I meant to say work on my heart and mind more and helping other people more which gets the focus off myself.
You stated under your post IPL picture that your skin use to be "clear and smooth". I agree with FSRB that you shouldn't blame yourself. I too am sorry that this was the tradeoff for a couple of post acne blemishes. These "treatments"...
Just wondering why you had any treatments in the first place? I saw the before picture and your skin looked fine and you mentioned you didn't even have to wear makeup.