its my time now !!!!! - Upland, CA

So I still have not had my TT due to some finance changes but I'm hoping to have it done by mid August I really want to have it done before my big day in December so maybe I should look for a better priced DR or find a DR that can set up a good payment plan. Im so bummed out because i want this more then I've wanted anything in life dose that make me crazy ??? any who i will continue to read up and STALK and LURK the photos i have here with you all lol.....

If anyone knows of an better price and great DR please let me know !!!!!!

ok where do I start I'm a 29 year old mother of a 12 year old young man after I had my son I snapped back quick with a lot of stretch marks but those never really bothered me much . In 2008 my father was diagnosed with brain cancer and thats where all my troubles began . I shut down and when I say I shut down I mean I REALLY SHUT DOWN !!! I am a TRUE daddys girl my dad was best friend the only one who truly understood me maybe because we are so much alike ..I went from a 150 frame to an 264 shame . When he passed in 2009 september I decided I needed to get my act together he wouldn't want to see me all depressed and moping around so I bounced back and dropped down to 180 and then the holidays came around and so did some of the weight OMG I'm like a yoyo I'm doing great one min and then the next I'm humpty dumpty lol .. Im a late night eater so I know thats where my problem is and since I've been going up and down so much now the skin just hangs on my stomach it dosnt matter how hard I work out its still there not to mention that I had a c-section with my son so the muscles are like dead meat on the bottom of my tummy .. Ive been wanting a TT for forever and finally my husband has agreed to pay for it YESSSSSSS . Im turning 30 this year and I'm going to bring it in with a bang Im ready to wear a sexy dress without a damn girdle on underneath thats not sexy at all Im ready to feel hot and sexy at the pool with a 2 piece hell I havnt warn one since I was 16 .. Im reedy for a new me PERIOD ITS MY TIME NOW !!!! I've started back on my work out and I want to lose 20 pounds before my TT I'm going to have a full TT with lipo of my flanks and upper back ....I had my consult today just talked it over with my hubby and if all goes well ill have my new tummy in a couple of weeks !!!!! so even if i don't lose all 20 pound 10 will do LOL wish me luck ladies i took some pics of my self today omg I'm so embarrassed I'm so round I'm going to post them and then a pic of me last november WTH is my deal ??? I know if my hubby pays all this money to get it done theres no way for me to fall back in the black hole of fatness