daisy36

Congratulations!! I know you really struggled, so glad it all ended the way it should! Be happy being you:)

Can I ask you who your surgeon is? I am looking into explant, and would be going to AB from SK, that's where I got mine done as there are none in SK. Good luck, it's such a difficult decision.

You are so right pearltx, he does and will love me, any way I am. I just feel so guilty about the $ spent, but I know if he bought a car that he felt uncomfortable in all of the time, didn't like the look and it was a lemon, he'd trade it in and learn a lesson, even though as soon as he drove it off the lot he lost 10k, lol. I just need to be absolutely sure, which in my heart I know that I am. It's just hard finding the right time and way to bring it up.

Thanks so much for the encouragement, I know in my heart it is what I need to do, I just have to get the nerves together to move on with it. Starting with telling my husband. I just want to be absolutely positive, which I know I am.

I have no words of wisdom, but can tell you I feel the exact same. I even have the same cc's(275). I've only had mine for 1 year, but feels like an eternity as they have consumed my thoughts. They feel so weird to me, and I feel them looking so odd to me, I dislike them more and more, and I am angry with myself that I ever had the vanity to do it in the first place. It was something I had wanted for so long, and now I just wishi could turn back time with the knowledge I have now. It is a life lesson, and an expensive one, but I know that I will appreciate my natural body, so it is a necessary one. Like you, I haven't told anyone(not even my husband who is my best friend). I wish you peace in your decision, and hope you do what is right for you.