Like a lot of ladies here, my breasts didn't really grow much after primary school. I always liked the way that they looked - their round shape and perkiness - but I would always say that they would be perfect if they were just bigger.
I've been a 32A for as long as I can remember, but I never really filled that out - there was always that gap. I then started wearing heavily padded 34As (which still had the gap, but not as bad as the unpadded ones) which complemented my body as I have a small waist and larger hips.
I always thought of having a breast augmentation, but thought it was something out of reach for me. With that, I resorted to a number of things that have been said to make breasts grow: contraceptives, the Noogleberry (oh goodness, ha ha), Fenugreek, and more recently, subliminals. Needless to say, nothing worked!
I can't believe I am finally getting my breast augmentation. I am incredibly excited!
Updated on 18 Jul 2018:
At the end of June, I went for two consultations with two surgeons in Johannesburg. Both were absolutely lovely gentlemen.
The first doctor measured me, took pictures and came to conclusion that I could only get about 250cc's, which he said would take me to a B-cup, as I have tight, firm breasts. Needless to say, I was a little disappointed, as I have always wanted to be a C-cup. To me a C-cup would balance out my slightly larger hips (I am pear shaped).
Doctor Number 2, Dr. Braun, was really friendly and welcoming, and for some reason that surprised me. When it came time to be examined, he looked at me and said "What about a C?" That's exactly what I want! I tried on a sizer, which I felt looked OK at the time, but after some days felt that perhaps it was a little too small. He also measured me, and came to the conclusion that it would be 255cc's for me. He said that not much else would fit in there. He also showed me some pictures of his work and they looked quite good, and showed some results that could be similar to mine.
Now some days after my consultations and lots of Googling, I started to get a little worried because A LOT of people say that the 250-range of implants are quite small. There is conflicting information out there and I'm not sure what to believe. Luckily I started to find other ladies with smaller implants, and they looked pretty good, some even going up to D-cups. Some say that smaller implants go a long way on those who are petite, which I hope will be the case for me.
Nonetheless, I have booked another consultation with Dr. Braun the day before my surgery, just to talk a little more in-depth about my expectations and what is possible for me. I really don't want to wake up and find myself small. I don't want go through everything only to have barely noticeable results (to me). I want to see a difference, and I certainly don't want any of my old bras to fit! (except the B- and C- cup bras that I bought about 5 years ago when using my Noogleberry - which I believe harmed my breasts a little, but that's another story!)
Anyhow, the excitement grows everyday and I cannot believe this is finally happening for me!
Only 6 days left!
Updated on 7 Aug 2018:
After doing a lot of research about how small of an implant the 255cc is, I decided I wanted to bring this up to my surgeon. I didn't want to wake up with a small chest with not much difference. I also didn't want to be able to fit into my pre-op bras, as the bras that I have always worn have been too big for me.
So I requested a consultation the day before my surgery, expressed these concerns, and he measured me again. That's when I heard that my BWD is 10.5. He said he would also order one size up from the 255s, which is 286cc's. He also said that he had already decided to give me the highest projection. My surgeon did say that he would try the bigger size on during surgery, but if it looked ridiculous, he would go back down to the 255's. I appreciated that, I think its great that he wanted me to look as natural as possible, because I am quite petite.
Updated on 7 Aug 2018:
My boyfriend and I got to the hospital at 6am. I signed all paperwork and was shown to my private room. I changed into the gown and soon Dr. Braun came in at about 07:20 to take photos and do his marking on my chest. He said that I would be the first one in theatre!
Let me tell you, Dr. Braun is such a lovely doctor, he really is so so nice and has a great energy. Even my boyfriend, who had never met him before, said he seemed like a nice guy.
The anesthesiologist (anesthetist?) came in and introduced himself, and again, lovely gentleman. I was hoping I would get the oxygen mask but nope, I would have to put my big girl panties on and deal with the intravenous!
They wheeled me away and had me in a waiting area of sorts. One nurse came and asked me what I was getting done. I told her I was getting a breast augmentation. She asked to see, I showed her and she said “Well, there’s really nothing here anyway!” True, ha ha!
I was shivering when I got into theatre. I don’t know if it was due to it being slightly colder in there or if it was nervousness. They gave me another heated blanket, the IV was put into my arm, I got the oxygen mask again, and I was out.
I think my procedure took less than an hour. I remember waking up in recovery and looking at a clock that read 08:18. I immediately felt for my chest and oh - the joy that enveloped me when I felt that I finally had my implants! It was like a dream come true and I was so happy that there was no complication that stopped my process. I then started laughing (goodness) and the nurse asked me why. I told her it was because they were “so hard!). She probably thought I was nuts.
Updated on 7 Aug 2018:
I was in and out of sleep and in no kind of pain. I actually was never afraid of the pain and kind of knew I would be able to handle it. It just felt like I had done lots of push-ups, and even then, it wasn’t bad at all. Obviously I was hooked to an IV that was pumping pain meds into my body. At some point I felt nauseous, but that was resolved soon.
I woke up to some flowers from Dr. Braun too!
Updated on 7 Aug 2018:
As I’m minding my business sleeping and basking in the joy of my new breasts, a nurse noticed that my left breast was slightly more swollen, or abnormally swollen. She put an ice pack on it. The night nurses continued checking on this breast and one of them then told me to not eat or drink anything after 22:00.
The next morning Dr. Braun came in and had a look and said I’d need to go back into theatre to drain the hematoma that he developed. Again I was the first in that morning. I was reassured by Dr. Braun and a new (lovely!) anesthesiologist that it would be a quick, uncomplicated process.
Thank goodness they didn’t have to do the whole process of inserting another IV.
Before I knew it I was back in my room. The only concern I had was that I’d have to stay another night, which was not the case, thank goodness.
A nurse showed me the way I was to massage, I was discharged at around 14:30 and got some pain meds, anti nausea meds and sleeping pills.
Updated on 7 Aug 2018:
These are pictures from the day after my procedure, but the same day as my hematoma procedure. Still a little swollen but we’ll see how it resolves.
Apparently my surgeon doesn’t bandage or “bra up” his patients immediately after surgery, so this is how I left the hospital. I thought it was a little strange but after a little Internet research, I saw that it’s not as uncommon as I thought.
Updated on 14 Jan 2020:
Here we are a year and a half post op!I had a hematoma and had to go back into theatre the next morning. They drained it and it has improved greatly, but there is still a slight hump on that breast. I have showed it to Dr. Braun.
Overall I am happy with them but I do wish they were much bigger.Unfortunately I still have to wear heavily padded bras to get the look that I want, but at least am a 34C now.
I might want to go bigger because I want to get my padded bra look without the padded bra. Dr. Braun said it would be possible.
They look much bigger here than they do in real life.