I can't understand, after such a terrible and ongoing nightmare, your satisfaction is listed as "fair".
Must take a lot to upset you. Time to get a lawyer who'll go pro-bono. Good luck hunni, I'm sorry this happened to you.
Poor baby. As you have no issue with the appearance of the breast it does not seem to be an aesthetic concern for you but an emotional one.
I find it hard to understand you could go from wanting big boobs badly enough to undergo surgery one month, then totally regret your decision the next, based not on a bad result but your choice at all.
It sounds as though you have had a severe reaction, involving feelings of shock and depression, to the surgery itself. Having a boob job is major surgery. Many people are badly affected just by the anasthaetic. Also, you seem to feel a bit violated, alien-like for having this foreign object in your body. These are serious emotional concerns.
You need to let your body recover from this surgery anyway before you can consider having them removed. If you still feel like this after another month, then you should look into what options you have for removal. It seems that your health fund should pay some if it is causing you severe emotional distress.
My advice is to join a healthfund immediately if you are not already in one, so that you are covered somewhat for removal in 12 months time if that is still your wish.
In the meantime: be kind to yourself, reconnect with your natural body by doing light yoga and simple meditation, eat fruit and vegetables and whole grains, and start taking supplements ASAP: vitamin C, vitamin B, calcium as a basic minimum - and maybe look into a 'same e' or similar natural mood enhancer, as I suspect the anasthetic and surgery have depleted you of 'feel good' seratonin.
Seriously, your breasts look totally beautiful, natural, and even.
All breasts are not completely identical twins, in no way would I think you have uneven breasts from looking at this pic. Although your arms are up so maybe this is the most flattering angle? But surely you picked a pic that you felt showed your worst fears?
I think that it is in your head, because they WERE uneven. So now, even though they are fixed, your mind magnifies the quite normal and natural difference.
The nipples are well positioned, you have cleavage, they look soft and natural. Relax and stop fixating on nothing, they look amazing.
Settle down. This is a forum for us to air and share our concerns without fear of being judged. Hopefully you never have a bad experience like this yourself. Injecting fillers isn't rocket science and $200 is tempting. My usual doctor charges me $600 for lip filler and botox and he always does a fantastic job. He's on holidays so I went elsewhere on a recommendation. They charged me $1030 and made my lips too big and uneven.
It's a myth that more expensive = better and no one deserves a botched job just because they wanted to save some dollars.
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