I just read your blog. You are a HERO! You didn't sit back heartbroken; you DID something. I am so glad for you and know you have given other women so much hope for a better life. Six years cancer free--You Go, Girl! I have been 13 yrs. with this horror and had so much trouble I am afraid of more surgery. I cancelled my PS appt. and went to be fitted for prostheses that will help lift and fill the concaveness. I keep remembering how I hated those darn things before my tram flap, but the fear of going through what I did before is just too much. I won't even let my husband look at me anymore I look so bad. ;( On the positive side, I AM 19 YRS. CANCER FREE with the mutated BRCA 2 gene.