Your profile looks great! Cute and very natural. I don't want to be rude of uncaring, but I think you should definitely continue to see a therapist to talk about your depsression and insecurities. Perhaps you have been blaming it all on your nose when there are underlying issues to address.
There are a number of programs that offer financial assistance for abuse victims who need surgery. Google "plastic surgery help for abuse victims" to see the list. Good luck!
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