FutureFatty

ready 4 a change bbl&tt in march, preparing myself - Aventura, FL

Hi, thank you for your response, your words do mean a lot to me. I have decided to take them steps and get the BBL/TT in early March. My mind is made up about it, so now I have just been preparing myself for it, day by day. I am excited about it but at the same time I feel nervous but I am oh so ready. Unlike you
I was a smoker, marijuana and cigarettes for the past 3 years, everyday, I had to stop both, the weed was actually harder to stop than the cigarettes, but now I am doubling up on as much healthy things as possible while fighting my constant cravings for weed. Lol, now I can't stand the smell of a cigarette, but let me get a slight scent of some marijuana and I am ready to start describing and identifying the smell of it. I feel good tho, I feel much better not smoking I must say, I was just use to doing it. Bad habits I felt fine doing, but this will make me feel way better, a new high, off myself, real talk. Well as I said before, you did help me make this decision, along with the simple fact that I am tired of feeling how I do about my body regardless of whoever it is in my life that accepts me for it, that's all good and dandy but I want and need this for my own personal satisfaction before I lay my head to rest from this world forever. Thank you for helping me decide where I would be making this change, I appreciate the time you put in doing that up on here. Keep me posted, I will do the same.

Hi Bronzedasian, how u doin?? well I must say u look absolutely fantastic, and you helped me decide what doctor to choose. You had the type of body that I have now, and I am very impressed by the artwork Dr.Salama has done for your body, I hope but believe he can do the same for mine, I must invest in that.
I am scheduled for my Brazilian lift with TT on March 7, and I have my doubts strongly about the TT. I am very good with pain, I have 5 children, and with my 4th one I had to get a c-section after I pushed her head out, and then her doctor noticed the cord was wrapped around her neck and pushed her head back up my vagina, along with his hand, and then told me I had to have a c-section or she would die, so I did it, so I know pain, and even after that I had another baby, natural birth. I am 5'7 and weigh 197, I will be putting before and after pics up here also. I am following your words, I know people are not the same but still your words help, please keep posting, I need every dose of your existence thru these digital walls... I don't know about the TT because I think I want another child with my lover who I have been with for some time now, but he has no kids and wants me to give him one, one day, I don't know what to do, I have 5 kids already, I always put myself last, now I want to do something good for me so I can feel good about me, yet still, I keep thinking about making the other person happy... I am 32 and tired of da bullsh*t, my youngest child 8, somebody help me out here, feel like I need a Brazilian butt lift, Tummy tuck and some therapy... I just want a nice fat ass man, a nice fat ass (-: