without this kind of pain..at least i know im not allergic to the stuff pumped in my iv,,ive had this cough for a couple of months and im hoping for good snow to clean the air,ive had chest xrays and that eased my mind for something serious because i surely was starting to worry about my health! Im always wondering if I will carry through with this plan..Im trying not to think about it until the time comes and see what happens but lately with this 2 months of breathing issues im so glad I didnt have this cough after my br,that was an aweful cough,now im on 80mg of prednisone which is another thing my ps said i need to be off before surgery ,,i've taken that off and on for years because of the asthma,so im hoping losing these chest tanks will help that breathing and i pray pray that i dont chicken out, I know siting in the hospital yesterday in pain i was wondering if i can get through that,! although there will be a god outcome from a br.although my nurse had no trouble telling me her 18 year old daughter had that some time ago and it was awful and she had to take her into boston bla bla,,i didnt need to hear that for sure! so now im doped up between the prednisone which i've had about 4 days now and will until monday when i go back and see how i'm doing and taking the tramadol which im not sure iof it does a thing but i can say today im not in the pain i was in yesterday and i only coughed about 3 times severe enough to feel like my back was blowing out so i get someone to press as hard as they can on the spot while i cough gently,i try to move around and take deep breathes,,this is all the same stuff i will be doing for HOW LONG after the br..?? i suck at doing nothing!! had to vent and so glad to know you girls! Updated on 4 Dec 2012: ok got my paper work with dates,,its getting more real..lol...so pre-op is february 14th at 10 am. surgery is february 27th at 1030 am post op appointments are march 4th and march 11 both at 9 am ok i got that out there,no turning back no,,, i am so hoping i get feeling back in my fingers regularly after this also,i am counting on alot of good things to happen with this but now if i have a healthy recovery and dont have to carry these bags around il be so happy..even when i hurt my ribs and in the hospital it was embarrassing the dr trying to find rib cage and i had to pick the boob up out of the way,! because of course i was braless everyday i find more reasons to add to my list to keep focused on the prize and dont chicken out...it will be nice to cross my arms again to,lol...whoo hoo,imagine imagine imagine.this week of sitting gave me good practice as what to expect but i sure am getting cabin fever ive been here since friday morning but glad i can move around better.so i will have a little idea when i have my surgery how it will be to do nothing but eat sleep rest walk deep breath(which was difficult with this rib fracture)but i now can take a deep breathe today without pain,,alone today makes me a little nervous,ive been walking around carrying my cell with me just in case..haha..gee im a ball of nerves,, Updated on 8 Dec 2012: Checking in. I'm watching an old Roseanne show and she's having a breast reduction. Ha.. today is à day that I'm looking forward to it again with less fear. I've lost ten pounds with this back injury I recently I had so I'm happy with that and all I really did was really watch my sodium intake because taking eighty milligrams of prednisdone a day for awhile can make me swell so I was careful. Seems everything I do lately is a test run for the breast reduction. Especially having others do stuff for me was the hardest and realizing my husband wouldn't be much help. So we had the talk when I realized he was sitting out and letting mom and my dear friend do everything a and I've learned he just wanted to stay out of the way and said he figured if there was a problem or a need for him that I would notify him. Ha. silly man. And the pain meds and morphine along with steroids made me emotional enough that he was afraid of me. Hahahaha.so back to work last night went well.only in pain when I cough and have to push real hard on my back and its so much better. So happy because I want to get back in great health before my br February 27.. Moving closer. I'm going to finish watching Roseanne surgery in comedy. Love you all Updated on 15 Dec 2012: days like today i.want to remember later! im so uncomfortable.. bra band feels tight and binding all day.feels like im swollen im sure horomones. i cant wait to get home and take this bra off.! every edge feels sharp against my rib cage. my shoulders burn. the weight is torture. . il be so glad february 27 th and hope my recovery isnt to bad.but if it is i want to remember how bad i feel today and realize the br will only last a short time and never have to carry this weight again.so recovery wont be as bad as i am now. Updated on 29 Jan 2013: finally feeling better! Ive been nervous for months because of my asthma acting up and worried i would be sick on my surgery date but saw a specialist today for the breathing and good news i dont have copd or emphysema.yay me..ragweed has been my problem he feels but anyway i feel great today and had my physical therapy so had a great day! i cant remember last day i had it so good with the aweful breathing and i was so worried my appt will be cancelled,,i cant believe im down to 4 weeks to go.! ive been getting my room ready,,took the wheels off the bed so i wont have to climb into it,and have been practicing laying in there,,lol..next week is my blood work and the 14th is pre op,.i cant wait to be done with this! Updated on 14 Feb 2013: pre op was good,he had me laughing a few times..he was leaving the room so i could get dressed before we talk so i will be more comfortable and i said im more comfortable without the bra on,haha..he took pictures,,he said he will take off 6 pounds and going to try to not have to do a fng..but may have to by how low they hang,,my biggest fear! only because mentally im not prepared for that.He also said he may have to go high in the cleavage because i have a bridge from one breast to the other.looks to me like thats from the weight..he said those 2 things he will ry not to do but is a possibility! he said if i get a cold its a no go.! ive tried so hard to not get sick,now my other half has a cold and stayed home from work,i swear he tries to get me sick so i wont go thru with it,,i hate thinking that way! ps said he will use as many invisible desolving stitches as possible for less scarring and i will probably end up a full c..all of my pre op stuff was good,,blood work, ekg,mamagram..he will change the bandages the next day and once im eating and using the bathroom and comfortable he will send me home! He also said I can take a xanax the night before because he wants me to get a good night sleep! well that wont happen without the xanax,lol. february 27th come on!! Updated on 17 Feb 2013: Omg 9 days to go have a sore throat a little and stuffy nose . I get that way at work thinking I shouldn't work next week cause if I have a cough they won't do the surgery that would be awful cause my sister already booked a flight to come stay with me and it wasn't cheap and my sister in law took the week off she's about a nurse and I took 2 weeks off. Hoping I can get they this in the next 24 hrs. Heck I'm ready to not work this week just to not be around the perfume and dust from relocating everything I'm the store!! Updated on 20 Feb 2013: 6 days to go..i actually am getting very excited to get er done! i dont feel nervous today! thats a plus..had some bad rashes today from not wearing a bra for about 12 hours,,they hung down on my belly and that skin on skin made a mess of my belly..im so glad i wont have to deal with it this summer! last summer i struggled every day to get thru the heat,,i would soak wash clothes in cold water and put them under the bottom half of my bra just to get through the day..im so ready and so excited!!! I am addicted to american idol and we have a meeting set up for my hospital room for 8pm next wednesday,,haha and all my support girls are willing to watch it on a 12" screen at the hospital just to be with me,,awww im so blessed to have so much support..they are such a great group of girls!! trying to talk my husband to stay with his sister and he is refusing,ugh..one bathroom,4 girls and one man,,,mmm,i think he is just thinking of all the good meals he is going to get!.im excited ive lost 7 pounds and i havent used my nebulizer in 12 days so far,! havent gone a day without that in many months! so my prayers are being answered trying to not be sick on surgery day and getting my health tip top! moms ear surgery is healing nicely and she should be able to hear in the next couple of weeks the dr said...my grandson got put to sleep today to get 4 jammed teeth pulled and he was puking his guts up when he woke poor baby but is his old self already and he says we are recovery buddies,,,lol,hes 8! so everybody is good and its almost my turn!!. I told him yesterday I was going to get a new grandson if he couldnt be nice to his 4 year old sister so when my son picked them up i asked my grandson to tell his tell his dad what im going to get NEW (meaning new grandson)and my grandon says *new boobies*.. Updated on 26 Feb 2013: Its here omg cant believe it! My sister has directions to post to you all when i come out.. love you all. Thank you so much for your support! I hope i dont run! And i hope i wake up happy!!! Updated on 1 Mar 2013: yesterday was better than today my breathing acting up from coughing up junk..the period isn't helping,,anxiety has kicked in,my sister and sister in law taking good care of me.low grade fever last couple days,,chest feels heavy,and haven't moved bowels since Wednesday, can't remove wrap until Monday at follow,not that I'm in a hurry but they feel tight Updated on 1 Mar 2013: Hi ladies I hope you are all doing well today.I seem to improve through the day.I can't believe the process. so here goes some updated pics,LOVE TO ALL MY SISTERS HERE AND GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WAITING, DON'T BE AFRAID Updated on 20 Feb 2014: quick update..one year next week feb 27 and on the 28th my same ps is doing surgery on my hand so im hoping for a good outcome,,trying not to be nervous because after a br this should be a peace of cake and i trust the ps one hundred percent.! Updated on 22 Mar 2014: Everything is going great ! Still some parts have no feeling but all nerves react so may need more time but if not it's not a big deal! I don't notice unless I don't wear a sport bra for entire day. Had hand surgery by same surgeon February 28 and it's doing great also. This ps definately puts me at ease quick. Now he has physicians assistant who I saw a few times and my first visit I had lump and pain on top of my hand and knuckle swollen and she had no idea why. He would have eased my mind but luckily it was better the next day and I have feeling in my fingers I haven't had probably 30 years! Why we wait so long to improve ourselves I'll never know why!! This doctor is the best!! When I was in his office a patient said he travelled a ways to come see him cause last ps he had cut the nerves and he wants this ps to do his surgery cause he heard so much about him !! I agreed and said he is the best and is travel to see him to.! Hope you all are having an easy recovery and those waiting try to stay focused on the end result it's going to change your life for the better!!! 100%! I look at old pictures and can't believe that was me!! Good luck am happy healing!!