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oy vey that was me Tori logged in by my old name by accident :)

Hey Meltyface Glad you had a fun holiday Heres to getting out in the world and enjoying life! I have a similar thing going with my cheeks ..NLF's where filler was injected and am sure it's lymph fluid which fills and drains ..I find it is better when I avoid face exercises in that region and do "lymph draining" instead ...also am doing castor oil without heat at night and then also something called Tamanu oil which has helped me with psoriasis but is a cure all for skin conditions so I figured WTF I'll try it for this mess ..and I believe the choline supps are really helping ...my zygomatics are slowly coming back and they ache a lot lately ...like sore muscles . yay ...I still look as if my face is hanging off the bones under bad light ..but hey at least having small signs of hope. you are soo right about time ..lots of it ho hum but whos counting right lolol

Oh please please do pitch that idea ! lol (overcome with excitement) ..I've envisioned that book for months ... you have any bites let me know! .. if you need personal stories, medical or health journaling etc I would be happy to submit or you can use my comments on here.. sure many of us would be willing to ... this is absolutely a story that needs to be told and an industry that should be exposed.keep us posted xx

this is ToriS btw ..somehow logged in under my old name ..cheers

Girl I hear that! It is really hard to be involved with someone when your self confidence is at an all time low ...also hard to be progressive with job stuff ...or assertive in any area for that matter. Be proud of just maintaining some level of normalcy. It is admirable considering what you're going through (no joke).. a good friend gave me some advice years ago when I was going through some sht ..he said "do what it takes to get through the day without focusing on this" ..he sent me a set of Harry Potter books for a nice escape. Maybe not the most constructive approach ..but remember you're being courageous.. in essence fighting a very uphill battle. you will feel and look like your pretty self again someday.