Jamiery5

New Pics, and really worried about dropping to much and rippling....

You look great, and yes the left does look bigger. I can tell you mine was the same way and it drove me nuts and now I am past 4 months and it has calmed down in size, but I was told the if that is your dominant boob then it will be bigger at first.

Yes I think I still worry about flying lol......I can feel them all the time..... I can feel the shell and move it around on the bottom ans sides and everytime I lean forward they move and it's freaky feeling... Drives me nuts still to this day..... I'm used to having them now, but they are still foreign :(. I'm very happy to hear you are staying positive and don't hesitate to ask me anything!! We are in the same boat!!!

I completely agree, the P.S should be a lot more informative about the emotional sides of...it's not just wham, bam thank you ma'am, it's a lot of hell.....and he's not having pain meds was an absolute nightmare..... I honestly felt like I was going crazy too...... Do you have to massage?? I can't honesty say looking back if I would do It all over again. But I do have the normal boob greed now, I'm not happy with everything about them. They definately still feel quite foreign......

Hi thatgirl8, I was exactly where you have been....and I suffer from horrible anxiety as well...... I woke up in the worse pain of my life and I have had 5 kids natrually......I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat, pain meds made me I'll, I was at the point I wanted to be dead...it was so horrifying... I'm over 4 months now PO, and it has become more normal again...I still have some pains....I am still spitting stitches, and still can't sleep during the times of my period...but I do love them, I am glad I filled this void and I swore they were coming out before.......my plastic surgeon didn't really comfort me either...I have complaints now and I still live in some fears...that they could get CC or bottom out....all different things but I pray all the time and I find every positive I can!!! I just wanted you to know I know exactly how you feel and im here if you need to chat!!!!! :)

Hey Cowgirl, I am so sorry to hear you are having a hard time :(. How many weeks PO are you now?? I will be 12 weeks on Friday. I've definetly gotten better and don't want them out, but I can say I'm not 100% happy. I envisioned this so different and I do miss being me, I enjoy having them and showing them off, but them at the same time I feel sleezy like this this just isn't me. When we have family get togethers I feel timid about going in the pool, I also hate always worrying..... I mean I have rippling, they feel so tight and hard still. My incisions are not where they are supposed to be and I still wake up in pain at night..... I completely respect your decision, I guess boobs are not all we thought they were :). I'm here if you need to talk :)