I went to consultation knowing that I did in fact want a breast augmentation. I've wanted one for years. It took me a while to save up for it. I'm 27, mommy of one, and breastfed for a year. I never had much boobs to start with. All throughout middle school and high school I was called "pancake [RS bleep]". I didn't have boobs until I got pregnant and while breastfeeding I was a 38C. I've since lost all my baby weight. I'm 5'3" and 114lbs and my boobs have deflated to a small barely-fill-the-cup 34b. I have no volume at the top of my boobs. They're small and sad looking in my opinion. Anyways my ps and I decided on the silicone 400cc under the muscle inframammary incision. My ps said that he thinks the 400cc will give me a C cup. I was hoping for a D cup but I guess we'll see what happens. My surgery is on the 28th of this month. I'm nervous and excited at the same time.
Updated on 24 Jan 2015:
I'm trying to figure out how to add pictures here of my pre-op area. Lets see if this works.
Updated on 24 Jan 2015:
This is a pic of me with the 400cc in my bra. I love it! The ps said that it'll be smaller than it looks there because it'll be placed under the muscle. I'm hoping not that much smaller. I want big boobies! lol
Updated on 25 Jan 2015:
My mom is one of those judgmental hypocrite types so I've been keeping her in the dark about my upcoming surgery. My brother must have spilled the beans to her even though he promised not to because she has been blowing up my cell phone with angry and dramatic text messages. In the last one that she sent she told me that I'll probably die during surgery and said goodbye. It's making me mad because I'm already feeling nervous about surgery as it is. I already know that it's possible to die during surgery from the anesthesia, even though that is usually caused by a rare hereditary condition. I'm trying not to think about that right now. I am seriously considering blocking my mom's phone number until after surgery because I don't want to be even more nervous than I already am. :-/
Updated on 27 Jan 2015:
I was feeling super nervous all day at work. It's funny how as soon as I get home and take a nice, warm bath I'm all relaxed now. My surgery is tomorrow! I'm excited!
Updated on 28 Jan 2015:
I had my surgery around noon. I was supposed to have it early but I was so anxious that my heart rate was very high. After a few hours the anesthesiologist ordered versed(sp?) and then they wheeled me to the OR. The last thing I remember is the anesthesiologist saying that he was putting stuff in my I.V. to make me go to sleep. I felt a burning sensation. The room started spinning and I went out. I woke up in recovery room thirsty and in a lot of pain. I am going to be honest here. This is the worst pain that I've ever felt before in my life. It hurts to move at all and the car ride home sucked so bad. No nausea or vomiting. I am eating chicken lemon rice soup, applesauce, and water. The pain from my armpit, through my breast that feels like two heavy bowling balls, and my breastbone hurts. It hurts to breathe in. I hate this. I don't think I would've got the surgery had I known it was going to be this bad and this is coming from someone who went through natural childbirth I'd NEVER have went through the surgery. I'm not trying to scare anybody. I'm just being honest. Everyone's experience is different. I hope the pain reduces soon.
Updated on 29 Jan 2015:
I feel the same as yesterday but I've been getting up and walking around. I have spams in my right breast each time. They suck. I'm hoping it gets better. Here's a picture. It looks weird but I have the dressings on and was too scared to remove them. Excuse the greasy hair. I need someone to dry shampoo my hair.
Updated on 30 Jan 2015:
The friend that I had staying with me since surgery had to go back to work this morning so I'm on my own for the next 12 hours. So far I have been doing alright. I got up out of bed alone and set my alarm so that I can take my medications. It seems like the pain is getting easier to manage now. For those of you who have had children it feels as though my breasts are engorged with breast milk that needs to be expressed, the heavy feeling. I get random zingers in my right breast every time I sit down from walking around but I am confident that the pain will improve even more. I took another picture of my boobies. :-)
Updated on 1 Feb 2015:
My mom came around yesterday and was nice to me. I was surprised that she wasn't being mean to me for having decided to get breast implants. She visited me and brought chocolate, a heart shaped balloon, slippers, and a zebra print top. She said that she would've brought me a bra but she didn't know what size I'd wear. I have a 36D Under Armour sports bra that fits me right now. My brother also visited and brought me food. I like when people visit and bring me things! Lol :-) On the downside I made the mistake of allowing my aunt in when she showed up unannounced at my door. 14 pain pills ended up missing once she left and she had nerve to ask me for 6 more. Now all I have is one pain pill left and I'm trying my hardest not to use it. I can't believe how selfish addicts are. It makes me so mad when I cannot even trust a relative. On the plus side I have made it through today with just extra strength Tylenol. Has anyone had constipation? I haven't had a bm since the day of surgery. It's been 4 days and my tummy is gassy and bloated. :-/
Updated on 3 Feb 2015:
I went to my post op appointment yesterday. My ps said that everything looked fine. I'm no longer on any pain meds and I finally pooped. Woohoo! Lol. My boobs still get the engorged feeling but it's bearable. The only thing that is driving me nuts are the itchy incisions. It has been itching so bad all day and night. I put ice on it as temporary relief. I will be so glad when the incisions are healed and stitches removed.
Updated on 4 Feb 2015:
It's after 3pm and I've somehow managed to make it through the day without a nap. I tried to be productive today. I did the dishes for the first time post op. I have a side gig that I sometimes work at from home. I worked for a whole 3 hours before I just got too exhausted and laid down in bed. I took a shower hoping that would help me feel refreshed but that just seemed to make me feel even lazier. I'm cooking my first meal post op(I've been eating a lot of carry out lately). The struggle is real. Lol. I took 2 new pics of the girls. Also, I was cleaning out my purse and came across my Sientra identification card that says the size of my implants. It turns out I have 415cc high profile instead of 400cc although I'm sure that 15cc doesn't make much a difference. When I look in the mirror I am very happy with the size. :)
Updated on 6 Feb 2015:
This morning my nipples feel extremely sensitive for some reason. It might be because I am due for my period to start. All I know is I accidentally brushed them against my blanket while getting out of bed and it felt like they'd been dragged through broken glass, thousands of needles, or some other painfully sharp object. That combined with my aching right arm I said screw trying to deal with clients right now. I don't know how I'd be able to act all cheerful. Maybe I'll feel better on Monday.
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Updated on 9 Feb 2015:
I wonder if surgery can mess with female hormones or if maybe my body is just being weird. For some reason my chest area has been breaking out bad. It's gross and embarrassing. I hope it clears up before bikini season. :-/ Also, tmi territory but my period was due to start a few days ago. This morning I had pink discharge. I thought that it was my period starting but by afternoon it had stopped. No cramping which is highly unusual for me since I am one of those unlucky ladies who always gets terrible cramps on the first day complete with nausea, vomiting, and fainting. The only other time I've ever had pink discharge like this is when I was pregnant, but there is no way possible that I'm pregnant. I don't know what to make of this. I'm thinking that aunt flow is just messing with me and going to hit me big time later on. :-/ Anyone else experience either of these issues?
Updated on 11 Feb 2015:
My period ended up starting full force. Also, my daughter has a runny nose and cough but no fever. Her doctor said it's just a virus. Last night my throat started to feel scratchy, stuffy nose, sinus pain, sneezing, and my chest feels congested. It looks like I caught her cold. :( My boobs are still looking good at least.
Updated on 17 Feb 2015:
After an alert from my bank that I am reaching my minimum balance, I've decided that I must go back to work. I know that physical labor jobs are supposed to be 6 weeks off(I work in a warehouse) but I can't afford to take any more time off from my main job. My second job decided that instead of paying us each week they're going to pay us twice a month. That's bogus. I can't sit around waiting that long Any more unpaid time off would be suicide. I'm a single mom. I have rent, bills, groceries, and a daughter to worry about. I'll be 3 weeks post op tomorrow and I'm going back to work in the morning. I'm not looking forward to it but I have to do it. On the bright side I will have a short 3 day work week so my first week back will not be too hard on me(hopefully). I'm sure I could use the allure of my new boobs to my advantage to get my male co-workers to lift and move the heavy items for me at work. I have to focus on the positive.
Updated on 19 Feb 2015:
The boobs are still doing well, aside from what feels like an air bubble near my incision on the right side. They look symmetrical, no bruising, or any physical signs that anything is wrong, even in the spot where I feel the air bubble. It's so weird. I feel like I am experiencing boobie greed though. I have on my 36D Under Armour sports bra today and I notice that it is not as snug as it was when I first wore it. :-( I don't want my boobies to get smaller. Please, boobies stay at a D cup.
Updated on 3 Mar 2015:
I had a post op appointment last Monday. The air bubble thing that I had near my incision went away, as my PS said that it would. I am so glad because it was freaking me out. I've been doing good, boobs seem to have softened instead of being hard. The only issues I've been having are hypersensitive nipples and the gap between my boobs. I wish I'd actually get some cleavage instead of that huge gap between my boobs. I've been doing the massages to push them inward. I bought new bra's but they're still the boring wire free, non-push up sports bra kind. I will be so happy when I can finally wear a normal bra. I really want to go on a Victoria's Secret shopping spree and I want to see what my final size is. I'm still hoping that they are a D.
Updated on 13 Mar 2015:
I know it's supposed to be still too early to know the final size but I want to buy new normal(non sports bra) bra's so bad! I happened to have a 36C bra from pre-op when I used to wear another bra with lots of padding under the 36C bra. I tried it on and my boobs caused the middle of the bra to nearly split. I looked online at bra size calculators according to bust and underbust and I'm getting so many different size calculations based on my measurements that it's driving me insane. My bust area is currently at 37 and under the bust is 30. One calculator said that I'm a 34E, another said 34C, and one that was ridiculous said 30G. I'm so confused on how to figure out boob measurements. My boobs look small to me. I'm having a serious case of boobie greed, I think because I am wishing that I went bigger and I'm wondering if my boobs will ever move closer together so that I can have cleavage. They look too far apart.
Updated on 24 Mar 2015:
I ended up going bra shopping and that was a much difficult task than I'd thought it would be. Pre-BA I'd actively seek out the padded bra's. Now it seems like a job in itself to find a bra that is not heavily padded, a sports bra, or something that an old granny would wear. Buying a bra with padding seems like it would just defeat the purpose of why I even got my BA in the first place. I wasn't sure what size to try so whenever I found a bra that I liked I just grabbed different sizes to try on. I managed to find a pretty pink flowery bra. It was a 32D and fit me great. Of course I was unable to find any more bra's of that size so I went to a different store. They also did not carry a 32D but a lady there told me that I should try 36C. After the 36C bra incident in my previous post, I was wary of trying a 36C but when I put on the 36C at the store it seemed to fit good. 36D was a little too big. I went to a different store and of course they didn't have 32D or 36C but they did have a 34D that fit well. I'm totally lost on what my bra size is. I guess each brand can vary in size and I'll have to keep trying different sizes on. Also, I may have to accept the fact that my cleavage is not going to move closer together. I've been doing the massages to try to push them closer together but my cleavage gap is still 3 finger width apart.
Updated on 11 Apr 2015:
I had a post op appointment this past Monday. Ps said that all looks great and sent me home with Mederma scar cream. I don't have another post op appointment again for another year now. I am really loving that I no longer have to wear heavily padded bras and padding to make it look like I'm busty. I love that I feel like I look more like a woman instead of a little girl. I also love the stares that I get now. I guess you can say that I'm loving the boobie attention lol :)
Updated on 23 Mar 2017:
It's been a couple years now since I got BA. Aside from hypertrophic scars in my underboob crease(where incisions were), everything has been smooth sailing. I am still loving my boobs, glad I got them done. :) These pictures are from a recent photo shoot.